So, You say you want to know me.
What you ask of me, do you realize,
Is more than a simple question?
You inquire of my soul,
You dig the deepest of hurts.
And to think, this started on an angry note.
You swim in my eyes,
Past the fear of your knowing,
Into my heart,
Where my monsters are growing.
Hurt and betrayal,
From the closest of people.
The ones I trusted, the ones I loved.
Now I start over anew...
But they are deep scars,
And still constantly hurt.
Every time I brood,
Every time I think,
All I can see, is my spirit as it sinks.
You want to know me?
Are you sure you can handle
The hurts and pains
Of a once-loved Jade?
You say you want my soul?
I ask,
How can you grasp
Something so full of holes?
Oh, I know you see me
As a cold, hard bitch.
But that's not me,
And I want to really live.
The only problem is,
I can't get past, not loving you.
I can't out grow,
My own emotions,
No matter how hard I've tried.
I speak to you,
Whose mind is "free"
And whose soul is "complete".
You ask of my essence,
I ask…
How can you be whole,
When you are pierced
On such a bleak and empty peak…
All alone?
AN This is more like a confromtation of Kurama to Hiei, when they first gained each others trust. Er something along those lines.