This is my first song fic so take it easy on me. Hope you like it. Oh! One more thing, this is told from Kagomes point of view.
Love Just is
I keep telling you but you never listen to me. You always call me names say that you hate me because I look like Kikyo but than you go off and kiss her and leave me in the dust like I'm nothing. In hopes that tomorrow will be different I stop myself from crying and smile but the next day you do the same thing to me so I just go home. At home I cry and cry but I go back in a couple of days hoping it will be different but it is for a wile.
When the night won't fall and the sun won't rise
And you see the best as you close your eyes
I am just a jewel detector for you. You say you care but you keep hurting me. You never know because I never tell. I never tell because you always call me names and I am afraid that you will call me names because I am week and easily get hurt by you for what you say and do.
When you reach the top as you bottom out
But you under stand what it's all about
I always say that I will stay by your said but than you always turn me away. I look at you on the hill staring at the sun set and I see sadness from your childhood and I want to help but you would turn and run. I would try to run after you but than I hear you crying so I stop and start to cry myself. I cry because I made you and I made you remember your mom and dad. I would hurt it to if some one reminded me of my dad because he to is dead.
Nothing ever what it seems
In your life or in your dream
It don't make sense what can you do
So I won't try making sense of you
When I see you I think of all the times I wake up screaming your name. I have nightmares about bad things happening to you. I never want that to happen, not ever. I will do anything to protect you but then you say that I just getting in the way so I just stop. I hope that you will one day say that I'm not getting in your way and that you do need me but I can see after so many times of being told that I am in the way I think that it will never happen.
Love just is…whatever it may be
Love just is…you and me
I dream that you will one day care about me. Tell me that you love me as much as I love you will be enough for me to be happy. But I now that will never happen. I so much now wish that I was Kikyo so you can tell me that you love me and I would be so happy that I would run up to you and kiss you.
Nothing less and nothing more
I don't know what I love you for…love just is
I tell you in so many that I love you but you never pay attention. You always hate me because I look like Kikyo when you run of to her, tell her that you love her, say that you will protect her no matter what and I cry and run away because I don't want you to see me like this because I know you will tease me.
When you ask to stay and then disappear
It seems your gone but your really here
When every move seems out of place
But every kiss is filled with grace
You have kissed me once before on my check. I loved it so much that I gave you one and you blushed but then you saw that Sango, Miroku, and Shippo are watching you run after them and the moment is gone. Then the next day you seem to regret it and you try to keep away from me, you never look at me. I feel so alone, like I'm not even here.
Some things never get defind
In your heart or in your mind
I tell you that I'm going for a walk but you act like I'm not there and ignore me. I start to walk and when I know that you are not looking I start to cry and run. I feel so sad and alone. I feel like I am an idiot for believing that you will someday love me and we will live together in a big hut in the federal era and be happy.
It don't make sense what can you do
So I won't try making sense of you
I take a walk in the forest by myself still crying. I think of the times you got jealous of Koga and I loved it. I then start giggling because you made me so happy. Then you turn around every time and start hating me again.
Love just is…whatever it may be
Love just is… you and me
Nothing is and nothing more
I don't know what I love you for
I stop at a big rock by a stream and climb upon it to look at the stars. 'It is so pretty and light,' I thought to myself. 'All I need is one more person and it will be perfect.' Then I start to here foot steps, I turn around and see you. You come and set next to me and I smile. 'Now everything is perfect.'
Don't ever ask me for reasons
I can't get to you
Don't ever ask me for reason
Why I live for you… I just do
I turn to face you and I see you staring at me. T read your eyes and they seem so soft and gentle. I want to hold you so close and kiss you but I know that you will never let me. I love you so much and I keep asking myself why? Why do I love you so much when you don't love me at all?
Love just is…what ever it may be
Love just is…you and me
Nothing less and nothing more
I don't know what I love you for… love just is
Then I turn away but you grab me and turn me to you with your hands on my shoulder. You lean down and kiss me a deep kiss. I was surprised but then I closed my eyes and I threw my arms around you and pulled you closer. I keep thinking that this is a dream but when you broke the kiss, I looked into your eyes and I new it was real and I was not dreaming. "I love you InuYasha," I say to you. Then you say the three words that I had longed to hear. "I love you too," you said with a smile. You kiss me again and I knew that you meant it.
A/N: I hope you like it, please review but take it easy on me because this is my first song fic. I am going to up data "Skateboard love" soon. I would have up dated it sooner but my computer was being mean to me and I had a lot of school work.
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