Summary: GC angst, Cath POV There are rules to our game. Unspoken and unwritten, yes, but they are rules nonetheless.

Notes: This is my first attempt at GC poetry. It came to me when I was about to read a book called "Fake ID." I was imagining how it would start, then I realized that I could twist the paragraphs I had been mentally writing and turn it into a fic. It later turned into a poem. Hope you like it!

Category: GC angst

Rating: G

Disclaimer: I do not own CSI.

Rules of the Game

We play the game quietly

Efficiently and subtly

That's how it is meant to be played

Each of us wondering, but nothing said

No questions and no answers

But there are rules, I have learned

Unspoken and unwritten, yes

But they are rules nonetheless

The rules themselves prohibit

Even the slightest mention of it

This is a game of subtle glances,

Movements, phrases, dances

Around each other; years and years

Have passed since the start, our fears

Of the rules of this game

Have passed, because they make it safe

Without the rules in place

Who knows with what we might be faced

The dangers we would have

Could be very very bad

No longer to be silent

What questions would be asked?

I know what I feel for him

But rules forbid it to be spoken

I know he feels the same

But still, we play this game

He has chosen not to analyze

That the turnout could be a surprise

That both might actually love the other

Far more than you love a sister or brother

Will secrets be revealed?

Will this game ever end?

Will rules ever be thrown out the window?

Will souls be stripped down to the lowest of low?

Honestly, I really do not know

The courage it would take to do so

Is far beyond what I have, I confess

But someday I can only hope I will possess

Enough to end this crazy game

In truth, the rules drive me insane

But until then we go on and on

Each seeking courage, finding it not

So we play the game expertly

Secretly and quietly...

THE END