Summery:- What happened if Desperate Measures had ended differently? If SG1 hadn't got there on time and there was no going back for Carter?
Disclaimer: - Stargate and everything else, bar the whole plot of this story, doesn't belong to me and I'm not getting anything from this work
AN: - Brought on by Evanescence song Understanding I kind wrote this in like, not long, maybe three days. I thought damn, how come they can get over events so quickly without breaking down, they are people to. So here it is, Sam goes psycho-killer.
Oh, and the sequence is a bit weird but try to follow…
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Understanding.
By Delliham
Chapter 1 – The Beginning of the End
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You hold the answers deep within your mind. Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us to entertain,
We reject it. We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there…
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"I didn't just kill you that day" She whispered….
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The sound of his sneakers squeaking on the lino floor echoed eerily as he ran down the early morning-deserted corridors.
It would have been nice, if not for the desperate moment.
She had done it, again, only difference was, this time he hadn't been there to help her.
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She lay down next to him, tears pouring from her crystal blue eyes.
"Please, don't go… Tell me your going to be alright…I love you"
His hand moved to grasp hers,
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you…
Sam looked at Jack, he smiled back at her distraught face
"Its alright" He gasped, sharply inhaling.
Draped over his chest she felt his last breath,
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Seconds too late, Daniel had found them both, covered in blood, Jack dead, Sam berley alive - although she had no physical wounds other than utter exhaustion. A 'shock induced coma' they had called it but he had know better, she was willing herself to death, trying to forget. And after what she had been through, he didn't blame her.
But still, he brought her round, helped her to live again, been there when she needed him.
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"Time of death, 3.24am"
He stopped in the frame of the doorway, just in time to hear the announcement.
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TBC...
ps, sorry 'bout the .o. things its the only way i could space it! try'n to fix that one!