REGRETS

A/N: I don't own any of the original characters of the show.

Scott's apartment, After The Dinner

We're kissing again, that's all I can feel, and it's amazing. We're standing in the kitchen, not wanting to let go of each other lips. Maybe we drank too much wine? And he said he wanted to wait! I lead him outside, towards the living room, not leaving his body. "I love you." What? Is it me who said that? Oh, god…

"Um…I love you too." That's all I wanted to hear. I smile, I know I do. Um…I feel his tongue on my neck; I think I'm going to melt into the ground. "Shel…" His voice almost breaks as I slowly unzip his jeans. What is he doing? Why does he pull away, no! "I can't."

"What is it?" I have to go soft now…I run a handagainst the side of his facegently. He looks back at me leaning into my hand.

"I…I don't think we should do it so early. I told you I wanted to wait and I really do."

"Why? I mean if you love me, and I love you, where is the problem in showing it?"

"Look, I really do love you Shel, with all my heart. But I don't want to rush things."

"Okay." I'm sooo disappointed! After all the efforts I did tonight! He probably notices I'm sulking a little.

"Sorry."

"Is it because of Tina?" I can't help but think of her. Maybe he just realized he was in love with her.

"No, of course not. Didn't you hear me? I love you Shel." He's going to kiss me again, like this could change my thoughts! Um…maybe it could. What is happening? Is he leading me to his bedroom? What kind of sick joke is he doing with me? Messing with my mind, or what? Well I'm not going to complain, and this time I won't let him stop. We're kissing more and more…oh the feeling of his hands on me, wonderful. He's taking my dress away already, slowly but surely. When he'll see what I'm wearing under, he's going to drop dead! I take his shirt off, with difficulties. Oh, those buttons! Here we are. I feel his breath becoming shaky on my neck, and his hands are running on my stomach, and then go up to my breasts, undoing my bra. I look into his eyes waiting for a sight telling me we can continue. He gives me a smile, nodding along. I lead him towards the bed by his belt, and we fall, he on top of me.

Scott's apartment, The Next Morning

I wake up the next morning completely exhausted but in his arms. I know he doesn't sleep because he's softly caressing my skin. Phew! I thought he was going to tell me we did a mistake yesterday. I look up at him smiling and bring his head down to kiss him, again.

"How are you?" I have to know if he's really okay with us gettingback together through.

"Just great. You?"

"I'm just feeling perfect!" Okay, stupid answer. "What time is it?" God, I almost forgot I had class today!

"Uh…" He moves away from me slightly to take his watch from his night table. I wish I had never asked. "7:39 exactly. Why? Are you in a hurry to leave me?" He's kidding again. He can't help it, even in the morning! But that's why I love him…but also what I hate this early. I make up to him by punching his shoulder, softly but firmly all the same. "Hey!" He's now laughing at me! We keep fooling around in bed for five minutes before I decide to get up. He's whining now.

"Scott, I have to take a shower before going to class! And if I have to take the bus to come back home to change, I have to hurry."

"Don't worry about the bus, I'll drive you back." Oh, he's so sweet…He gets up as well and follows me as I'm going to the bathroom.

"Oh Shelby I love you, but I don't want to rush things…" I mock him, quoting what he said yesterday and knowing well he's going to join me in the shower. He smirks at me grinning, takes me by the waist from behind, and whispers into my ear: "Only idiots don't change their opinion." God I love when he whispers words to me, it always brings shivers everywhere.

Hey, tell me what you think of this chapter! I hope it's not too bad…

Oh, I'm soo excited! I began and finishedthe first chapter of Talk to Me about your Life this morning! I'll update it just after this one...