REGRETS
Chap 28! Thanks for the reviews of the last chapter! And sorry about the lack of updates...
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Shelby's Hospital Room, A Few Minutes After
"How are you feeling?" Scott asked as soon as the nurses took our babies to bring them to the nursery to put them to sleep. God, I already miss them…that's so strange…but I guess it's a feeling every mother has to feel when she's separated from her babies for the first time…still, it's so hard to be apart after I had them constantly with me during almost nine months.
"Fine…but my body's sore, and I'm tired." Scott nodded and took my hand in his.
"We haven't picked out any baby names yet. Not any that we agree on at least." Scott announces with a small chuckle.It strikes me hard. I have been so caught up in my work that I haven't even realized that. Not until Scott points it out. I then began to wonder if he had been thinking about it. I didn't even think one second about it. Sure it crossed my mind, but I never really thought about it. I just kept doing my damn work to be sure to have my exams. I suddenly feel like a bad mother. I bit my bottom lip nervously.
"Have you been thinking about names?" I ask, hoping that he hadn't been. Scott nods with a small smile. Shit!
"Yeah, actually I have some ideas!" He says. I see the smile on his face increase as his thumb begins making little circles on my hand.
"Yeah, that happens sometimes…" I say with a laughas he looks up at me putting on his serious face.
"Why not calling them Luke and Han?" Is he kidding? No, he can't be serious…Luke and Han…OMG! That's so bad! Wait, those names, they evoke something to me…Star Wars! Oh, no, that's worse than I thought…NEVER!
"Why not calling them Yoda and Obi-Wan while you're at it?" I say with much sarcasm…ah, it feels so good to be back to my normal state! I was beginning to be fed up of the nice me…it was starting to annoy me…all above because I couldn't control my kindness… I am definitively crazy.
"No, I do prefer the others two I found." He says still very seriously. Didn't he see I was kidding? No, he's too busy looking down at my breasts…yeah; they're so swollen of milk…
"Scott, baby, I was kidding. This is completely out of question. I won't ever call my sons after Star Wars names."
"Why not?"
"Because. First, they're horrible. And imagine what a pain their lives would be, at school for example." That's right…poor children. I feel sorry for the people whose parents called them after a movie hero's name …
"I would have liked to be called Luke." He says with a pout. He's too cute. I give him a quick kiss.
"Yeah, if you had been named Luke, I wouldn't have gotten together with you, let alone talk to you." Okay, I'm lying! I had noticed him even before knowing his name. But he has to see my point.
"Right…and I thought you liked me because of my looks…"
"No, I liked you because you were attractive, physically but also because of your complex personality." It is a part true…at first I really didn't understand why he didn't want to have anything with me…I mean, no boy had ever resisted me before him…
"Me, complex?" Oh, no, I never saw someone so simple…
"Well, not anymore, I succeeded by decoding you. But at first…you were so contradicting…"
"Uh…"
"Forget it. So, I was thinking of Sam and Zack…what do you think?" I had thought of those names one night before the delivery…if only we had thought of it before…but no, we both completely forgot.
"I don't like Sam…it could be for a girl."
"And Zack?" At least, if we had one name…maybe, then maybe it would be easier…
"I love it. You sure you don't want Luke as a name? I really like it." Please, what did I do to deserve that? Luke? As Lucky Luke…it's too easy to annoy someone who has this name, really…
"Zack and Luke don't go well together…"
"Okay, what about…Craig?" Um…no. Better than Luke, but still, not the best.
"Um…that's better, but I'm not completely sure…"
"Shel…come on!" That's it! He's already fed up with the fact we still don't know how to name our babies…that's the life my dear…He really needs to learn to be patient.
"Jordan?"
"Too common." Ah, you'll see!
"Mike?"
"Yeah, and I already see his nickname: Mickey." Right…that was a bad idea, anyway…
"Okay…well you won; we'll call him Luke if you want." I'm tired of him trying to get on my nerves…I'm sure he did it on purpose. I hate him sometimes.
"No, I want a name that pleases you." God, I'm going to slap him, I swear! What is his goal in life? Annoy me?
"Okay, I do like the name Nick." This is his last chance.
"Really?" He says with a small smile, wrapping an arm around my shoulders.
"Yeah…you don't like it…" I knew it…god this is so hard!
"No, no! I think it's nice! Zackary and Nicholas…perfect!" I let out a breath…finally! Before I can even say another thing, he's already kissing me passionately, entering his tongue into my mouth and massaging mine. God, I'm so in love… Yet I hope Zack and Nick are okay alone… Am I worrying too much? After all, they're together at least…
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