REGRETS
A/N: It is Chap 30, one of the lasts actually…yes, I'm still planning on doing a sequel. It will be set up two years in the future and on Scott's POV. I promise you there'll be some funny things!
Oh, and I think I can apologize to everyone: I'm so sorry for the lack of updates…to tell you the truth I haven't be able to go on Internet for a little while too. I just noticed I missed a few good things like the new chap of 'Promises are Like Eggs' (from Melms213) and also 'My Baby' (from MandiGirl458)… Oh, I notice I'm doing free advertising…maybe I should ask for money? Come on! I was kidding! (I know I'm a bit weird, always joking… I know it can be kinda annoying sometimes…) Check out those two great stories.
Disclaimer: I still don't own anything except the characters I made up…like the babies for example…
Pairing: S&S, of course!
Just a Few Seconds Later…
"God Scott! I told you this would be difficult with having them in our arms." I say with a laugh…poor Scott…Nicks vomited on him…I hope he isn't sick.
"Shit Shel, what should I do?" He asks puzzled, ready to hand Nick to me.
"No, no Scott! I can't take care of him. I already have Zack in case you haven't notice." I protest with a small glare to be sure he wouldn't even dare trying to let me take care of those two at the meantime.
"Okay, okay! I'm going to find a way out of difficulties ALONE." He says emphasizing the last word with a small glare. He settles Nick on the bed and pull off his shirt. God, his chest looks so fine…and those abdominals…um… I watch as he takes Nick back in his arms and walks to the bathroom, not closing the door properly.
"Good…well, I'm gonna put Zack to bed." I yell after him as Zack looks up at me amused and yawls seconds after. "You're right, Angel, it's late already." I whisper to him, kissing his cheek soundly. I walk to the twins' room and put him inside his cradle, wrapping him in a warm blanket. "Goodnight, sweetheart." I say with a small voice, touched by the miracle I have accomplished…they're so…perfect…so wonderful yet so small! I walk back to the bedroom, hearing Scott softly humming a lullaby I taught him yesterday…he really has a sexy voice…um! I enter the bathroom and lean against the door, crossing my arms in front of my chest…they're so cute those two. Nick looks up at me with a big grin on his face and splashes water at Scott.
"God, Shel…how can that be possible? They're only a week and are already making a fool of me…"
"Yeah, I already told you who they're taking that from…it's you're own fault…that's it… DNA…" He turns to look at me and smirks at me. He turns back to Nick and continues softly rubbing his son's back.
"Yeah right…or maybe they hate me?" He asks with great concern, his back still to me.
"Why would they? You're the perfect father?" I reassure him, sensing his distress. How can he think that one second? He's been perfect with them!
"Yeah well, maybe they're jealous because I'm the one who gets to sleep with you?" He turns to me sending me a seductive wink. God I'd do anything to have a piece of him at this instant.
"Very funny, honey."
"No, I'm not kidding…maybe they don't like that I take their place?"
"Even if you weren't there, I wouldn't sleep with them."
"So what do you think?"
"I think you're paranoiac. They both love you very much. There is absolutely no doubt." He turns around once more and flashes me a big smile.
"Thanks. I love you baby." He says with great sincerity.
"I love you too…" I yawn and sign resting my head against the wall. "Wow I'm beat. I'm going to bed, join me soon."
"Yeah, I finish bathing him and put him to bed, and I join you."
"Okay, see you soon then." I come closer and kiss Nick's head softly and then kiss his father's lips quickly.
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Five Minutes later…
"Shel…you're sleeping?" I turn around on my back yawning and smile at the sight of him. I watch as he slides next to me under the sheet and turns to switch the light off.
"No…I was almost but…what are you doing?" I fearfully ask as he climbs me and stays there on top of me, beginning to caress my tights.
"You know what I'm doing…I need you baby…it's been so long." He's right, I know it, and I need him too…it's just too soon…I think. "How do you feel? Are you okay? Do you need me too?"
"You know I'm dying for it…but it's just the doctor, he said…"
"Since when do you listen to your doctor's advises?" He's right…let's go! After all, I'm perfectly fine. Not feeling sore or my upper body being hurt… And telling I was afraid of having a love (and sexual) life less active after having the babies…I can see I was wrong. "Besides, if you feel the slightest pain, I'll stop. I promise." He reassures me with a sweet, comforting voice that makes me feeling good, loved...
"I love you Scott." I say kissing his lips passionately, wrapping my arms around his back. I feel his hands traveling my body under my clothes and suddenly feel the need to peel off our clothes…but I hear something else than Scott's heavy breath…the babies! They're both crying! I pull away softly and Scott lets out a laugh. "God, this isn't funny, Scott!" I say shoving him a bit angry.
"Come on…" He says, handing me his hand and pulling me up…We both walk to the twins' room but strangely the cries had stopped. "Strange…" Scott whispers then turns to me with a smile. "So, where were we?" He kisses me and I back up against the wall. He puts his arms around my waist and began traveling my body, pulling away my nightgown slowly when… 'Ah, ah …' Scott stops and looks at me confused.
"Was it you?" I shake my head softly and nod at the babies' room door. "Okay, come on, let them cry." He sys with a sign…God they're not even crying anymore…
"Scott, they aren't anymore."
"I know but I have the feeling they're gonna do it again…" He takes my hand and lead me to our bedroom where we began kissing again, ignoring the sound of babies crying or of neighbors yelling at us to make them shut up.
Please R&R! I'm begging you here!
Next chap will be about the wedding and big news too! See you soon and good luck to everybody who's got their exams soon.
Linkie.