I Am Me

What's she got that I don't have
Does she fill those spaces that I left you
When you wake up everynight
Does the scent of regret ever haunt you

There I stood watching through the window of the driver's side of my baby. He stood so tall and brightly colored. He was the one i wanted, under any circumstances I am going to get him. And that's the beginning of how I wound up here.

Put this under your skin
I am me and I won't change for anyone
Me and I won't change for anyone
For anyone like you

I knew how to pore drinks I knew how to mix them so why not. The upsides of working in a bar

#1. Free alcohol

#2. Men

#3. Did I mention free alcohol?

#4. Dad told me to get a job

Hmm the down sides so many and so little time my shift starts in oh three minutes ago. Damn late on the first day, right downsides that's what I was talking about with bobio (ok so I named the devil that sits on my shoulder. Hello I'm only human)

#1. Bar fights

#2. Drunken men coming onto me

#3. Men looking for a piece of meat or in this case trashy women who decide its fun to sell them self's off for a quick hundred

#4. Dad would be mad I work at a bar

#5. I'm up late ok so that's not to far from my regular schedule

#6. I have to deal with people from school. Oh joy

oh no big. Big men coming over ok hmm either axe murderer or my new boss, ill go with boss.

"You veronica"

"Yes sir"

"its frank, follow me"

Hmm I could've sworn you name was bubba but there's no big rig around so frank was my second guess.

Does the weight of consequence
Drag you down until it pulls you under
Does she lend an eager hand to save you
From the future of being with her
Are you with her?

After learning where everything is and getting to know the way things run I find myself standing here doing absolutely nothing. I served two PCH bikers rum and coke; don't know why they wanted coke but hmm there own choice.

Put this under her skin
I am me and I won't change for anyone
Me and I won't change for anyone
For anyone like you

Twenty minutes and I can go shower, highlights of my night are:

#1. getting felt up by well my boss

#2. weevil and his new girlfriend if you can even call her that she'll be gone by the end of the week

#3. had various drinks spilled down the front of me, sure some got a good look at my wet chest( reminder don't wear white to work anymore). Luckily I did bring my jacket just like daddy told me too.

#4. the clock ticks to slowly I still have fifteen minutes

Why would I, Why would I change
Why would I change
Put this under your skin

After getting out of there, finally I might add. I drove home the long way through PCH. Yes it's a long drive but I live in the better part of PCH, I'm no o9er I'm an o2er. Oh well doesn't matter as long as I don't act like the stuck up girls at Neptune high I'm good. I practically fall out of my car trying to get out, I manage to get up the stairs but remember I lent my house key to Wallace. Just as I climb down one stair the door opens.

"Veronica it's four in the mourning"

"Hi to you too dad"

I walk in put bag by door and take shoes off, walk into wall and slowly make into my room fall face first onto my bed and sleep for three hours till I need to be up for school. Ah the joys of being a high school student with a job.