Eyes Wide Open

I could hear her breathing
No one believed me
No one believed me
I could hear those voices
So deceiving,
So deceiving

Standing at my locker leaning against the coldness that is pressed against my neck, eyes wide yet I don't feel like I'm here. I feel like I'm in a Christmas movie and I've been taken here to see my past and how it was. I hear the bell but don't make any movements to go.

Cool wind on my face
Cool wind on my face

I heard a recognized voice one I'd been longing to talk with, as I opened them I took in his appearance, black shoes, black pants, black everything except that silver cross I've been wanting to hold. (we all have our secrets, that's mine. SHH)

"Shouldn't you be in class, Mars?"

"Shouldn't you"

"When are we gonna stop playin this game"

"When you stop messing with my head"

"I'm messin with your head you're the one sending mixed messages"

"So you just gave up that's it huh not gunna talk to me anymore"

"How can I"

He turned and walked down the hall to a door and went in, glancing back at me. Sending goose bumps all over with just one stare, yes I had fallen. He had fallen for someone else and that's what brought the tears to my eyes, I wiped them away as quickly as possible and turned to the direction of the office.

Do you know how it feels to be afraid
Lying there frozen
With my eyes wide open
Do you know how it feels to find a trace
Of words unspoken
With my eyes wide open
I know your secret
I can feel you calling
I know that you're there I know that you're there
Tell me all your memories
I'll keep them alive I'll keep them alive

After making it home from pretending I was sick and leaving I went into my room. Putting on my favorite plaid pj bottom's and tinker belle tank top, I laid down in bed under the covers and cried myself to sleep.

Cool wind on my face
Cool wind on my face

I woke up to hear the doorbell. I climbed out of bed eyes bloodshot, cheeks puffy. I open the door and see him he's standing there. He looks me up and down; his eyes go tender and loving and not angered and stressed.

"Oh shit"

I burst into tears, and almost fall. He catches me and carry's me into the living room and cuddles me for a while, I calm down. My head on his chest I can hear his heart beat, steady and calm. Mine beats quicker just by being in his arms.

I heard you
I felt you
I know so what do you want from me

(No pov)

He carries her sleeping body into her room and puts her under the covers, tucks her in and stands they're looking at her.

"Yeah I made the wrong choice"

"I love you"

He kiss's her head and turns and leaves the sleeping beauty's room.

Cool wind on my face
Cool wind on my face
Cool wind on my face
Cool wind on my face