Hi all! Chapter Two! I'm so happy that I got one review already! So thank you very much! Now to explain a little explaination for you!

ILuvIY17 :Okay so let me get this staright this story is about your life? Can you explain the plot for me again so I'll understand the story better? It would really help me!

Yes it sort of is like my life, except yeah some of the things are and are not true. One: my father isn't dead. the story is just going around that line as if that's how Kagome's father dies and how it happens. Now to explain it better: Kagome's father dies of lung cancer, and because she witnessed his body and because she loves him and it's a hugeeee shock. Her friends try and help but it doesn't fully help her out. But then Inuyasha comes into the picture and HOPEFULLY! ((coughcoughcough))he will help her out of the darkness.

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Chapter two: Life after a death of a broken heart.

Two Years later

It seemed like just yesterday my fathers death had happened. I knew everything would change and I wasn't ready for it. Many times I pulled an icy blade to my throat...But everytime I tried to end my life I couldn't. I knew father would want me to live...But why couldn't it have been me? Nothing my mother or my grandfather or my friends and other family did seemed to work. Why couldn't it have been me that had died? Or went through the pain my father had? Why? WHY!

"Kagome! Kagome! Get up! It's time for school!" Mimmi Higurashi called from the bottom of the stair case.

Mom seemed to have recovered or atleast she never let anyone see her cry. No one at school knew that I was the way I was, no one would suspect I would bring myself inches and inches of death. They only saw a smile. I would carry out what my father wanted me to do. It never seemed to the people in my school that I would actually do something like that. That voice in the back of my head always pulled me back from that one slice of my life. I couldn't do it. And if I did I could stand leaving my mother alone in the world with my grandfather. I couldn't leave my friends...I couldn't leave my father's dream of me being happy behind.

Kagome got up from her bed and her feet touched the cold floor making her shiver. Her room was as it always was a light blue room she had forced her father to paint for her to the stuffed animals which he had bought her. There was a small horse with a purple and white mane that lit up when you pushed it's hoof, it also sang, it was next to a small cat beanie baby that had stitches in it's neck, which was what she had since she was about five. Her father had sewn it up for her and it would always be the best thing that he had done for her...She shook her head to clear the thoughts of her father as she was pulling on her green uniform. She walked to the bathroom and brushed her hair looking into the mirror. Kagome's eyes looked sad it wasn't what they looked like before her father died.. She finally finished brushing her long raven hair and began to brush her teeth.

After about 3 minutes she walked down stairs with her bag on her shoulder.

"Bye mom." Kagome said to the air. Her mother had already left and she was used to the silence. Tears swelled in her eyes as she remembered always saying good bye to her father in the mornings, she blinked away the tears and went out the door. She put on the same smile that nobody knew was a plea for help and walked down the long shrine steps and towards her school.

"PERVERT!" A familar voice yelled and the same familiar slap was heard.

"But Sango! I couldn't help it!" That voice was familiar too, it was her perverted cousin Miroku and her best friend Sango Taijiya.

"Miroku keep your lecherous hands off my best friend!" Kagome called adding a laugh.

Sango and Miroku's heads turned to see Kagome, they knew it all was an act but sometimes she even got out of the act until there was something she remembered. Kagome had many many friends they all knew Kagome and what had happened. There was Sango Taijiya, Miroku Houshi, Kikyou Miko, Kouga Wolfe, Ayame Takamaru, Kagura and Kanna Kaze, Rin Funkhouser, and Yura Dryer. Ok so maybe some of them were her cousins but that made it seem a little better.

Kagome, Sango and Miroku walked through the doors of their school. Automatically people crowded around them.

"Kagome! Have you seen the new kid! He's dropped dead sexy!" Kikyou squealed in her ear.

Kagome stuck her finger in her ear as if to stop the ringing which was accuring. Just then a guy with long silver hair walked by. He was wearing a red work-out shirt and a pair of jeans. His eyes were gold, and the worst part was...Kikyou was right.

The new kid walked past them...Kikyou practically drooling. The kid looked at Kagome and smiled. Kagome felt her heart flutter in her stomach and blushed.

"Hey Kikyou.." a creepy voice said from behind, it sent shivers down Kagomes spin...It was Kikyou's boyfriend Naraku Devil...His eyes twinkled malevolely(sorry spelling wrong and I know it!) it scared Kagome but Kikyou loved him and thats all that matter.

" School is about to begin please report to your classrooms" a voice said over an intercom.

"I'll see you guys later." and with that Kagome,Sango and Miroku left for they're lockers and then to their class.

Kagome froze in her tracks when she saw that the new kid was sitting next to her. But how could she think about a guy when her father was dead? Could she trust him to sit next to her? What happened if they became more than friends?

and thats it for this chapter R&R and any suggestions email me like I said at