Author: Dormant-angel
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"Talking"
'Thinking'
Talking to self (conscience)
Author's note: Hello all! Long time no see ne? Seriously I had to go and re-read my chappy cause I had no idea what I wrote x.X; To tell you the truth I wasn't planning on updating for awhile. I was in the process of torturing some reviewers who ignored my to think of it..o.O;; You people ignored it too! –sniff- well anyway…I'm not really gonna tourture anyone. Everyone says I can't be evil so…-sigh- anyway x.X;;;;; By the way the reviews will be at the end of the chapter.
This chapter is for a friend of mine whos grandmother is on the death bed. Please keep her in you prayers.
The prayer of one can help someone…
When the prayer of two can help heal someone…
Although the prayer of three can help save someone from someone.
But the prayer of many…can help save a life.
-Kitty (I was trying to go somewhere with that -.-)
Runaway and never say goodbye
By: Dormant-angel
Last time on Runaway and never say goodbye:
As a reflex from loosing her kit, Kagome took to Sesshomaru to help forget about it all and somewhat pleasure him. Because to her Sesshomaru was all she had and she did not want to take her chances in loosing him. Although Sesshomaru saw right through her.
Kagome was shocked let along relieved that he stopped her. Kagome did not think Sesshomaru was the kind of person, who would let it go like that. Even though she still felt the need to do something for him, being that Sesshomaru stayed with her during her time of weakness.
Therefore, she gave him another arm. Being that she lost a lot of her energy she passed out, falling into Sesshomaru's arms.
Kikyou and Naraku are devising something deep to ruin Kagome's life. Kikyou is giving up her body…and now soul to Naraku in order to complete this task.
Inuyasha is sulking in his stupidly and being haunted by his conscience as a curse. Inuyasha has no friends and now he is alone.
Being that Sango and Miroku decided to leave him. His behavior proving too be too much. With Sango pregnant, it was time to move on. Had Sango not have been pregnant the monk would have at least gave the Hanyou a chance. Miroku did not forget about what happened in the Hanyou's past life.
What is Kagome and Sesshomaru's fate?
What are Kikyou and Naraku planning?
What is happening to Inuyasha?
Where are Miroku and Sango going?
Gee…I like questions don't you?
What is Inuyasha's fate?
What is Kagome's fate?
Maybe this story should have been named fate.
Wait…is that a question?
What is Sesshomaru's fate?
Maybe I should start this chapter now.
Chapter 9: Boulevard of Broken Dreams.
The ride back to Sesshomaru's castle was a long and boring one. Every time Kagome tried to spark conversation the stoic dog demon would just enthrall her with words of wisdom. Wisdom of shutting up that is. Kagome was not the type of person who could just in sheer silence. It was just driving her insane.
Sesshomaru tried his best not to insult her every time she spoke. He was just not the social type. Had she been any other woman he would have either killed her or hushed her in his own way. It…just drove him nuts. The Tayoukai growled in frustration when he felt something wrap around his arm. What ever it was that dared to trespass onto his being was making him insanely uncomfortable.
When Kagome heard Sesshomaru growling she let him go. Kagome did not know what to do. She was so confused. Maybe it was all a lie. Maybe she was just fooling herself. When realization of this struck her, she looked away. Maybe…love was not for her. I mean take Hojo. He is handsome, sweet, and caring. Yet, she could not be with him. For some reason she felt nothing for him.
Kouga was the same way. Yet with him, she knew better. Kouga was just out to use her. I mean, what if she could not sense the jewel shards, would he still be there? No. In fact…well maybe she should have stayed passed out. At least she would not have been forced, to be dragged in this endless drama. That is true. Drama. That is all life was really about. One cannot live his or her life in a world of no drama. Love and hate. They are alike that they are.
You love someone. Then you hate them. At least…in Kagome's case that is what it meant to her. Any woman would tell you. Although…Kagome is not a woman. She is a little girl. At heart. Yea…heart. What heart? God only gave you one heart. Many things can cause a heart attack. Not all are physical. This bickering insider herself was tearing her apart. So what if Sesshomaru does not want her to talk. He never said anything about singing.
Kagome took in a deep breath deciding that she would sing and if Sesshomaru had a problem with it, she would just walk away. Kagome stood up tall as confidence spread through her tingling veins. Even though she appeared to be confident, her blood ran mild for she was still a bit afraid. She just needed to do something. Nevertheless, being abandon was just too much.
Deciding to take her chance Kagome slowed her paced to that of a zombie. Closing her eyes and exhaling once more to calm her nerves. Sesshomaru inwardly groaned. Thinking that the miko had decided to punish him through showing him her mental depression. Really, he meant all of those words he said earlier, but having someone to talk to on the way home was just too much for him.
"I walk a lonely road…
The only one that I have ever known…
Don't know were it goes…
But it's home to me and I walk alone…"
Kagome opened her trembling eyelid a little to peak at the Tayoukai, half…well fully expecting him to be twitching in anger. However, what she saw…amazed let alone shocked her. Sesshomaru, the almighty demon of complete silence had his eyes closed as if the song smoothed him in away. Kagome took this as her cue to continue. Smiling warmly to herself.
"I walk this empty street…
On the Boulevard of broken dreams…
Were the city sleeps…
And I'm the only one and I walk alone…
I walk alone I walk alone…
I walk alone and I walk a…
My shadows the only one that walks beside me…
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating…
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me…
'Till then I'll walk alone…
Ah..ah.."
Kagome looked up to the sky humming the course of the song. This song held so much of her memory of pains, and pleasures. It kept the beat of her heart steady. It's nice to know that at least…somewhere, somebody feels your pain. Maybe pain isn't everything. So what if she wasn't meant to love. Nobody said she was not meant to be happy. As soon as Kagome was about to shape, her mouth to continue Sesshomaru did something that would shock a god. Sesshomaru started to sing. Moreover, what a voice he had, his voice seemly calmed her.
"I'm walking down the line…
That divides me somewhere in my mind…
On the borderline of the edge…
And where I walk alone…"
Kagome widened her eyes in surprise. How could he know of this song? It was in the future. Kagome decided not to worry; his voice was so beautiful it would be a sin to stop him.
"Read between the lines…
What's fucked up and everything's alright…
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive…
And I walk alone…
I walk alone I walk alone…
I walk alone and I walk a…"
Kagome cut his off to sing the course of the song.
"My shadows the only one that walks beside me…
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating…
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me…
'Till then I'll walk alone…
The two started to sing in union.
"Ah…ah…ah…ah…ah…ah…ah…
I walk alone and I walk a-…"
Kagome ended cutting Sesshomaru off by going into the course singing in a voice that would make the strongest man cry. In fact…it did. A single crystal tear rolled down the stoic, well in this case once stoic Tayoukai's face. As it would to any woman, Kagome was startled to see him crying but she continued.
"I walk this empty street…
On the Boulevard of broken dreams…
Were the city sleeps…
And I'm the only one and I walk a-…"
This time Sesshomaru cut her off half way, because Kagome kept singing. To hear the two was like the calling to the gates of heaven.
"I walk this empty street…
On the Boulevard of broken dreams…
Were the city sleeps…
And I'm the only one and I walk a-…
My shadows the only one that walks beside me…
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating…
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me…
'Till then I'll walk alone…"
Sesshomaru and Kagome slowly came to a halt when the Western Castle came into view.
"We have arrived." Sesshomaru said flatly as if what they just did had not occurred.
"Sesshomaru…" Kagome startled although Sesshomaru cut her off.
"Tell me Kagome, how do you know that song?" he asked never turning his gaze from the castle.
"I was about to ask you the same thing." Kagome said softly.
"Well…" he chuckled. "I wrote it."
"No way…." Kagome said with wide eyes.
"You dare call this Sesshomaru a liar?" Sesshomaru said turning his gaze to her.
"No…" she said calmly. "It is just…Green Day in my time, sings that."
Sesshomaru looked at her with wide eyes.
"How did you know the name of my band?" he snapped in surprise.
"W-w-what?" Kagome stuttered. Kagome looked him over then thought about the Green Day she knew…after a couple of minutes, she broke out into a fit of laughter.
"What, if I might ask, is so damn funny?" Sesshomaru said with ice dripping from every word.
"Nothing…" Kagome said walking ahead of him only to be stopped when he darted in front of her.
"When this Sesshomaru is speaking to you, I strongly suggest that you do not walk away, you will live a longer life." Sesshomaru said staring her down.
"Is that a threat?" Kagome said, her body aura changing from the normal blue to a crimson red.
"Yes, it is." Sesshomaru said flatly.
"Okay, catch me if you can." Kagome said coldly.
"As you wish." Sesshomaru said growling as Kagome continued to walk away.
Kagome turned and began to walk away not caring that the stoic Tayoukai was pissed. Sesshomaru made a move for her, although Sesshomaru was surprised when Kagome in a very swift movement dogged his attack. However, it was as if she never moved. Sesshomaru's eyes were like saucers, only for a second though.
Sesshomaru clenched his fist growling in annoyance. Not being the one to be mistaken for a fool Sesshomaru lunged at her ready to attack but like before, she dogged him with such ease. Kagome moved so fast that even he, Sesshomaru Lord of the Western Lands, could not see. This pissed him off even more. Sesshomaru's eyes started to glow crimson.
"You will not defy this Sesshomaru!" Sesshomaru hissed.
"Yea, yea what ever…" Kagome said as she continued to walk towards the western castle.
Sesshomaru decided that this had gone too far. At first, he was going easy on her, holding back his strength, but this time he would not. Sesshomaru growled deeply as his aura turned from green to silver. Only demons of great strength can reach this level. Yet when he did this…Kagome's aura changed to a lavender color stopping Sesshomaru dead in his tracks.
'Why this was the color of a god!' Sesshomaru thought frantic to himself when for the first time in his life fear struck through his veins making his blood run cold.
"What is the matter Sesshomaru?" Kagome said creepily calm. "Are you scared of me?" she said turning to look back at him
'Her eyes…' Sesshomaru thought, in fear that is.
Kagome's once brown orbs were not one of pain and hate. Could this be directed at him? After what seemed like forever, Kagome spoke.
"It appears that you lied to me." Kagome said flatly.
"Lied to you about what?" Sesshomaru questioned.
"Never mind it…I did not expect you to tell me the truth." Kagome said stopping dead in her tracks to look back at the Tayoukai that she once thought would be the future of her life, tremble in fear before her. "I do not wish to be a burden…I will leave now." Kagome said disappearing faster that the naked eye could see.
"W...what?" Sesshomaru said stunned that all this had happened. "No matter…" Sesshomaru said smug to him self. "Our thoughts are linked together, she will not get far. I will check in with Rin first." Sesshomaru walked on ward to his castle preparing to be tackled by a young anxious girl.
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-. - Elsewhere-.-.-.-.--.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
Sango and Miroku had stopped in a small village not far from the Western Lands. Being that Sango was now pregnant, she could not keep going all day and night. It was too much of a toll on her. Although the Taijiya seemed like she could hold up, which he knew was a lie, Miroku decided to pretend that he was the one who needed to rest.
Even though Sango did not show it, she was extremely glad that the monk decided to stop. For if they trailed on any longer she would pass out. For some strange reason she felt tired. It was unusual that it was, for her to be feeling this way. She would make it a note to talk to a miko in the village.
"How are you doing koi?" Miroku asked looking over at Sango lovingly.
"Fine any you?" Sango said looking him over.
"I am fairing well." Miroku said as he turned his attention back to the fire.
"I wonder what Kagome-sama is doing right now." Sango sighed deeply.
"Worry not, I assure you that Kagome is fine." Miroku said looking at her.
"Miroku…" Sango started.
"Hn?" Miroku looked her over worried.
Lately he had been feeling very jumpy. He never knew when Sango would be in pain, he always wanted to be prepared and alert.
"I am…lucky." Sango looked into his eyes deeply
"Lucky?" Miroku brows wrinkled in confusion.
"Oh…" Sango chuckled. "It is a word from Kagome's time. It means very fortunate."
"And…what are you lucky for?" Miroku questioned.
"I am lucky to have you. You have done so much for me Miroku and I thank you for it." Sango said
Miroku looked her over once more smiling warmly at her.
"As am I, I never thought that I would find a woman as incredible as you. You truly light up my world." Miroku said kissing her hand.
The two snuggled close to each other, for their love was a love far greater than any love. Their love was not based on money, beauty, nor strength. Sango and Miroku were bound by their feelings for each other. No man or woman could ever break them up.
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- Naraku's Castle-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
Naraku looked down at Kikyou lovingly. Never did he expect the young…well in this case old miko to give into him so easily. Maybe this was some kind of trick. Naraku's side started to take over.
'I will not let her control me.' Naraku thought angrily.
Naraku turned his gaze back to her when he felt her stir.
"So you are awake." Naraku said calmly.
Kikyou sighed looking at him. "Naraku…" she whispered. Yet when she whispered this…it made his heart tighten. Every time Kikyou spoke to him, her voice was so cold. Yet this one, she said it so lovely.
"Yes?" Naraku said softly.
"I…I believe I love you." Kikyou said looking away.
"If you love me, then why do you look away?" Naraku said cupping her chin turning her back to him.
"Because…I am afraid that you will not return my love." Kikyou said gazing into his eyes.
"Does this smooth your fears?" Naraku said as he leaned down to kiss her gently.
"Yes it does." Kikyou said kissing him back.
"Well you must be off then." Naraku said turning away.
"Yes…" Kikyou said as if it sadden her.
"Does this sadden you?" Naraku said looking her over.
"Yes bitch." Kikyou said coldly Added in by Jr.
BET YOU WEREN'T EXPECTING THAT HA! Lol…j/k
"A little." Kikyou said softly standing up to fix her clothes. "I shall be off." Kikyou said leaving.
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-Inuyasha's Forest-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
Inuyasha paced around the forest angrily.
"Okay…so what, I screwed up everything! That does not mean that Kikyou had to leave as well! Just where the hell did she go anyway!" Inuyasha screamed nowhere in particular.
"Cease your bickering Inuyasha." Kikyou said from afar. "I have returned."
"And just where the hell were you!" Inuyasha yelled at her.
"That is non of you concern." Kikyou said coldly.
"Feh what ever!" Inuyasha said turning away.
Kikyou rolled her eyes and started walking to the Gold-tree. Since Naraku took away her soul, she was force to continue stealing souls.
"One of these days Kagome, I will have my soul and you will suffer an eternal life of pain of and misery." Kikyou said closing her eyes as her Shinidama Chuu feed her more energy.
Authors note: Gomen this chapter is so short…I was aiming for so much more but…-glares at someone- I am being annoyed by Korii! Grr! Any who on with the reviews!
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