Author: Dormant-angel

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"Talking"

'Thinking'

Talking to self (consense)

Authors Note: -sneaks in from hidden rock under Cherry's couch- -COUGH- Well I do say, it has been awhile XD! And I don't remember where I was going with this -.- but I will do my best . If I make any mistakes would you please tell me and I will correct them. Any questions please ask, where the hell have I been! Is not a legit question XD!

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Chapter 11: Security

A/N I have not reread the story completely so this is an offset chapter. Meaning it might not be the way it was suppose to be. If it does not go so well with the plot I will delete it and redo it or work with it. I just want to get you guys caught up before you kill me > .

Security: The state of being free from danger or injury, freedom from anxiety or fear, a guarantee that and obligation will be met.

Dieu vous garde….

The chilly wind caressed her hair gently back and forth on her shoulders. Her chest slowly rising, and falling. As she took heavy breaths though the thick snow. A white powdery cloud escaped her pale white lips when she exhaled her sore lungs.

As pained and weak as she felt inside, was untraceable on the out. Her wooden bokken tight in hand, she sauntered onward toward the only place she new as home. Kouga's layer.

As sad as it seemed. Kouga was the only person who treated here with respect. Of course, it is because she can see the jewel shards. Oh well. Times like these she wished she had not left the ignorant Inuyasha (dog-demon) behind.

She could just imagine snuggling into his overly fluffy tail. Her fingers lingering amongst his. Her cold cheeks snuggling into his warm chest. However, he had to lied to her (and I have no idea why x-x someone please tell me why) and she would not make the last mistake that she did on the last guy.

She will not settle for less anymore. However, little did she show, that less was watching her every move. For that less, cared for her. A lot. More than anything, he had ever cared for. Well…there was that stuff animal, but that is a different story.

Sesshomaru had been watching her for quite sometime. Waiting for her to faint to he could take her back to his castle, like a predator waiting for his prey to exhaust and devour it.

It was quite strange that it would snow so quickly. Winter was not expected for another two months. Sesshomaru had been watching her for quite awhile, ten hours to be exact.

She just would not stop pushing. The sad thing was the snow was throwing her senses off, so she was going in circles. Maybe it would be best for him to make an appearance.

And that he did. Sesshomaru tripped out of the tree he was hosting. Landing face first in the snow. Like a startled animal Kagome's senses went haywire. She looked around frantically then finally spotted the puppy in the snow.

"What are you doing here Sesshomaru?" Kagome said exhausted. She wanted to laugh so much, but she was so tired.

"I came, muff…" Sesshomaru started spitting out twigs and grass. "To make sure you were okay."

"Oh, is that so?" Kagome raised an eyebrow.

"Yes…" Sesshomaru stood up dusting off his pants. "That is so."

"Well, you had no reason to, I am doing fine. You can go now." Kagome said stubbornly.

Sesshomaru stared at her blankly.

"You are truly strong, any fool can see. However, you do not need to flaunt how strong you are. You know you're tired so let me take you home." Sesshomaru said walking closer to him.

"Well obviously not every fool, seemly that you can't get it through your thick skull." Kagome spat out. "I am perfectly fine."

"Come on," Sesshomaru growled. "You've been walking in circles for the past ten hours. Your face is pale and your breathing is short. A sign that you're cold and running short of breath."

"Great analysis doctor. I'll be sure to take my medicine." Kagome turned on her heel.

Sesshomaru growled viciously having enough of this childish game. The Tayoukai grabbed her by her arm.

"I don't know who this doctor is…but he is not here. You will do as I say and come with me." Sesshomaru gritted through his teeth.

Kagome stopped dead in her tracks. "Hmm…okay" With the power of a Mexican bull Kagome sent an amazing back kick into his jaw. Tackling him to the flow so he would not jump back up.

"What is it with you dog boys?" Kagome hissed. "You think I'm supposed to obey your every command, that I'm your little yo yo? When you say roll I'm suppose to drop everything and roll!"

"Get off me…….." Sesshomaru hissed.

"Let me tell you something," Kagome said deadly. "I know you haven't met girls like me, so let me set you straight. I don't play that. I mean….what do you think I want? You to come over to me and say," Kagome mimicked his voice. "Hey baby, get your ass on my shoulder. We're goin' home."

"I expect you to get off and act like a lady…" Sesshomaru said getting pissed by the second.

"And I expect your to stop acting like a ass, I don't want much, I only ask for one thing. To be loved, to be treated right…alittle Security." Kagome said softly.

"And every time, I try to…" She choked out. "Every time I open my heart to someone, they crush it and throw it back at me. They use what the want and dispose of the rest. I wasn't put here to be treated like that…and I'm sick of it…" the tears in her eyes broke free from the prison she held them in.

"Kagome…" Sesshomaru said softly.

"No! Don't Kagome me! It's always "Kagome…" I'm sick of it! I'm so sick!" she jammed her head into his chest crying her heart out.

"I don't want to be lonely anymore, Kagome. I would love to give you security, love trust. Anything you ask for. But, in order for me to do that. You have to let me in. You cannot just, take the pain Inuyasha gave you and throw it on me. You have to open your heart, your soul. Let me cleanse it, let me bring you to life…" Sesshomaru said gently.

"It…hurts so much, I can't…-" Kagome was cut off by Sesshomaru placing a clawed finger on her lips.

"You can…trust me…" Sesshomaru uttered leaning up to kiss her.

At first, she didn't let him in. Sesshomaru's tongue lingered her lips. "Let me in…," he whispered.

"Sessh…" Kagome said parting her lips.

When she did that, she made a decision, which she would allow him into her life. And if her hurt her, there would be no end to the pain she would feel. Healing would not be an option.

End Chapter 11

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