Hi! I've come back (Again) with my crappyand uber shortstories that will never go more than a one-shot unless I have my muses working overtime! But that's not the point! I have brought you another piece of Conrad angst! But it could be taken as general. As always, it's Conrad/Yuuri, but in this one, Yuuri dies! (Evil laughter rings on the background) Yay? (And please don't ask me how he died... I haven't plotted it that far) Hope you enjoy!
Warnings: Well, really none, and there's no names or anything, so it could be just general. And oh! A really bad writing, if you want to know that. And it's a little OOC. Conrad's POV.
The time that I have in my hands aren't enough. I need you. I want to see you again. It's so lonely right now standing alone like this.
- You were my only light in my life.
Right now, because of the fact that I don't have you, I am slowly going insane. I wanted to stay forever with you. I still can't forget you.
- You were the air I breathe.
I'm smiling. You always thought that I have a nice smile, didn't you? Always choosing smiling faces over frowning ones. Can you still see my smiling face?
- Because you were in my life, I could smile.
Right now… I see visions of you. Your happy face, your bright face… and every other pieces of you that I hold on to dearly. You are… alive. I need you… I ought to have you… But you are not here.
- Because you were a part of my life, I was happy.
I didn't even think that the big blue sky was anything of value. If it wasn't for you, I would have never thought anything was important. After all, you were the one who taught me everything was important in its own way.
- Because you were in my life, I was able to see what a true treasure was.
I couldn't trust anybody. Even myself. I lived everyday in despair. But you were the one who let me know that people were trustworthy. You saved me.
- Because of you in my life, I was saved from myself.
In this place nobody knows, I want to remember your kindness alone and spend the rest of the day here. I am smiling for the yesterday that will never come back.
I am smiling for the future that no longer is bright.
How will I live today with out catching a glimpse of you?
Will the memories that I once shared with you save me? Or would it be my death?
Your voice still rings out in my head and deep inside my soul.
My feelings for you will never end.
Craving the memories of you in my heart and regretting the fact that I'll never be able to wait for you again, I want to stay in this place forever. I want to stay here so I can sing the sorrow here forever as I die, but I know you won't like it.
I'm going to bury you in my heart and take the feelings and memories to carry on my shoulders until the end.
- The only thing that's left to me is the white line of memories.
I will never love like this anymore.
I'll live missing you eternally.
HI! So, how was it? I know, I can't write. And it's a really poor translation (I originally wrote this in Korean, and translated it.).
It was inspired by 'Futari no Bashoe' (Two People's Place) by Katakiri Rekka and 'In-yun' (Relation/Connection) by Lee Sun Hee.
Thanks for reading it until here! As always, constructive criticism is always welcome.
Have a wonderful 2006!