In the flashbacks Sasuke is at the age before Itachi killed his clan so about 8 maybe 9 I'm not sure.

I Remember you

"Sasuke! O Sasuke" A tall bubble gum pink haired girl yelled as she skipped around the village, her emerald eyes scanning the area for the handsome Uchiha. 'I could have sworn I saw him pass through here just minutes ago' she looked up to the sky and noticed how late it was by the clear image of the full moon. "Hmph well that's just great" Sakura yelled as she ran a hand through her short pink hair.

'And I got all dressed up' she let her eyes wonder to her lime green kimono with sakura cherry blossoms imbedded in the cotton silk material.

As Sakura passed by the park she noticed a spiky raven-haired boy sitting on a near by bench. She let her legs carry her to it when she started to hear him mumbling something under his breath. But what? She started to move in closer.

"You used to love looking at the full moons didn't you?" Sasuke said as he let his silky locks cover his eyes preventing Sakura from seeing his expression. 'Who is he thinking about? Well I'm not gonna find out by staying here'.

Sakura moved in closer causing Sasuke to turn around jumping in attach position. "Its just me Sasuke" Sakura said using her soft childish voice. He looked at her then sat back down on the bench and continued looking at the moon. Sakura took that as a sign to sit down so she did.

"Go away" Sasuke said in his emotionless voice looking away from her. Sakura's eyes got wide as she let a couple of tears fall out. "Why are you still like this Sasuke I mean were 17 I would of thought something would have changed. Please tell me what's bothering you please. You've been like this for a while now" Sakura said as she dried her eyes with her kimono's sleeve.

"Her hair was the same length as yours" Sasuke said not even looking back at her as he got up and walked away within seconds it was as if he disappeared. Leaving a very confused and depressed Sakura behind him.

'Why are you still haunting me I thought we agreed to let go…Kaira"

Flashback

"W-why cant I b-be as go-good as you" A young Sasuke said panting as he looked at the various ninja weapons on the floor and in the trees. They were everywhere, but the targets. Sasuke collapsed to the ground not being bothered by the dirt that he hit, he was used to it by now, his eyes were still half open not giving up.

'Itachi's not here today, which means' little Sasuke looked down tears threatening to fall 'no ones gonna come, no ones gonna worry because I-I'm all alone.'

Sasuke heard footsteps behind him, he felt that someone was there but ignored it knowing it wasn't for him the footsteps weren't for him.

"Sasuke!" a small voice yelled. His eyes got big, knowing he recognized that voice. He slowly turned his head around with all the energy he had and saw her running towards him. Her short black hair run wild as she ran forward her front strands by her eyes ran all the ways down to her chest while the rest hung above her shoulders.

She dashed at him and jumped on the floor beside him. "Sasuke you…IDIOT!" She yelled as she punched him on the head her dark eyes flaming with anger. "The one thing I tell you not to do before I left! I told you not to train cause heaven knows that you always over do it" She yelled.

Her angry frown then turned into a warm happy smile as she wrapped her arms around his neck letting him rest his head on her soft arm. 'Note to self- god bless the man who invented sleeveless shirts' Sasuke thought for he loved the feeling of her smooth arms.

A red blush spread across his cheeks as she rubbed his back. She pulled away and started to pick up all the weapons so he wouldn't have to. He then noticed every detail about her.

She wore what looked like a black sleeveless kimono but it ended mid-thigh which showed her tight black shorts that ended at her knees. Her Kimono was all black with a Crimson Red ribbon that began under her chest and ended at her thigh and red on the bottom and top. With black gloves from her elbows to mid –fingers.

She put all the items away in his bag and carelessly threw it over her shoulder walking over to him, "You push yourself to hard Sasuke." She said as she let a grin spread across her lips as she looked down at him.

Sasuke missed her smile more than anything in the world. Whenever everything was going wrong her smile made it all disappear she was like and angel to him.

Kaira grabbed his arm and swung it around her neck letting him put all his weigh on her shoulder while she wrapped her arm around his back. They then slowly started to exit the small training area were Itachi and Sasuke trained.

They started to head to the Uchiha residence, it never sees to amaze Kaira how beautiful Sasuke's house was. It must have been wonderful to grow up there.

"We can go in my room. I have some bandages in there." Sasuke said in a low voice as he turned his head away from her. She just chuckled at his shyness she loved that about him the way he started to blush on his chibi cheeks and was to embarrass to admit it.

They silently walked down the halls to his room. When they got there Kaira led Sasuke to the bed and sat him there as she pulled out some bandages from under the bed and walked over to him.

"I don't really understand why you try so hard to be like your brother, it's a waste of time to tell the truth," Kaira said as she started to unwrap the bandages and walk over to him.

"I want my family, no I want everyone to see me as well…me I can only get peoples attention if I become Itachi when I get older" Sasuke said as he looked down at the floor not wanting to look at her not wanting her to see his shameful face not wanting her to drift away from him. 'She probably hates me.'

What she did next shocked him she jumped on him. Instead of his sitting position on the bed he found himself back against the bed sheets. Her head pressed firmly against the curve of his neck her arms on his chest. She smelled like strawberries that smell captivated him he just lied there to shocked to move as a deep red blush spread across his cheeks an effect by her warm breath against his neck.

"Don't ever say that, don't EVER say that! Don't you EVER become that heartless bastard, I like you just the way you are…why cant you?" she said as she pushed herself closer to him. Sasuke's eyes grew wide no one in his whole entire life told him what she just did.

Without him knowing it one of his arms found themselves around her shoulders and the other on her head feeling her smooth locks as he pressed her harder against him. "Thank you Kaira, Thank you," he said against her hair.

Even after hearing it he couldn't believe it someone loved him for him someone was proud of him he wasn't alone.

Suddenly the door to Sasuke's room slid open as they turned their head to see Itachi staring at them with what looked like a smirk on his face staring at them in their "awkward" position on Sasuke's bed,

"Sasuke, mother needs you" Itachi said not letting his eyes leave Kaira's face, she looked angry her expression told it all.

"R-right" Sasuke said as he jumped off the bed in a flash and walked over to Itachi then stopped and turned around to look at Kaira, "I'll be back" he said in a soft voice then he walked passed Itachi and entered the hall running around looking for his mom.

Kaira then got off the bed and bend down to pick up the bandages she left forgotten on the floor.

"Your affection towards my little brother might be your downfall" Itachi said looking at her from the door as he started to slowly move closer to Kaira. She didn't move she got up and stood straight up as he came even closer.

Itachi's hand found itself under her chin pulling her face up to look into her dark almost black Crimson eyes. Her eyes held anger and hatred for him he can see her pain and blood just through her eyes.

"You hide all your hatred and sadness from my little brother why?" He asks as he continued to stare at her.

"The same reason as you"

"I'll give you a warning right now, pretty little girls shouldn't hang out with such bad people" Itachi said letting a murderous grin take over his lips as he saw her expression never changing.

He roughly punched her in the gut causing her to collapse in his arms. He held her bride style as he exited the room.

"Kaira I'm back…Kaira?" Sasuke looked around the room and noticed that she wasn't there.

End Flashback

Sasuke collapse on his bed pressing his head against his hands right now his head was spinning it had been so long and he still couldn't forget her face her laugh her hugs her everything.

"Even her-" He started as his hands traced down from his eyes to his lips as he rolled over and fell asleep and dreamed about her for the hundredth time that day.

Flashback

It was about midnight, and young Sasuke and Kaira were sitting in front of the lake beyond his training grounds there was a huge festival going on for the ninjas of the village, Itachi was the man attraction of the day. Kaira and Sasuke found themselves right here under the full moon staring at the water as it acted like a mirror only it caught the beauty of the area.

Kaira looked like an death angel that night she wore a black kimono that went to her knees with blood red butterflies on it and a red ribbon holding her chin length hair up except her two long black bangs that went to her chest and of course her tight black shorts.

Sasuke wore his regular midnight blue kimono and a white wolf mask on the side of his head as he looked at her staring in awe at the scenery.

"Sasuke, W-why are you my friend?" Kaira asked as she turned her attention to the ground not wanting him to see her face. Her hands were in a tight fist as it started to shake her whole body started to shake.

"What kind of silly question is t-" Sasuke started as he suddenly stopped, as his eyes got big. He looked over at her face and saw her cheek had a bruise on it. "Your mother?" He asked as he let his hand move from his lap to her bruised cheek.

Kaira slowly started to shake her head up and down against his warm hands still not showing her eyes. "When my mom was pregnant with me, my mother and father felt so blessed to have a little girl. They bragged how beautiful their baby will be." Kaira said in a low tone that held dark hatred as her fist tighten in anger.

Sasuke imagined that she'd be sad but she was angry.

"My mother was the most beautiful women in all the world and my father was handsome so it wasn't a coincidence that they fell in love. They dreamed of having a beautiful daughter. A princess if you would. They wanted their daughter to be like them." Kaira said as she stood up and looked at the water, her reflection staring her in the face.

"To there dismay, they had me instead of a princess they got and ugly monster like me I told my mother I couldn't change how I am I told her, to try and love me like this to try and except me for who I am." Kaira punched the water wrinkling her reflection.

"I asked her if I could become a ninja that's when she…" Kaira said as she held on to her bruised cheek indicating where she got hurt.

Sasuke couldn't believe it, that's why she always understood him when he told her about being Itachi. She felt his pain of trying to be someone else the pain of being a shadow she knew. Sasuke was so overwhelmed he just looked at her in awe.

"Kaira" Sasuke said as he got up and held on to both her hands with his. "You told me you say me as Sasuke and still liked me."

"Your pushy, you talk like a boy, your freakishly strong, your selfish, you always hit me and yell at me" he stopped and looked at her hurt expression and than continued as he began to blush, " but, your beautiful, you have a sense of humor, your smile makes me knees go weak and…those are the reasons I love you, everything about you"

Kaira just stood there not moving, not blinking just staring with her eyes bigger than her fists he loved her, he loved her, he loved her for her.

Sasuke looked down away from her eyes to the floor, as a deep blush appeared on his cheeks he steeped closer until he was and inch away. Than he bend down and pressed his forehead to hers. "I would never chose anyone else" he said as he gently pressed his warm lips over hers.

She was shocked she has never been kissed before she closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around his neck as she felt his trail to her hips.

She tasted just like she smelled strawberries sweet frosted covered strawberries. That's when they both realized something that night they loved each other, they thought for that moment they thought it would never end.

'But it did didn't it Kaira.'

Little Sasuke was so happy about the night before he couldn't hide it no matter how hard he tried his grin always found its way to his face.

He was happily caring his bag walking home passing by many people a little too much people. Come to think about it there was tons of people outside for some strange reason. He looked at some mothers talking as he walked by them gossiping.

"Did you here about that Crescent family" The tall blond asked as she looked down at her tea. 'Crescent? That's Kaira's last name!' he walked really slow so he would be able to hear more. "No what happened to them" the brunette asked in curiosity.

"Well I heard that the father went crazy and killed the mother poor gal didn't stand a chance afterwards the father killed himself" the blond said. Sasuke's was shocked 'what about Kaira' he thought as he continued to listen further. "It seems there little girl, you know the boy-girl I told you about yesterday, saw everything from the mother to father death, Itachi's father went to get her but she seemed to put up a fight that girl did she got away no one knows were she is now probably dead" they finished as the laughed and left.

Sasuke ran home as fast as he could pushing by various people until he reached the front door taking of his shoes and bag in a flash running into his parents room to find his mom bandaging his dad's arm.

Sasuke's mother was the first to realize that he was there she stopped what she was doing and looked over at Sasuke's puffy red eyes. She walked over to him and bend down holding his small hands in hers.

"Sasuke honey something's happed " She said as she sat him down on the bed next to his father she explained how the father killed himself and his wife and how Sasuke's father went to get her but she surprised him with a knife and cut him then ran away into the forest, Sasuke's father sent Itachi to get her.

Sasuke started to cry she might be dead she was all alone and he wasn't with her she was all alone right now and he wasn't there to tell her everything's okay.

'I was never there for Kaira but you were there for me'

'I remember when we were 6, you were the biggest tomboy I have ever met and a handful of the older boys about 13 years old decided they wanted to fight you and the only thing you told me to do was run and like a coward I ran away and let you get beat up, I promised myself after that day I would always be by your side until I repay you Kaira…I love you and… I still do.

Ring, ring, ring, ring

Sasuke opened his sleepy eyes enough to hear that someone was ringing to doorbell to his apartment building he jumped up only in his white shorts and ran to the door only to see the person he least expected…Kaira and Naruto.

I know I know it kinda sucks and all don't blame me you criticizing bastards I promise the second one will be better so please keep on reading i really tried