"Of Course you can come in" He stepped aside to allow her in.

"Faith, what happened?"

"It Fred, It's awful Bosco" She sat down on his couch and grabbed a tissue. Bosco sat next to her.

"I tried to talk to him, to tell him how i was feeling. He didn't want to listen or care to. He kept saying that i didn't understand him and he wanted for me to leave him alone."

"Faith I'm sorry."

"I took your advice Bosco i told him how i felt and what he was doing to me. He appreicated my concern but that was it.Can you believe it? Why? I wanted to know why this is happening to me, i don't deserve this."

Bosco places his hand on her shoulder. 'No you don't Faith. Fred is upset right now. Maybe you took him by surprise. Maybe he needs time to calm down."

"Maybe..but i don't understand it. I know Steve dies and it was horrible the way it happened. It was freak accident. But i am suppose to be there for him. I'm his wife and he keeps pushing me away. I don't deserve this" Faith breaks down into Bosco's arms. He comforts here and just held her.

"You don't deserve this at all. I'm here if you need to talk."

"I know i just want to be loved thats all is that so much to ask.. It's not fair." Faith let's go off Bosco and get's off the couch.

'I know Faith, These things take time. i know you are upset right now. Go back and talk to Fred."

"What's the point he won't listen to me anyways. Is it so much to be wanted? Thats all i want to be wanted. To be acknowledged and loved."

Bosco moved closer to Faith " You are loved Faith. You are a remarkable person. You have a great family and and you choose your friends well, afterall you chose me didn't you."

"Yeah i did, you always know the right things to say to me, always."

"Thats more like it, It will be okay i promise."

"i just want one night to be loved you know, Fred doesn't see me anymore but you do..you do."

Without another word Faith's lips found themselves upon Boscos. Bosco put his hands around her waist and lifted her off the ground and banged her hard against the wall. Clothes were discarded quickly and before they realized what was happening they were on the verge of making love. Bosco stopped before things went any further.

'Whoaa, wait. What are we doing Faith?"

"Please Bosco all i want is one night. You make me feel wanted and special. No strings just sex."

"Are you sure this is what you want?"

"Yes just sex."

"As long as you are sure i don't want to take advantage of you."

"You're not it will be like helping a friend out. I promise i will not hold it against you."

Bosco nodded and pulled her close to him; they started kissing again and roaming their hands all over eachother's body. He threw her down on the couch and layed on top of her. Bosco ripped Faith's shirt open and threw it on the floor. She roughly grabbed his jeans and yanked them down. He reached up and kissed her roughly on the neck and without no other words coming from their mouths they made love right there on the couch.

THAT NEXT MORNING

The sunlight peaked inside the apartment as i opened my eyes. I looked around and saw that i was not in my apartment but at Bosco's. It took a second for me to adjust and that i realized what had happened last night. What have i done? I cheated on my husband and had the most amazing sex ever with my partner. How could i be so unfaithful to Fred. Oh my god i have to get home before he wakes. He is going to wonder where i am. I moved very slowly off the bed and slipped back on my clothes. Bosco had ripped my shirt i was lucky enough to have a jacket so no one would notice. I was very quiet as i grabbed my stuff and bolted out the door i didn't want to wake Bosco; most off all i could not face him after what we did last night. It was a night of passion that should of never happened. I felt guilty about not leaving a note but i had to get out of there and home before Fred realized I was gone. As i approached the apartment i hoped that Fred was not up and that i could slip into the bed and he would never know, but it was too late for that. As i opened the door Fred was sitting at the table in his work uniform eating his breakfast. I had to think of something fast.

"Where the hell have you been?" Fred asked as he got up from the table.

"I was out."

"All night? Why didn't you come home?"

"It's fine Fred, i was upset. You turning me away when i was trying to help you. I couldn't stay here i just couldn't."

"I came out here to apologize and you were gone. I waited all night for you to come back and you didn't. I fed the kids and put them on the bus to school. Where were you Faith?"

"Holly's i spent the night over there."

"Why didn't you call me? I was worried about you i thought something happened to you."

"I'm sorry i worried you. I didn't mean to i just needed air you know"

"Look i thought about what you said last night. I meant everything in our wedding vows too. I love you and want to us to work things out. Steve's death is hard on me and i do need you for support and in my life...I love you Faith."

"Oh Fred, I love you too. I'm sorry i took off like that. I want to work on things too." I wrapped my arms around him. It was then that i realized i made a big mistake sleeping with Bosco.

I squinted my eyes open and saw that the clock read 12 noon. I turned to the other side of the bed and realized that Faith was gone. I sat up rubbing my eyes.

"Faith?" I called but i heard nothing. All i could here was the clock ticking and the cars outside on the street.

"Faith?" I got up out of bed. I knocked on the bathroom door but she was not in there. I went to the kitchen and she wasn't there either. I noticed that all of her clothes including her purse was gone. She had left no note. Where ever she was i hope she was okay. I grabbed my clothes and headed off to the shower to start my day. I knew that i would see her at the house and i would be able to talk to her about what happened last night between us. I had sex with other woman before but nothing like what i had with Faith. It was amazing. The best i ever had. I had to find her to make sure she was okay with what happened last night.

Faith knocked her on Holly's door until she answered.

"Faith! What's the matter?"

"I need to talk to you, it's important."

"Sure, come in...What's up."

"I need you to do something for me okay?"

"Anything for my bestfriend, what is it?"

"If Fred asks you if i spent the night here tell him yes."

"Did you guys have a fight?"

"Sort of i tried to talk to him about Steve last night and he just blew up at me so i left. i needed to get air you know?"

"Did you go back to Fred this morning?"

"Yeah everything is okay actually and we are going to work things out Holly."

"Well that's good, He is finally opening up..Where were you really last night Faith?"

"You don't wanna know."

"I do, tell me."

"I'm telling you you don't want to know."

"Come on where were you?"

"Well i was wondering around in the rain and i didn't know where to go so i went to Bosco's apartment."

"Bosco? Your partner from work?"

"Yeah i was feeling down and i was upset and crying and we ended up kissing."

"You kissed Bosco! That hot cop you work with?"

"yeah, Holly i ended up in his bed last night."

"You had sex with him?"

"Yes, it shouldn't of happen i don't know what i was thinking."

"He didn't try to stop it?"

"No he did. i was the one who suggested that it was just a one night stand no strings attached. He wanted to make sure this was what i wanted."

"Oh my god Faith, Does Fred know?"

"No he doesn't. I can't tell him about this ever. He leave me and kill Bosco in a second."

"So you slept with him"

"mmm Hmm it sort of just happened."

"Wow Faith i never thought in a million years. How was he?"

"excuse me?"

"In bed..how was he?"

"I'm not answering that, and it's not the point. The fact that it shouldn't of happened it was a mistake Holly. I regret it. I told him that i just wanted one night thats all. Fred can never find out."

"Faith you are close with Bosco aren't you?

"Well yeah he's been my partner for years and one of my closest friends. Why do you ask?"

" I find it hard to believe that two people who are as close as you and Bosco did not feel anything."

"I love my husband. It was just sex Holly. Good Sex but that's it."

"Ahh Haa you admitted it that he was good in bed. I knew it!"

"Holly come on..Yes okay We had incredible hot good sex. Are you happy now? But i wouldn't do it again. It was a Big mistake. I don't love Bosco. It was just casual sex. I guess it was a friend with benefit type for one night that's it."

"Faith i believe you okay. Fred will not here it from me. I will keep your secret. You have no feelings for Bosco right?"

"None just friendship thats all."

"then you have nothing to worry about."

"Thanks, hey i gotta get to work. I'll call you later okay."

"Okay..Talk to ya then.

Faith hurried down the stairs and got to the precient house as fast as she could. It was only 1:00 but she needed to talk to Swersky before the shift started there was no way she could work with Bosco after the night they had. She needed a few days before she could talk to him.

"Hello Ladies!" Bosco walked into the locker room to start his day.

"Hey Bosco did you catch that Knick game last night?" Ty called out to him.

"Some of it."

"You missed a good game. Afterwards they were showing this weird movie."

Bosco turned and looked at him, the locker door flung open and in flew Faith. She seemed to be in a hurry. She got changed quickly not even looking at Bosco once. As Ty and Bosco conversed Bosco couldn't help but glance at her once or twice. He needed to talk to her. Ty and Sully walked out the door and headed off to the road call room leaving Bosco and Faith alone.

"Hey!" He managed to say.

"Hey!" Faith gave me an awkard smile.

"I rolled over and you were gone this morning, you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine. I went back home and Fred was there he wants to work on things."

"Oh that's great Faith."

"Yeah it is, we are gonna be late." She walked past me and headed to the door not before i called out to her.

"Faith we still have to talk."

"About what?"

"About last night and what happened. You can't just ignore what happened."

"Bosco i can't talk about this right now okay, please."

"Faith Road call doesn't start for another 8 minutes you have time to talk."

"I can't right now, please i gotta go" She walked past me and out the door leaving me all alone. What was happening ? ...