We all sat in the road call room and listened to Swersky's announcements. I just wanted to get out of there and get some air. I knew that Bosco would corner me again and want to talk about what happened last night and i just couldn't bring myself to face him at least not just right now I felt ashamed of what i did with him. I was a happily married woman and i should be sleeping with my own husband not with my bestfriend.
"Thats all i have for today. I made a few changes in the line up for today. Davis your riding with Yokas in 55 David, Boscorelli you are riding with Sully in 55 Charlie."
"Oh come on!" Sully complained.
"Behave yourselves i mean it! Be careful out there!"
Davis walked over to Yokas " So it looks like it's me and you. I'll get the radio and you get the keys." Bosco made his way through the crowd and finally made his way to Faith.
"Faith, why are you doing this? That's our car."
"I know that Bosco. What do you want me to do? He changed the schedule."
"and your saying you had nothing to do with it right?"
"I don't want to fight with you. Davis is waiting for me. I'll see you later."
"Goodnight Bosco!" Ty called as he headed out the door. Bosco walked over to Faith's locker and waited for her.
"Oh god Don't tell me you are waiting for me?" I called.
'Faith we got to talk."
"yeah you already said that before."
"Faith we have to talk about last night. Why can't you face me?"
"I'm ashamed Bosco. Ashamed of what i did. It was a mistake it shouldn't of happened."
"I asked you if you were sure and i remember you telling me i would be helping you out. That it was one night. I gave you every chance to say no, you weren't complaining last night."
"I know i did, but Bosco it didn't mean anything at all."
"No? I felt that you did Faith, the way you were acting."
"Trust me it didn't, if i could go back i would change everything. The only feelings i have are for my husband."
"So last night meant nothing to you?"
"No it didn't. Bosco you are my bestfriend and yes we shared a closeness; a closeness like friends do. It was just sex thats all."
"Just sex huh? No feelings right..I think your lying."
"I'm not i never lied to you."
"Until now, i don't believe that you didn't feel anything."
"Bosco why are you making this so difficult. I said no strings. Just sex that's all it was, i swear what is the matter with you?."
"Oh come on Faith the way you were moaning my name and the way you were moving. It was more than that and you know it."
"Bosco please.."
"Admit it Faith you loved every minute of it!"
"OKAY! Yes it was good. It was amazing! But it was one night Bosco. Haven't you ever had a one night stand before? Thank you for everything but i love my husband."
" Yes i have had a one night stand before Faith. I just need to know that you are okay with what happened last night...So it meant nothing to you at all. I just need to know."
" Why is it so important to you? Did you feel something?"
"No not in that way. We shared a closeness thats all. You were upset i was trying to be there for you. We shouldn't of slept together. I just wanted to make sure you were okay. I don't want to mess anything up in our friendship, i don't want to loose you as my friend and in my new relationship."
" Bosco you are my bestfriend you'll never loose me...It's okay I'm fine...You have a relationship?"
" Good cause i couldn't stand if i didn't have you in my life. You are the best friend i ever had.
Faith smiled at him.
"And your new relationship?" she repeated.
" Oh yeah well sort of we have been talking on and off and hanging out here and there. Her name is Kaley and she is awesome. I really like this one, and i think you will too. We are just starting out but i dunno Faith i have strong feelings for her.."
" That's great Bosco really I'm happy for you."
"So are we okay now?"
"Yeah..i'm sorry i ran out."
"I'm sorry i didn't pay attention to your feelings, let's put this behind us. Last night didn't happen okay? We'll never mention it again and never tell anyone at the house, you know how rumors start. I don't need that drama here."
" I know me either but it did happen Bosco.."
"I know i want to fix this and not let this get in the way of our friendship or work for that matter. I need to know that i can count on you to back me up and to take anything personal."
"I can do that..Last night never happened. We will go on like we used to."
"and we will ride in 55 David tomorrow together."
"Absoultly!"
"Okay then, well i'm late meeting Kaley, so i'll see you tomorrow."
"Right goodnight."
"night Faith."
I watched as he walked out of the lockeroom. For the first time in 7 years i had lied to him. I knew it was a mistake cheating on Fred, but i didn't regret sleeping with Bosco. I don't know how it happened but what we shared last night was incredible and the fact that i lied to him made me feel worse. I didn't know what was worse cheating on my husband or having feelings for my partner...
