( A.n I changed the rating because of Laungeg im not sure if a few curses would make it M but I changed it just incase, could somebody let me know please?)

As she stormed to the castle she was angry , she hated everybody right now. One of the few

people she loved in her life was dead and it was because he had to be a fucking hero. By the

time she got to her room she was in a rage. She grabbed a vase and chucked it at the wall

nearly missing Bors head as he and the other men ran into the room. Ebony then proceeded

to haul a table over with all her might landing it 4 feet from its original spot. The men let the

women vent out her frustration until they saw her grab a dagger and start stabbing

everything in sight. Lancelot quickly ran up behind her picking her up and grabbing the

dagger out of her hand tossing it to the ground. Ebony soon began to fight Lancelot.

" Get off me, let me go NOW!" Ebony screamed

" No not until you calm down" Lancelot

" Lance this isn't the time for calm down shit let me go" Ebony said struggling harder

" Ebony its going to be ok so please calm down" Lancelot said calmly

" Ok my Father is dead its not ok ITS NEVER GOING TO BE OK " Ebony screamed

elbowing Lancelot making him drop her to hold his stomach which she had wailed hard.

She wasn't on the ground for more then a second when Tristan scooped her up. She fought

him with all her might tooth and nail , and he just stood their and took every injury knowing

she had to the anger out. Tristan understood how she was numb and wouldn't be able to

morn rite and the pent up emotion was horrible for her. It took 15 minuets until Ebony had

finally calmed down and let out a screech full of pain. Every man stoop their quietly watching

as the girl they had come to love lost it. It broke their hearts because of how much she had

already been through. It was the first time the whole day that Arthur felt sorry for his

decision. Maybe if he listened to Tristan Dag would still be alive and he wouldn't have to

witness the scene he was right now. Finally the girl just went limp in the scouts arms. He gave

a look to the men telling them to leave and let him deal with this. They all did including a

reluctant Lancelot. When everybody was gone Tristan brought Ebony to her bed and laid her

down. Ebony merely stared at the ceiling with a blank emotionless look. Tristan new what

was happening because he had done it so many times before. Ebony was numbing her self

from the pain and hardening her heart. Tristan knew he had to stop this because he feared if

he didn't he would lose the one women he had ever loved.

So gently grabbing her arms he shook her.

" Ebony you are not doing this I will not let you" Tristan said

" Why it what you always do let me be numb Tristan" Ebony said

" No" Tristan said angrily and shook her harder

SMACK

This stopped Tristan for one second giving Ebony enough time to sprint toward the door , but

she wasn't quick enough because the scout was soon able to catch her blocking her escape.

Once again Ebony began to fight the scout with all her might hitting him until he finally

caught her arms. This made Ebony growl at him.

" Good feel the Anger rose feel it and let it go" Tristan said

" God I hate you leave me alone let me go numb! " Ebony screamed her face got closer to his

" No you have to stop fighting me" Tristan said their faces got even closer

" Never" Ebony said closing the space in-between them

Her lips bruised his letting all her emotions run through him . Tristan felt all her anger , lust

and sadness as she kissed him. Ebony finally stopped fighting and wrapped her arms around

him. This lasted until the both let go gasping for breath.

" Rose you need to cry you have to mourn and let you hatred and sadness go" Tristan said

finally breaking the silence

" I can't Tristan I don't know how to I haven't cried in so long" Ebony said

" Let me help you and we can mourn together

" Make me whole Tristan make me feel again" Ebony said

With that said she kissed him again and let her self go. Tristan knew that Ebony needed him

and finally let go of the last set of doughts he had. They explored each others bodies and

slowly the cloths came off. Tristan knew tonight was for Ebony so he gently laid her on the

body and began to kiss her every where. They took it slow and then after a while their bodies

connected and became one. Both knew that they were a perfect fit for the other. After she

had fallen asleep Tristan laid their and looked at the girl he had fallen in love with. Slowly he

fell asleep himself, not to be awakened till later when Ebony started Thrashing. He gently

shook her.

"Dagonet!" Ebony screamed waking up

" Rose it was a dream" Tristan said taking her in his arms

" No it wasn't he's gone and never coming back" Ebony said laying her head on his chest and

for the 1st time in about 2 years she began to cry which slowly turned into a sob. Once again

Tristan felt his heart go out to this girl who had suffered so much pain but he knew the battle

was one and she wouldn't become cold hearted. He Didn't know what life would bring him

but he knew that he could die knowing that he had spent the night in his true loves arms…