**Ok, ok I know it's a little short, but hey, I updated quickly didn't I?
Since I got like 6 reviews at least an hour after I put it up I thought,
why not? Hehe so here it is, I hope it is ok. Thanks to anyone and everyone
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~*The sun rises to another day
My constitution keeps changing
'Til it slips away
So I lie awake and stare
My mind thinking, just wondering
Is anybody there?
Should I stay or go?*~
~*~
I couldn't believe it.I just couldn't freaking believe it! After like, a week of not showing his cute ghostly butt around he just has to show up when I would have really preferred him not to! I mean, he saw me kissing Paul, god knows what he must think.that I love Paul? That I actually want to be with the demon-leader bastard? I wish I could just tell him what was going on.why I was doing this but then would come the question.
WHY?
I was really beginning to hate that word, because if I answered it, it would be like admitting that I love him and I can't do that.no no no, I know before I said I would, that I had to.but nooo.
I snapped out of my silent reverie by a bound of cold, chilling chuckles. I glanced at Paul to find him standing near me laughing - yes, laughing - at the whole thing. Now I know what you're thinking, why didn't I just hurt him? Well, you see, if I did no more Jesse and if there was no more Jesse no more.well, Jesse! I just couldn't deal with that!
I sighed, turning to face Paul, "What's so funny?" I asked, hoping to sound calm.
The chuckles died a little but a firm grin remained on his face, "This is even better than thought it would be!" he laughed, and I scowled.he thought Jesse being hurt was funny? How dare.
I caught myself there, wondering why exactly Jesse had looked so hurt and why he looked like he was almost upset and crying..why, that annoying little word again..maybe he really did love me.
Yeah, and maybe Satan would dive through my window right now and take Paul to hell where he belonged.Be realistic, Suze!
"What do you mean, `better than you thought`?" I queried, generally interested with a slight hint of scepticism on my face..what did he think this was about?
He turned to face me then and the laughter died, replaced instead by a smug smile, "Honestly Suze, I didn't think you were as dumb as your cowboy lover- boy." he purred, stretching out a hand to touch me I took a step back, away from him and his expression turned deadly, "I warned you Suze!" he snapped.
"And I warned you!" I countered, "You can only push me so far, I thought you learnt your lesson last time! I agreed to be your girlfriend Paul, hell, I even let you kiss me but more than that and I draw the line!"
He took a step forward, eyes as cold as the night, "What? You're seriously waiting to do that with DeSilva?" he laughed, "From what I've heard ghost aren't very skilled in the hormonal department" he purred, shrugging, "Lack of.substance"
I fumed, pushing him away from me without thinking, hoping to cover my blush, "You will have lack of substance in a minute if you don't get the hell out of my room!" I yelled, yeah, way to assure Jesse's existence Suze, right on!
His eyes widened, presumably in shock, I, of course, took advantage of his momentarily fall from grace and kicked him in the shins, "Now!" I screamed, "Unless you wish to also leave without certain parts of your anatomy, preferably those down below!" As in emphasis I kicked him right in the family jewels and he winced, stumbling towards my door, he straightened and reached for the handle.
"You know that by doing this Suze you are putting yourself and that cowboy of yours in more danger than ever anticipated, right?" he smirked, "You can't beat me Suze, you will be mine - no matter what it takes"
"Paul?" I said sweetly, smiling with innocence as he turned to look at me, "I hope you get struck by lightening and hit a bus whilst falling off a cliff onto spikes" a little over the top I know, but hey, does Susannah Simon do under-the-top?
Err.can we just forget I said that please?
Anyway, Paul looked a little shocked to say the least, his expressions was priceless and almost ghost-like (and not the hot-ghost way like Jesse, more like those in movies with the white sheets and all) another time, another place.I would have laughed. Now, there were more important things to deal with.
.Like Jesse.
I all put pushed Paul out of my room, slamming the door on him I walked over to my window, watching as he robotically climbed into his car and drove off, not so much as nodding or looking up to my window.and I have to admit, I laughed then, I couldn't help it! He looked like that robot from Star wars, R2-D2, the one with the automated voice and all.it really was hilarious.
After I finally got over my bout of the giggles I flew my window open and preceded in climbing onto the roof, it was getting quite dark as the moon etched vaguely in the sky, faint shimmers of stars coming into view - I had to go and see Jesse, I had to explain.
And In knew just where to find him.
~*The sun rises to another day
My constitution keeps changing
'Til it slips away
So I lie awake and stare
My mind thinking, just wondering
Is anybody there?
Should I stay or go?*~
~*~
I couldn't believe it.I just couldn't freaking believe it! After like, a week of not showing his cute ghostly butt around he just has to show up when I would have really preferred him not to! I mean, he saw me kissing Paul, god knows what he must think.that I love Paul? That I actually want to be with the demon-leader bastard? I wish I could just tell him what was going on.why I was doing this but then would come the question.
WHY?
I was really beginning to hate that word, because if I answered it, it would be like admitting that I love him and I can't do that.no no no, I know before I said I would, that I had to.but nooo.
I snapped out of my silent reverie by a bound of cold, chilling chuckles. I glanced at Paul to find him standing near me laughing - yes, laughing - at the whole thing. Now I know what you're thinking, why didn't I just hurt him? Well, you see, if I did no more Jesse and if there was no more Jesse no more.well, Jesse! I just couldn't deal with that!
I sighed, turning to face Paul, "What's so funny?" I asked, hoping to sound calm.
The chuckles died a little but a firm grin remained on his face, "This is even better than thought it would be!" he laughed, and I scowled.he thought Jesse being hurt was funny? How dare.
I caught myself there, wondering why exactly Jesse had looked so hurt and why he looked like he was almost upset and crying..why, that annoying little word again..maybe he really did love me.
Yeah, and maybe Satan would dive through my window right now and take Paul to hell where he belonged.Be realistic, Suze!
"What do you mean, `better than you thought`?" I queried, generally interested with a slight hint of scepticism on my face..what did he think this was about?
He turned to face me then and the laughter died, replaced instead by a smug smile, "Honestly Suze, I didn't think you were as dumb as your cowboy lover- boy." he purred, stretching out a hand to touch me I took a step back, away from him and his expression turned deadly, "I warned you Suze!" he snapped.
"And I warned you!" I countered, "You can only push me so far, I thought you learnt your lesson last time! I agreed to be your girlfriend Paul, hell, I even let you kiss me but more than that and I draw the line!"
He took a step forward, eyes as cold as the night, "What? You're seriously waiting to do that with DeSilva?" he laughed, "From what I've heard ghost aren't very skilled in the hormonal department" he purred, shrugging, "Lack of.substance"
I fumed, pushing him away from me without thinking, hoping to cover my blush, "You will have lack of substance in a minute if you don't get the hell out of my room!" I yelled, yeah, way to assure Jesse's existence Suze, right on!
His eyes widened, presumably in shock, I, of course, took advantage of his momentarily fall from grace and kicked him in the shins, "Now!" I screamed, "Unless you wish to also leave without certain parts of your anatomy, preferably those down below!" As in emphasis I kicked him right in the family jewels and he winced, stumbling towards my door, he straightened and reached for the handle.
"You know that by doing this Suze you are putting yourself and that cowboy of yours in more danger than ever anticipated, right?" he smirked, "You can't beat me Suze, you will be mine - no matter what it takes"
"Paul?" I said sweetly, smiling with innocence as he turned to look at me, "I hope you get struck by lightening and hit a bus whilst falling off a cliff onto spikes" a little over the top I know, but hey, does Susannah Simon do under-the-top?
Err.can we just forget I said that please?
Anyway, Paul looked a little shocked to say the least, his expressions was priceless and almost ghost-like (and not the hot-ghost way like Jesse, more like those in movies with the white sheets and all) another time, another place.I would have laughed. Now, there were more important things to deal with.
.Like Jesse.
I all put pushed Paul out of my room, slamming the door on him I walked over to my window, watching as he robotically climbed into his car and drove off, not so much as nodding or looking up to my window.and I have to admit, I laughed then, I couldn't help it! He looked like that robot from Star wars, R2-D2, the one with the automated voice and all.it really was hilarious.
After I finally got over my bout of the giggles I flew my window open and preceded in climbing onto the roof, it was getting quite dark as the moon etched vaguely in the sky, faint shimmers of stars coming into view - I had to go and see Jesse, I had to explain.
And In knew just where to find him.