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A/N:hey this is my first fic so tell me what you think should I continue it? Lyrics are Polaris by Jimmy Eat World

Prologue

I'll say it straight and plain
I know I've made mistakes
I've always been afraid
I've always been afraid

The blonde haired boy stuffed his duffel bag angrily as the social explained to him what was going on. Something about living with his father was all he heard everything else went in one ear and out the other. As he gathered the last of his of his items he walked towards the door and turned around as his eyes swept over the bare bedroom. The social worker put a comforting hand on his shoulder and lead him out towards her car away from the home he always knew. He took one last wistful look at his home as they made there way towards the airport...

A thousand nights or more
I travelled east and north
Please answer the door

The brunette sat outside her apartment door she looked down towards her arm where she saw a red bruise starting to form. She looked back towards her door where she heard yelling and glass breaking. One lonesome tear rolled down her face. She reached into her pocket and felt she still had some weed left over she looked back once more and ran out of her apartment complex...

Can you tell me
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

The brunette boy hugged his step sister once more. have fun at college he told her she looked up towards him and smiled she then hugged both her mother and step father she got in her car and waved as she sped off. The boy looked towards his parents but they were already making there way inside. He sighed maybe he was better off with his sister here he thought.

Get down on your knees
Whisper what i need
Something pretty
Something pretty

The blonde stared at her father with tears threatening to fall she had pleaded with him not to leave her again but he of course said she would be fine with out him so she sucked it up and waved as his ship set sail won't be another two months till I see him she thought..

I feel that when I'm old
I'll look at you and know
The world was beautiful

She smiled as her dad kissed her cheek she was trying to be daddy's brave little girl her mother not once looked towards her direction have fun she said to them as they got in there car as they backed out of the drive way she stood there waving putting on a happy face. If they really cared they would notice that her smile never once reached her eyes when they were around...

Then you tell me
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

A brother was all he heard he looked towards his parents his mother crying his father looking down in shame he turned away he looked out towards the window as he saw a car pull up and a blonde haired boy get out of it when he turned towards his parents all he heard was I swear to you I never knew...

I'm done, there's nothing left to show
Try but I can't let go
Are you happy where you're standing still?
Do you really want the sugar pill?
I'll wake up tomorrow and I'll start
Tonight it feels so hard
As a train approaches, gare du nord
As I'm sure your kiss remains employed
Am I only dreaming?

You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

They all turned towards the door when they heard the doorbell. His father walked swiftly towards the door and opened it there on the other side stood the blonde boy about his age and a dark haired women standing next to him.

"Hi my name is Ms.Jennings I'm from family services and this is Lucas..."

When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power.

-Alan Cohen