CHAPTER 2
Clark couldn't believe what he just heard her almost say. Could it be possible that those feelings are bubbling up again. She can't possible believe he is infected.
"Lana if i thought you could handle it i would tell you the truth, but i don't think you could." Clark tells her.
"Shouldn't that be up to me too decide if i can handle it or not?" Lana asks.
"Not with this it shouldn't, because once i tell you i can't take it back and it will change everything. You will see me in a whole new light. One i am not sure you will like." Clark tell her.
"Clark what could you possible tell me that would make me think any less of you. With all you have done for me trust me on this you won't change in my eyes." Lana smiles at him.
"Even if i did something that caused your whole life to change. Caused you to have a sad life, and miss out on so many things a normal child is suppose to have?"
"Clark what are you talking about, what is it you think you did that could possible have done any of that?" Lana asks confussed.
Clark looks away and thinks to himself. 'Well you have done it now, might as well finish.' But he couldn't get past the thought that it wasn't right to put her in harms way like this. Maybe he should just blow it off and not say anything else. What gives him the right to burden her with this knowlage as well. Besides if she learns the truth that it is his faukt that her parents are dead she might end up hating him for the rest of thier lives.
"Clark, please explain what you're talking about, i am worried about you. Lately you have seemed distant and really lonely, and if you think you caused me all of this pain, i would like to know how?" Lana asks him.
"Lana are you sure you want to know, wouldn't it be better if you just let it drop and not worry about it?" Clark asks her.
"Clark please let me help you. I know you have secrets, how could i not. They are what drove us apart. Back then you didn't think you could trust me, i kinda understand. Now is the time Clark please let me be there for you." Lana states adoringly.
"Lana i want to so bad, but there is Jason to think about, and the fact if you knew it could put you in real danger. Plus i think once you found out, you would hate me." Clark tells her.
"Here we go again. Clark that won't happen. As i said before, nothing you tell me could ever make me hate you. As far as Jason is concerned, where do you think he stands in my eyes when it comes to you." Lana tells him yet again.
Clark just looks at her with a shocked look on his face. Was Lana Lang standing there telling him he was more important then her own boyfriend. How could this be right, he would love to drop everything and just kiss her but he knows that isn't possible.
"Clark please let me help i peomise i won't hate you know matter what." Lana states.
"Even if you found out your parents death was because of me?" Clark almost yells at her.
Lana is standing there with a look of utter shock on her face. 'how could he even think that, he was only three like mw when they died. It was the metor shower that killed her parents not Clark.' She is tring to find the right words to express this to him when the shock sinks in. 'This is why he broke it off with me, he thought it was some how his fault.' A single tear excapes her eye as she looks at him.