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Note: so I've been away from a rather long time. Mostly because I was studying during my holidays for my exams, which have ended about 2 weeks ago, and my dismal results, have kept me from writing. I really should be studying. But anyway, here's a short chapter, mostly fluff, and short because well, Alyssa doesn't really know Yzak that well. So it's from Alyssa's point of view, when she was locked in the cellar place. Enjoy.

Darth riven: hehe…it's all right for me to feel bad…if it would motivate me to update faster? Haha…sorry…been lazy…but the nxt chp is FINALLY up. Hooray.

Yzak lover extrodinaire: sorry…been really busy…no time…not much anyways…well I think I'll keep you in suspense a little longer. Sorry for the late update.

Crystalblue: confusing? LOL. Oh well…nxt chapter is late…very late…much apologies.

Asga: I'll tell you that it isn't lacus…now you can keep guessing. Haha…sorry for the very very late update. SORRY.

Rosegirl18: unfortunately…no…. let's see my hols were during the one month of June…and I had exams right after that…and since my results weren't tt good…it's time to hit the books before I flunk my end of the year exams…so…. no…not much time at all. SORRY!

Far-fetched imagineer: confusing huh…Hm…I guess…. but it'll fall into place at the end…I hope…and SUGAR HIGH. Ooh…. I wouldn't mind eating loads and loads of chocolates…

Jenniferseedlover: Hm…I shall not say…oh well…here's the ULTRA late chapter…. SORRY!

MyouseiSeed: Hm…. nope…not lacus…and sorry for the late update…although I think you might be able to look forward to some Athrun and cagalli fluff…in the coming chapters. Not sure…. but maybe. And sorry! For the late update.

Dodo: hahaha…. okay. So I updated. See I'm so nice. Haha…. oh well…. I MISS YOU TOO! You must come visit…and this time we have to meet…. by hook or by crook okay…. or maybe I'll go over…after your hols or smth…well see how…and ya…review ne?

Special 02: Yzak and Alyssa

It all seemed so surreal. That morning.

I had noticed you in school. Obviously because you hung around Nicol. You guys had come to our house once or twice. I had just sat and watched as you talked, as you guys played. Although I was the older sister, yet all of you were older than me. I don't think I took an interest in you then, but when it comes to matters of the heart, I can never be sure about what I think.

A low mist hung in the air the sun wasn't even up yet. Early morning, and I was running. I saw you there as well, but I didn't really care, it didn't seem to matter to me at that time. I was busy, busy with my own thoughts, with my own goals.

How that morning turned out, was so different from what I had expected.

Running, running, round and round the track, trying to persevere and not give up half way. I was tired, so very tired; yet I continued to push myself. With no motivation, every step becomes painful, and every breath leaves me panting still.

Then you came along, running beside me, keeping my pace steady. I didn't know why then, I still don't know why now. You made it easier for me, and although I know you could have run a lot faster, still you stayed by my side.

Not a word was said between us, yet I know I felt something, or at least I thought I felt something.

You allowed me to finish my run, and as I was leaving, waved goodbye.

I have yet to say thank you, and ask you why? Why did you bother running with me?

It never happened again, no matter how many times I went down to the track, but from that point on, things changed. I guess you could I say I fell in love with you.

Bumping into you on the corridors always made my day, because you would always smile and say good day. My friends noticed and teased, and although I've never said anything, I still do like you.

Come to think of it, I've never really talked to you. Until we came here that is.

And now sitting here in the darkness, I still remember your face, your smile, your laugh and that morning.

You've helped me more than you can imagine, through the bad days, when I would have rather died. Seeing you, gave me the motivation to just keep going. There is something I want from you, and although I may never get it, I don't really mind. As long as you're happy, I'll be happy too.

I may not know you well, heck, I may not know you at all, yet I know that behind that cold exterior is a heart that cares for the people around them, more than they know. I've seen in your eyes, the love you have for them, and the longing to be loved back.

The pain will fade

The wounds will heal

The scars may remain

To remind me of you

In the darkness

In the cold

I can hear all of you

Can you hear me?

On the other side

Silently screaming

For you

The thought of seeing you

The knowledge of your warmth

The memories of your smile

Have kept me here

I'll live to see another day

Because you'll always be there

Beyond my reach

But not beyond my dreams

So I'll sit and wait

And try my best

Not to cry

Thinking of you

Has kept me alive

I won't give up

I'll keep the faith

My hope and dreams

Are all in you

Note: I really love poems. But anyway…. don't expect frequent updates anymore. I really have no time, but I will try my best. I'm very happy to say that I've finally reached the 100 review mark…so THANK YOU to all those who have been reviewing, you guys have really kept me going. And for those you who are reading this…make my day and review…please? Thanks.