Well, read and find out.
tozasareta yume no tsuzuki sagashi mo tomete itsumademo aruki tsuzuke
kizutsuita kuroi tsubasa tsuki no akari ni terasarete utsukushiku maiagare
outsider. cold. freak. Emotionless. Bastard. Worthless
All names am called. Worst thing is, all are true. I don't 'mingle' with others. I don't like to show warmth for that I cam called 'freak'. Emotionless, I hide all in the inside, not letting them seep through. Bastard, because I am cold an emotionless, now I am repeating my self huh? Worthless to my family because I can never do anything right. Maybe if I show more me than my mask 'they' would understand. No I could never change. If I stood up bit more to 'him' more often maybe then I'll be worth something.
Weak. Failure. Stupid. Dirty Toy. Yours.
Weak because I can't fight back. I try but fail. I fail at everything, even in what I'm best at. Stupid to never reach you standards, even more so to even try. Dirty, because everything was taken from me. Toyed with me till I bled then toyed with again, and again. Yours because in truth you own me body and soul. I hate it.
Dead
Because, I don't want to be chained by you anymore, I have to escape, and this is the only way. Sorry grandfather. You don't own anymore. And now I leave with my wrist bared to the world to show my escape.
Fear
Of what happens next.
A/a
Don't kill me, I wrote this in class, hey I'm getting an 'A'….. don't Kill me!!!!! You need my if you want me to write a another chapter! Muhahahaha now who is laughing….. Ow… need water…. Aright, you know the gist Read and review. OR I'LL SET…… SHADOW ON YOU! AND WOLVENBYTE!
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And.. Well that's it.. My bud is glaring at me to get off. OH i do not own the song.. it from yami no matsuie.. and the meaning are below-
I'll keep on walking forever, Looking for the rest of my closed dream...
Injured black wings glimmer beautifully As they soar in the light of the moon