Note: Merry Christmas everyone. A little bit of fluff in this chapter. You see how good of a friend Alicia is at the end. Iwish everyone a Happy and safe holidays.

Disclaimer: As you all know I don't own Bill, Charlie, Percy, Fred, George, Ron, Ginny or any other Weasley. I wish I could though. Maybe I will ask Santa for Ron.

The Confessions of an Unloved Quidditch Star

Chapter 3: Dreams, Detentions, and Dumb choices

I was sitting in the library waiting for Alicia. She is always late. "Where the hell are you Licc?" I sat there very uncomfortable because of the two figures a couple tables away. It just happened to be George and Jessica snogging like there was no tomorrow. Jessica is really bad for him, I tried to convince myself. He has never snoged any of his other girlfriends as much as Jessica; she is turning him into a stupid snog maniac. Well just as I started to get fed up of waiting for Licc, there was a sound of someone crying from George's table. I could just here what there were saying.

"You mean you love her. What is she like twelve years old?" Jessica wined.

"No Jess she is sixteen and a much mature person than you will ever be." George stood up and walked over to me. I sat there in shock. "Katie" George pulled me to my feet. "I have been a fool. It is you and only you I love." He leaned in and I felt like I was in heaven. It would have been perfect except for an annoying voice in my year shouting, "Katie, Katie. GET UP." I opened my eyes there was my roommate Leanne leaning over me.

"Come on Katie. We are five minutes late to potions." I moaned as she threw my uniform at me. I pulled on my clothes as fast as possible and we ran down to Snape's class fifteen minutes late. I knew I was in for it. I was so worried about what Snape was going to do to me I forgot all about the dream.

"Ahh Miss. Bell isn't this the second time this week that you have been late to my class." All I could do was nod. I felt everyone's eyes on me. "Is my class really not that important to you?" I opened my mouth at a lost for words. "Stop looking like a fish Bell, 40 point from Gryffindor and see me after class for your Punishment. No class…" I sat down furious but I pulled out my potions book like a good little girl. Sometimes I wish that I could be as brave as Angelina and curse Snape all the way to Scotland. Angelina once made a thumbtack, well a bunch of thumbtacks, appear on Snape's chair. Snape had to go to the Hospital wing and class was canceled. Let's say I was jealous. Sometimes I wish I was just a year older.

"Professor," I said meekly as I knocked on his office door.

"Come in Bell." I heard his low growl and reluctantly walked in. Not only was Snape in there but Professor Mongonagal too.

"Hello Miss Bell." I nodded afraid to open my mouth. "Both Professor Snape and I am worried about your performance in Potions. You are a bright student and you can see that in you other classes especially transfiguration." You could here a small trait of pride in that last part. "You are currently failing potions." I flinched

"And showing up late all the time." Snape cut in.

"Yes, yes that too. What do you suggest should be down about this Miss Bell?" I shook my head.

"Maybe OWL potions are too hard for her. She should drop the class." Snape said with a trait of happiness in his voice to get another Gryffindor out of his class. I just looked at Snape and saw the hatred in his eyes. I was fed up with Snape with my stupid grade. I was fed up with just sitting here.

"Fine I drop Potions. I will just drop it. I hate potions anyway. Not only do I hate potions but I hate this stupid classroom and the stupid teacher that comes with it." Mongonagal's mouth dropped and I ran out of the classroom reeling better than I have in years. I was free. Free of Snape. I was on my own personal high. I felt like I could do anything. Anything I ever wanted to do.

I ran into the common room and I saw George sitting all alone on the couch. Before I knew what I was doing I ran up to him and kissed him. The scary thing was for a couple of seconds I swear he kissed back too. I pulled away and then it hit me what I just did. Before he could even process what I just did I sprinted up to my room. Thanking god for the not letting guys able to come up to girl's room. I threw my self onto my bed and the tears came immediately. I just laid there and cried myself to sleep.

Somewhere through the night Alicia laid down next to me in the bed. I could hear Sara, one of my roommates, screaming because it was late and she shouldn't be in here. Alicia just rolled her eyes. I love her, yes she may get annoying sometimes but she always looks out for me and she is always there for me. She put her arms around me and I let her push my head against her chest immediately the tears came again. She just held me murmuring words that I couldn't make out over my sobbing. I sat up accidentally hitting Licc in the face.

"Bloody hell Katie, what was that for." Licc moaned rubbing her chin.

"He hates me doesn't he? How can I go to breakfast tomorrow? Never mind breakfast what about practice. How can I play with him on the team? I am such an idiot." I put a pillow to my face. "Idiot, Idiot Katie you are such an idiot."

"No you're not Katie." Licc pulled the pillow from my face. "Maybe a little insane but not an idiot." She let out a little laugh. "Katie we all make mistakes you will get through you have me and Ange. It will all work out. Trust me." She smiled and kissed me on the forehead. "Goodnight Katia Bella." She walked out of the room.

"Katie what have you gotten yourself into now." I turned on my side let my worries and dreams slip me into sleep.