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/This story is going to be 14 chapters long, by the way./
8. Let's Get Started
"Please,
don't tell me you've forgotten the shopping list..." Jane looked
amused and angry at the same time.
"I'm sorry!" a desperate
Lizzie said, searching everywhere. "I swear I put it in my
pocket!"
"Yeah, yeah, and now it's gone. Well, then we've got
to go back, I guess. I don't know what mum wants us to buy."
"O,
but I do! A few things, at least. I mean, there were like eight
things on it, and I can remember... eggs, carrots, flour, Russian
salad and meatballs."
"That makes five," Jane frowned.
"I
know, but we'll manage. It such a waste to go back."
"You've
got a point," Jane smiled, and they walked into the supermarket. "I
guess mum also needs potatoes, eh?"
"Potatoes, that's it!"
Lizzie exclaimed.
"Look out, Lizzie, you almost hit me," a
voice behind them said. They spun around and saw a grinning Charles
Bingley.
"Charlie!" Jane also grinned, and they kissed each
other. Lizzie coughed and they let go of each other.
"Why don't
you go to the post office, Liz," Jane said emphatic.
"Are you
sure you'll manage? Carrots can be really heavy," Lizzie answered
with an innocent look on her face.
"Then I'll carry them,"
Charles laughed.
"While you're carrying them, you can explain to
me what you're doing in Longbourn," Jane smiled.
"William's
parents have been married for fifty years, so there's gonna be a big
party tonight."
"Right. Bye," Lizzie quickly said and she
left the building. On the street she looked around. What next?
"Liz!"
For the second time this day, Lizzie spun around
and this time she saw Eve.
"Hey," Lizzie slowly said. She
remembered the laborious phone call and she guessed Eve also
did.
"What are you doing here?" her friend asked.
"O, eh,
Jane and I were going to score some carrots, but then we ran into
Charles Bingley..."
"Ah," Eve grinned. "Your sister's
still in love with him?"
"Yes, she is," Lizzie smiled,
"she's quite happy."
"That's nice. And... well, no shit
anymore, Liz. What's going on with you? Our last phone call,
yesterday, was so weird, like we were strangers," Eve frowned and
it was as like she was trying to look right through Lizzie.
"I
was just... I'm sorry!" Lizzie whispered. She felt horrible. She
wanted to tell Eve all her troubles, but it felt like she had to
solve them on her own.
"Things aren't going well," Lizzie
continued, "and I guess I need some time for myself. It's not that
I don't wanna tell you, but my head needs some rest, you know. Every
minute there's this chaos at home and-"
"It's okay, you don't
have to render account," Eve smiled, "take your time, and if you
need me, I'll be there."
"You're the greatest," Lizzie
softly said, and they hugged.
"Eh..." Eve looked at her watch,
"Actually, I was on my way to the hotel and if you would excuse
me..."
"Sure, no problem," Lizzie smiled, "bye!"
"See
ya, girl!" Eve waved and she walked away. Lizzie waited a few more
minutes and then Jane and Charles came out of the supermarket.
"There
you are," Jane smiled, and Lizzie winked.
"Well, I think I
should go," Charles said, and he gave Jane a kiss on her cheek, "as
I said, we'll talk to each other soon, honey," and then he
left.
"Honey?"
"Yeah, honey. There's nothing
wrong with a good honey," Jane blushed, and while they got their
bikes, Lizzie thought she also wanted someone who called her 'honey'.
She didn't like the nickname, but it meant that there was someone who
cared for her and... loved her. Did Charles love Jane? Was love not a
too big word for that? Although... they had met so many times, they
had been on so many dates... Lizzie didn't know.
Did she love
William? She barely knew him... Although... They had talked in the
class, before George had told her all the lies... They had laughed
together... But love? No, that was a too big word. She had fallen
head over heals in love with him, but loving him was a different
story.
Where's the line? Lizzie thought, when does being
in love become loving? She
didn't know, and she realized she would never know. Her heart would
tell her, when the time was right.
She sighed. Feelings were so
difficult. They make your life a misery, but also a
paradise.
"Lizzie? We're here," Jane smiled. "You looked
like you were thinking about other things."
"Yeah, I was,"
Lizzie slowly said. They were home, and they parked their bycicles in
the garden.
"How are you and Charles doing, actually?" Lizzie
asked.
"We're doing great, to be honest," Jane eyes twinkled
and Lizzie started to laugh.
"I'm glad you're so happy,
Jane."
"Me too. And I hope you'll find also someone who makes
you just as happy. I guess you will, you're still young," Jane
smiled.
"Still? And you aren't anymore?" Lizzie roared with
laughter, "you're two years older than me!"
Jane also started
to laugh, "you're still attending school!"
"So what? I'm
seventeen years old!"
"And I'm nineteen," Jane
grinned.
"Jane... Do you love Charles?" Lizzie suddenly asked.
Her sister looked her in the eyes.
"No, I don't," she said
quiet, "I'm really in love with him, but it's no love. Not yet,
anyway."
"Good for you," Lizzie smiled.
"Hey," a
voice said.
"This is the third time I've got to spin around,"
Lizzie said, without looking up.
"Third?" Jane asked, "second,
right?"
"No, I met Eve on the street."
"Ah..."
"I
don't know what you're talking about," Lydia said, "but I've
decided."
Lizzie slowly turned around and saw her younger
sister, standing with her hands on her hips. She had a determined
look on her face.
"I'm going to keep my baby."
