I hate who I've been.
The things I've done.
The me I've been.
I'm a serial killer.
A trigger-happy fiend.
Who's lost control,
And every time I nail those hands.
I turn my head,
And pretend not to hear his cry.
I'm a night feeder,
A living, breathing lie.
Behind this mask,
I hide the scars.
This consuming thirst.
This lust I cannot control.
I hate and love to feed.
In ambivalence I remain.
Please take it and kill it.
Raise for me a mighty steed.
A strength where I once failed.
Teach me abstinence.
Teach me restraint.
Show me the beauty hidden beneath.
I struggle, I scratch, I bite,
But my enemy is too strong,
And he's got a hold of me.
Please someone help me up.
I'm so close to giving up.
PLEASE!…Please!…..please help!…….