Title: Padfoot's Story
Author: Vengeance A. M.
Rating: PG-13.
Summary: What happened to Padfoot once he fell behind the veil? No one believes, or wants to believe, that he died, so something must have happened to him, right? This is the story of his time away form the wizarding world.
Disclaimer: I do not own Sirius Black, Remus J. Lupin, Severus Snape, or any other character that belongs to JKR. I do not own Keebler elves, Smerfs, or the S'more people from Pluto. As a matter of fact, the only thing I own is the order the words show up on this page (or screen) and the plot. Thank you.

'…' thoughts
"…" speaking
Italics spells, emphasis

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Sirius POV
Elsewhere 0.o
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Working my way along towards the speck, I begin to notice waves in the darkness. Waves and faces. Silently screaming at me, threatening to drown me in their terror, To rush over me in hatred. I run faster, my pads pounding a strange rhythm on the soft silk-like floor, I'm close, I can see it. An opening to a brighter world, I speed up yet again, sprinting like my life depends on it, my breath is coming in short painful sounding gasps, my muscles burning, a result of my overworked and underfed body protesting as its pushed to its limits. ' just a few more yards' I think as I cross the line and come careening out the other side. And all once again is lost.

"muph" I groan, 'damn, Merlin, Turn Off the Light!.' Rolling over I fall off the bed and a high-pitched screeching laughter assaults my sensitive ears. It startles me causing my memory to come rushing back. The attack, the department of mysteries, my cousin, the veil, Harry, Remus, the darkness, the light, faces, oh so many faces, the never ending shadows. All pounding, demanding attention, but first and foremost I see his eyes, Harry's eye's so full of despair.

'despair you did nothing to remove' my other voice croons, the one that awoke during my twelve years in hell, oh I know they all think I got away unscathed, but no one, not even I can exit Azkaban after all that time and not have something wrong with them.
' you could have saved him, you know, saved him from himself.' it insists on taunting me
'what could I have done, I was told to sit still and behave, I was ordered to remain where I was and give no information'
'ah, you were told… you were ordered… when has that ever stopped you before' it counters
' I … I …I could do nothing '
" NOTHING!" I shout out loud as the voice cackles away, fading for once.

Small hands push my un-responding body back onto the bed. They smooth the covers over me again and a cold compress is placed upon my brow, chilling me as I calm.

"so has he awoken?" I hear for my left, my eyes remain unopened, just like always, I never open them till I know more information.
"yes, but he didn't move, well other than to fall off of the bed." another voice, so two people are in here with me so far, I reason, " it was funny, " the voice continues and laughter starts, the same that I heard when I first woke up.
" yes, negative responses towards light, of course that could just be because he's not a morning person, you can understand that, can't you, Vana" the sickly sweet, slightly sarcastic voice is loud in my ear, close to my head. She, for the voice is most definitely female, must be the one with the damp towel on my forehead.
"REI! I don't care if you ARE my sister I am still in charge and I will have NO Disrespect." the first voice, Vana, responds. Then that must mean that
"of course brother dearest." yep, the close one is Rei.

The two continue their argument as I ponder my predicament, more big words, go me! ' I don't want to get up, I want this to all be a dream and I want to open my eyes to see Lily's emerald orbs gazing into mine, blazing with a unmatched fire, about to scold me for falling asleep on her couch again. I want to see James in the kitchen attempting to cook, and looking sheepish as Remus scolds him and takes back control of the stove.' Oh how I miss the old times, but one can't live in a dream forever, and not expect to lose the real world. Resolving to get back to Harry and Moony, I slowly open my lead weighted eyelids and am blinded by the suns rays. The voices stop , I can feel their heated gazes on me. My vision finally clears and I look into the bright green eye's of…

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A/N 0.o I'm evil /ducks flaying chair/ now that was uncalled for. Wow cliffy . Everyone hates me. Well not everyone. Don't worry I'll get the next chapter up soon. /looks up at chapter/ this isn't very long is it . 2 pages. Hm . Must ponder. Ok well I WILL get you a longer chapter next time, or at least try to. I'm working on it trust me.
Please review so I can know what to fix. Tankie.
0.o random l33+ moment , ph34r m3 4nd my m4d l33+ skllz . giggles ok all done

Vengeance A.M.
( fire and blood protect)