Chapter 5 Breaking Down

Everyone was still awake, but most of them had either passed out or gone home for the night.

Scott rubbed his eyes, "Kitty can you go get Jean? Its six thirty we got to go" Scott said. "Sure no problem" Kitty said. She went upstairs and phased though the door then unlocked it.

She shook Jean gently "Jean? Come on all of us are leaving" Kitty said. Jean looked up at Kitty, her face was expressionless. "Jean, are you okay?" Kitty asked. Jean couldn't tell her what had happened.

"Yeah, just a bit tired" Jean said. She was still in her bathing suit. She went downstairs and put her clothes over top of her suit, "Hey babe" Scott said. He went to kiss Jean, she trembled as their lips touched.

"Something wrong?" Scott asked. "No I'm fine let's go" Jean said. "That was an awesome party!" Kurt shouted.

"Ah know, ah had so much fun" Rogue said. "Me too! Too bad it's over" Kitty said. "We all had fun, and nobody beat us in pool or volleyball" Scott said. "What about you Jean did you have fun at the party?" Kurt asked.

"Uh…yeah sure" Jean said. Scott pulled in front of the institute and everyone got out. They went to their rooms and went to sleep for the day.

Jean couldn't sleep, she was too afraid to she turned on the water and got in the shower. She closed her eyes as the warm water ran over her body; she could see visions of Trevor on her.

Jean couldn't take it anymore she fell to her knees and began to sob, no matter how many times she washed her body she still felt dirty.

"How could I have been so stupid? What am I going to do, how will I tell Scott?" Jean whispered. She kept sobbing, "I…can't tell him… he would be so mad at me" Jean whispered.

She clenched her fists and shouted angrily, the bruise on her face was now more visible she hated herself. She got out of the shower, she locked her door and crawled into her bed hoping it was all a dream, but it wasn't.

How could anyone be so cruel to her? Surely she did nothing to lead him on, it was that damn bathing suit how could she be so stupid? She wiped her tears away and tried to relax.

After an hour she had finally fallen asleep, and then her face began to sweat as she started to dream. She was in the bedroom she could see herself as Trevor held her down, no matter how much she fought he still got his way.

"Stop it! Scott help me!" Jean shouted. "Your mine! Nobody can hear you now!" Trevor shouted. He ripped her bathing suit off and removed his clothes and press himself against her.

"No! Stop! Help me!" "She began to cry as he hit her across the face, "Scott!" Jean shouted. "Help! Scott!" Jean shouted. "You should never trust anyone else with your drink, and now you pay the price" Trevor said.

Scott was banging on the door "Jean! Jean! Open the door!" Scott shouted. Kitty phased through and unlocked the door.

Scott ran in, "Jean!" Scott shouted. He shook her over and over. Jean gasped as she woke up, "No!" Jean shouted. "Shh, its okay I'm here" Scott said. The others looked at Jean, her face was pale and she looked terrified. The bruise on her face was huge "Jean you okay?" Rogue asked. Jean didn't say a word, she only clutched her head "Yeah…I'm fine" She whispered.