My Heart Belongs To You

What Happend?

"No, no Keri! What the hell!" James yelled out at her with anger in not only his voice, but in his eyes. They weren't soft and warm like they usually were, but cold and hurt. He hadn't notice Lily walk in before, luckily for Keri.

Keri gave him a blank look, like she had no idea. Then smirked. "Well you see James, I saw you and Lily fight, then I came up here to comfort you, and you told me to leave. Then told me not to, then you kissed me, and I kissed you back." Keri explained as if it was the simplest thing in the world. James didn't understand that, he definitely didn't do that. The last thing he remembered was eating dinner in the great hall with Lily the night before. He that was the last thing he remembered.

Now he was sitting in his dorm with Keri Teri, ultimate bitch extraordinaire. Making out with her non-the less. This just wasn't making sense. Why would he be fighting with Lily? Why would he kiss Keri? He didn't get it.

"I did nothing of the sort!" James argued against her. He had a puzzled look clearly plastered on his face, like the look of a person who had seen their house after a disaster struck. It was as if the world had ended, but in James' world, without Lily, he had no world.

"Yes you did James. Then you told me you wanted to be with me and not her!" Keri said triumphantly. Their plan wasn't working quite right.

"No Keri, don't ever believe that, I need to go, I need to find Lily, and Sirius, and think." James said and stormed out of the room. The twister was coming and everyone knew it when James walked into the common room.

James walked over to Remus who was studying at a nearby table and spoke. "Have you seen Lily?" He said in a flat tone.

Remus gave him a concerned look. "I wouldn't go looking for her." Remus said with a frown on his usually hansom and happy face. James gave him a weird look. "Last time I saw her she ran out of here with tears streaming down her face, and Sirius following close behind." Remus told him finally.

"Do you know why she was crying?" James asked after he comprehended what Remus had just said.

"I'm not sure, but she came out of the boys dorm, and last I saw you headed up to the boys dorm closely followed by Teri, so I don't know." Remus replied.

The look on James' face was horrific; it was as if he had just been slapped in the face. Remus gave him a sympathetic look, and then he ran out of the common room heading for the Heads' Dorm.

James gave the password ("Tart cakes"), which had changed quite recently and walked in to find Sirius sitting alone in the common room. He stood up at the sight of James.

"Where is she?" James said immediately to his best friend. Sirius gave him a stone cold glare that told him to back away. James began to protest. "I didn't know what was going on Sirius! I swear!" James pleaded. Sirius just kept up with the glare.

"She doesn't want to see you." Sirius said in a big brother like voice. He wasn't going to let him hurt her again. He couldn't, plus, he didn't want to think what would happen to him when James found out that he had kissed Lily.

"She has to Sirius. I didn't know what I was doing! I swear to it!" James pleaded with his best friend.

"You hurt her James. You really severely hurt her, and I won't let you hurt her anymore. Just stay away for now." Sirius said sternly. James knew it was pointless to argue so instead he just sat on the couch with his head in his hands and broke down. Sirius wouldn't give in, they were best friends, true, but Sirius cared about Lily and told James he'd hurt him if he ever hurt Lily, and this dam well was hurting James.

Sirius looked at him oddly. It wasn't like James to be hurt by Lily, or to cry over anything. Maybe he wasn't lying.

"I need to go and speak to Lily. Stay down her James, I'm warning you, and she won't hesitate to hex you. Trust me." Sirius said in a stern voice. James just nodded as Sirius walked away.

Sirius walked to Lily's door and knocked on it. "Lily it's me, come open it please." Sirius said quietly when she didn't respond.

"It's open." She said in a raspy voice.

Sirius walked in to see pictures spread out along her floor, and her sitting in the middle. Sirius looked around at some of the pictures. They were of him, Lily, James, Remus, Natalie, and Andromeda over the summer, and one odd one of James when he was in first year. Sirius didn't ask questions.

"James is in the common room, he wants to speak to you Lily." Sirius said coyly, not wanting her reaction.

"No." Lily said flat out. Sirius didn't protest her answer but instead sat down. He took out one particular picture from James' house.

It was one that Natalie had taken when Lily wasn't paying attention. She was sitting on James' lap out by the pool. That was the day it had all began. They left for just long enough.

"I can't speak to him." Lily said while watching Sirius. "I can't I don't want to. It hurts too bad." Lily said holding back the tears that were shining in her hurt green eyes.

"I know Lily, but I think he was under a spell." Sirius told her coyly, he knew she wouldn't believe him, but it was worth a shot.

"Sirius, I don't want to here it. Right now I need to think, I need him to leave me alone. Do tell him that too." Lily told him quietly. She didn't want to talk about him or know him, but she wanted his picture to remind her of him. It didn't make sense to her at all, but it didn't have to, it's what she wanted.

"Okay, I'll tell him, but you know you can't avoid him forever?" Sirius told her sternly. He wasn't going to let them fall apart this easily, but he knew Lily needed her space. "And I think you'll find he was under a spell." Sirius said after Lily nodded, then he exited the room.

Lily was left with her thoughts. She didn't understand why she wouldn't believe it. She knew she didn't want to hate him, or be hurt by him. But she also didn't want to let herself get too close. Maybe that was the problem. She was getting to close and wanted this to happen.

No, that wasn't it. She wanted to be with James for an eternity. She had to be. It was destiny. But then again, she never wanted to speak to him again.

This was too confusing for her. She needed to sleep. With that she went to bed for an uneasy sleep.

A/N: So who loves me for updating so quickly? Hm? So after I posted last... I don't remember when that was... last night maybe? Yeah Last night... well this morning I had practice... and we had to run a mile for time me and this other girl went like 8:54(she went a 52 cuz she does track) and we beat everyone by 2minutes minimum... Then I came home and slept for nearly 5hrs... then ate dinner... did most of my homework. then I decided to write this chapter. Which was surprisingly easy to write considering I didn't know what I wanted to happen next. Whether it was Polyjuice or what. So I guess this way might work... Not sure yet though... I hope you like this chapter... I'm loving all the reviews you guys are leaving! keep them coming, if I have like 30 by tomorrow I'll update again this week-end to hold you all over for the week! so please review!

Love Always

Crazy Lily