My Heart Belongs To You

The Three Broom Sticks

Lily, Sirius, and Remus walked into Hogsmeade together, Lily had a frown on her face, Sirius had an unreadable expression on his face, and Remus just looked as if he wanted to desperately say something, but couldn't get it out.

It was not the greatest of days, the sun had gone down, and the sky was now reflecting Lily's mood. Storm clouds covered the once pleasant sky; they were the same stormy gray as Remus' once happy eyes that were now cold and hard.

He didn't want anyone to know how he was feeling. Truth be told, him and Andromeda were not getting along too well. He couldn't tell anyone, or let anyone know. He knew he had to stay strong for Sirius, James, and Lily. They were hurting more than anyone.

"So where would you two like to go?" Remus asked with a hint of annoyance in his voice. It wasn't like he was really annoyed, but he knew what he needed to do, just as Sirius knew.

"Honey Dukes." Lily said offhandedly. Good it was working just as planned. James was supposed to meet Remus there. This was going to be too easy.

So the trio walked over and into Honey Dukes. It was packed with many Hogwarts students; in the back corner Remus could see James.

"I'll be right back, I need to go find something." Remus said with a small smile and walked away. Sirius gave him a worried look but let him walk away without question.

"C'mon Lily, let's go find some sweets." Sirius said. They walked around and Lily grabbed as many different kinds of chocolate as she could find. Her sister once told her that chocolate was a girl's best anti-depressant. So she just decided that she would have to try that.

After Lily and Sirius paid for all their sweets they walked out into Hogsmeade. It seemed that Lily had forgotten the Remus had been with them, because she didn't bother to ask where he was. So the plan went on.

The silently walked the streets of Hogsmeade till they got cold, then they walked into the Three Broom Sticks, and got a table towards the back.

"How are you holding up?" Sirius asked with concern written on his face, but his eyes weren't readable. He couldn't let her know anything. He was too worried about plan A. He just wanted it to work out right.

"Not great, but it's okay. Hey Natalie!" Lily said as she saw her friend walk in, this wasn't part of the plan, but whatever. Sirius wasn't going to let her bug him. He smiled when she sat down.

"Hi Lily, Sirius." She said nodding to each. "How are you two? And where is James?" She asked noticing the missing part of the perfect couple.

"Probably running off with Teri somewhere." Lily said bitterly. Natalie gave her a very peculiar look, and when Lily didn't respond she turned to Sirius.

"Lily saw James snogging Keri, but he has no recollection of going up there with her and telling her everything she told him, but lily doesn't care, and won't speak to him." Sirius told her in a whisper. She looked mortified.

James and Lily were over? James cheated on Lily? When did this happen? It didn't make sense. Wow, she had to start paying more attention.

"Sorry to here that?" Natalie said in a questioning voice and took a seat next to Sirius. He shifted uncomfortably, but didn't ask her to move though.

"How have you been Natalie?" Lily asked because she didn't want to talk about James.

"Sad, depressed, in somewhat of the same state you are." Natalie said. "Well except I screwed up on a whole different thing." Natalie added with a sad look over at Sirius. Sirius didn't know how to react to this, but wasn't about to try to. "Sirius. I'm sorry for it all I kind of screwed up. I realized last night, while in my room, that I screwed up one of the best things that ever happened to me. So please forgive me." Natalie said with a sad look on her face.

"Natalie, now I need time to think. I can't handle this right now." Sirius said sadly. "Hey Remus, over here!" Sirius yelled out spotting Remus, Andromeda, and to the dismay of the majority, James.

"Hey you guys, what's going on?" Remus said as he sat down next to Natalie, Andromeda took the seat next to him, leaving the only seat available next to Lily, so that's where James was sitting. He was glad for their game, but Lily as not happy about it.

"Nothing much here Remus. How about you guys?" Sirius said politely, but Remus could tell he was tense. Something else was up, but they were to busy with Lily and James currently.

"Nothing, just boringness." Remus replied. The rest had stayed silent.

The table was tense from all of the relationship problems.

"I can't handle this, I need to go. I'll see you all later. Bye." Lily said, her eyes welling up with tears. She ran out of the Three Broom Sticks, and didn't stop running until she was back into the Head's Dorm. There she broke down into silent tears without thinking.

"Well that didn't go to well." Natalie said slyly. She understood what was going on instantly, but reframed from saying anything.

"Why won't she listen to me? I didn't know what I was doing!" James said in an exasperated tone. They could clearly tell that he did not like this.

"James, let me talk to her, I'm her best friend. She'll here me out. But first, I need to know what really happened." Natalie said calmly and clearly.

"Well you see…" James went into the whole story of not knowing where he was or what he was doing after they saw each other. He didn't remember the fight, or meeting Lily in the Room of Requirement. Natalie just nodded and got up from the table.

"Okay, let me go and talk to her. I think I know what is going on." Natalie said and walked out of the Three Broom Sticks, after asking the password to the Head's dorm that is.


A/N: Okay, so three updates in three days, cause i've been in a very weirdly inspired mood... I guess I just needed to distract myself... and writing was the way i was doing it... So you guys were rewarded with three chapters this weekend! It was so not planned... I'm going to try and post on wendsday, if not earlier, cuz my writers block has finally disinigrated.. and yes Lily and James will get back together soon... I just need it to be... interesting... yeah, so review, my goal is 50 reviews before i post again, but I'll bend and post after 45:) maybe earlier if i have it written, cuz i 3 you all!

Well I have to get going to bed... school in teh morning... i wanna wake up to some lovely reviews! so leave them!

Crazy Lily