Hi, It's crazybritoutforevenge;looks; doing what she looks to do…. seeking revenge, I mean writing hee hee ;looks back and forth;. Anyway on with disclaimers and the fic and reviews and stuff.

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This isn't too long but I like too keep my stories somewhere in the middle.

On with the fic

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Raven hugged her legs closer to her waist, laying her coat of the top of them.

"How's the fire looking?" She chatted through her teeth.

"One sec, I almost have it. " Beastboy said twisting the stick madly. After a quick flick from his wrist the wood set alight.

"Voila. We have agnation." Raven yelled at the sight of flames.

"See a told you I could do it." Beastboy said victoriously

"And I never doubted you." She lied

"You did too, well at least we've got fire now. What should we do to pass the time?" Beastboy said, wondering what else there was to do besides watching TV and playing video games.

"Medi…"she stopped when she realised there was no point in meditating, "Well I don't have to do that anymore. What do you want to do?"

"We could talk, since there nothing much to do, it's to dark." Beastboy was desperate, he had never really 'talked' to anyone, just had conversations.

"Ok, what do you want to talk about."

" What's it like now you can control your emotion, I mean is it good or bad." he said this completely by accident, for it was on his mind. Could she now feel for people without damage. What was it like having control.

"Well, It's both. I mean I like not having to worry about destroying the universe, but I grew used to having people like me for emotions. They were like my family, my sisters. It's weird, I thought of them as different people."

"I suppose it's kinda weird to think of them as you. I mean then it will be like talking to yourself."

"You have got a brain, and your using it too." she joked

"Hey" Beastboy boy said feuding mock hurt, " I'll have you know that I use my brain more then I let on, but don't tell Cy that."

"I won't."

"Ok, pinkie swear, anything that goes out in here stays in here. Deal." Beastboy held out his pinkie.

"Deal" Raven locked on his.

"Ok, this is gonna be great. We can stay up late, swappin' manly stories. And in the morning, I'm making tofu waffles."

"You watch to much TV."

"TV, I miss TV, and video games, and tofu. The top three things I do all day taken away from, and I don't seem to care."

"Oh, Beastboy. Lets not go over the top."

Raven and Beastboy sat in silence staring into the flames.

"Raven, can I ask you a question?"

"You just did."

"Well, two questions then."

"Well, since we don't have much to do, you may."

"What was it like. When you know, you lost control."

Raven looked at Beastboy in surprise. She hadn't expected that, breathing in deeply she said slowly:

"To lose control was like having a fight with someone. When you're fighting you don't realise the affects, when the fight is over you fell guilty about what happened. When Happy or Timid take control, it's not as powerful. When rage took control that was a temper. When Rage and Trigon took control that was trouble. But, in a way, I liked it when I lost control. It felt like I was getting revenge on all the people who ever made fun of me and hurt me. That's what scares me the most, I can't control myself. But now that feelings gone and I miss it." A tear rolled down Ravens pale cheek.

"Hey, it's alright, everybody gets like that. When I was the beast I had the exact same feeling."

"Really?"

"Really."

Then Raven did something she would never even dream of doing. She hugged him.

"Thank you. You don't know how much that means to me."

A light shade of purple flicked across his face. Raven, non- touchy feely gothic girl Raven was hugging him. And it was the best feeling in the world and this time there was no stank ball in his face.

"Raven, I……."

She put a finger to his lips.

"We better get some sleep."

"Yeah….. I am kinda sleepy." With that Beastboy turned into a kitten and snuggled up into Ravens lap. Soon they were both sound asleep.

"Wake up sleepy head!"

Raven jumped up and grabbed a near by stick.

"Hey watch were your slinging that thing" said Beastboy taking the stick of Raven.

"Oh, it's only you. What you do that for?"

"Oh, sorry. I made breakfast." Beastboy said trying earn Ravens forgiveness. It worked.

"Ah that's sweet. What is it.?"

"Various fruit with crushed up wheat and milk." He said counting the ingredients on his fingers.

"Beastboy you touched milk?" Raven looked pretty impressed.

" Well I changed in to a cow instead of a bull. I guess that's ok."

Raven took a taste, expecting the worst. But to her surprise, it wasn't half bad.

"This is actually good."

"Thanks, I think."

"Um, I think I'm going to take a swim."

"Okay see you later." Beastboy looked a bit surprised by the sudden comment but he wanted to be polite

Raven walked towards the waterfall. She needed some time alone, so she could think.

'If I could just tell Beastboy how I feel about him. Why can't I, just three little words.'

She took of her cloak and shoes and dived into the cool water. It was bliss, she floated on the surface of the water, singing the counting down the days (sorry it's playing on the radio).

"I want to travel through time, see your surprise, I'll hold you so tight, I'm counting down the days…"

"Raven's singing is wow……"

Then a naughty little thought popped into Beastboy's head. Why didn't he just make sure she didn't get into trouble, I mean spy on her.

Beastboy's tried too fight this voice (he didn't try to hard) but lost. He slowly got up and walked toward The forest. Once he was safely behind a tree he began to search for Raven. He looked but he couldn't see her, where was she? Then a horrible thought occurred to him. She hadn't waited an hour to go swimming. She could of drowned! With that Beastboy turned into a fish and dived into the glinting waters. It didn't take long too find her. She was even whiter then usual, her violet her was covering her face but she was still alive. Beastboy turned back into a human and lifted her back to shore.

"Raven, speak to me." he whispered. Tears ran down his face. He was having an emotional breakdown. What should he do, CPR. He never leant how to, but he was going to have to try. He put his lips onto hers and breathed. He heard her cough.

"Raven, your alright, you had me so worried." Beastboy cried in relief. Raven looked at her saviour. He looked a an angel. A very green one.

"Beastboy, thank you." Raven whispered as she slept in his arms.

Beastboy smiled down on her, she looked so peaceful, like she belonged in his arms. She was so beautiful. He didn't even know someone could be so pretty. She would never know how much he wanted to be near her, touch her, kiss her. He loved her more then he had loved anyone in his life. He would cry himself to sleep just thinking about how he will never be with her. He dreamed of having a family, now he was 18 he could. He was going to have to tell her. He couldn't take this anymore.

"Raven, I love you." he said and slowly kissed her on the lips. She smiled in her sleep, some wonderful warmness had come over her, and didn't know what it was, but she knew she liked it.

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That was really fluffy. Cool. I'm a big fluff fan. Anyway any ideas for the next chapter would be great. I don't know what to do…….. PLEASE REVIEW (I'm a poet and i didn't know it)