A/N: Okay, thanks for all the reviews. I love them all. The italic on this chapter are from Lily's POV... Let me know what you think about how I did that, I wanted to try the idea. Anyway, sorry for the lack of update. I've been so buissy. I had a big swim meet on Saturday, and lots of studying over the week. My swim meet went pretty well... I almost screwed up, but the greatest girl in the world had it in her head that this other gril wasn't going to beat me, so she was going to slow down to I could catch up, then we'd take off... yeah, we're crazy, rivals, and swim for rivals teams... lol, we're so weird... anyway, I hope you like this chapter... Leave some nice reviews.
3Crazy Lily

My Heart Belongs to You

Their First Time

What's going on with me? I'm with James. I love James. I want to be with him forever. I know that, so what's wrong?

Nothing.

There is nothing wrong. I love James. Edwin is just trying to steal me from James, but I can't let that happen. I am in love with James. Edwin is just another obstacle standing in the way of that.

Anyway, what does Edwin have that James doesn't? I'll tell you what! Nothing!

Well except that he's so much hotter, and seductive. His blue eyes shown like the sun, yet not, they were darker, and illuminating. His hair was almost as untamed as James', except his was plastered down with gel. It wouldn't be as fun to run my hands through though. I could try and find a way around that. Loosen it up.

Wait, what am I thinking? I have the best boyfriend in the world. Why would I need anyone else? James is the greatest, he always has been great to me, and he's never betrayed me! How could I start thinking this stuff about his cousin! It's just not right.

"Something wrong?" Lily heard Edwin's voice. Curse him. How could he come out here?

"What do you want?" I said bitterly, not wanting anyone around. This was my time to think. Edwin was just an annoyance, and I didn't want to be around him. Not alone with him especially not now at least.

"Aw, don't be bitter. I just heard you leave the house, and wondered where you went." Edwin said slyly. I knew he was up to something from the moment he walked outside.

"Bitter is my middle name. I suggest you go inside. If James comes down he won't be to happy to see you hitting on his girlfriend." I said smugly, knowing James was right behind the door and would come rescue me.

"That's funny. I never knew James was so protective of his girlfriends." Edwin said lightly. At this point James came out, I was thrilled, I didn't know how much longer I could last.


"You're right, it's only Lily I'm protective of." James said happily and came to my side, I smiled at Edwin. "So why are you harassing my fair lady?" James said in an all-knowing arrogant tone, I silently laughed to myself. I saw James smirk at Edwin's expression.

"What would I ever need to harass your little muggle born friend for?" Edwin replied in a monotone. I knew that he was just trying to get to James. James hated when I was harassed about being a muggle born, but James didn't react like I though he would. James just smiled at him, yet his eyes just said 'so what?' He didn't grant him the time of a day for an answer. Instead he just gave me a light kiss and whispered in me ear. "Want to sleep in my room tonight? My parents are already home, and in bed, so they won't know." James said, so only me could hear.

"Sure." I replied. "Bye Edwin." I said, departing with James at my side.

We walked up to his room in silence. When we got in James spoke.

"Sorry about Edwin. I hope he didn't say anything mean to you. He just hates me and wants everything I have." James told me. I tried to smile sweetly, but I'm not sure that I did.

"Don't worry about it James. He's jut stupid." I tried to say reassuringly. I knew it wasn't working well.

So instead of talking to him I lay down on his bed and stared at the ceiling. I dozed off for a minute and was brought back by James' distant voice. "Something wrong Lily?" He said.

"No. I'm fine." I heard myself reply, but it wasn't really me. Before I could stop myself I spoke. "You know you mean the world to me, right?" I said, this time it was me, not the back of my head saying whatever came to mind.

"Of course Lily. And you mean the world to me." He replied. I smiled to myself and sat up next to him.

I brought my knees underneath me and moved over towards him. I placed a light kiss on his lips; he kissed me back and wrapped his arms around my waist. I put my hands around his neck. This was exactly what I needed to get Edwin off my mind.

I ran my hands playfully through his hair as he slowly moved his hands down my chest and pulled my shirt over my head. I knew this was going to be a long night.

The next morning

"So did you two have a fun night?" Sirius asked Lily and James when he walked in the room and saw them together under James' covers. Lily freaked out; this only made Sirius know exactly what happened. "James, your parents told me to wake you and Lily up for brunch. No they don't know that you two are in the same room. They sent Wendy to have Remus wake us up." Sirius said and walked out of the room.

James leaned in and kissed Lily on the lips. "I love you." He whispered into her ear.

"I love you too." She replied happily.

They got out of bed, and Lily took a quick shower, and then they both got dressed and left the room for brunch.

Later that Day

"Did you have fun with James last night Lily?" Jill asked nastily.

"Of course I did." Lily replied. Halo and Andromeda where in Lily's room as well.

"Wasn't it a little cold outside to be staring up at the stars?" She said bitterly. Lily was in too good of mood for this to upset her.

"No, I love the cold. It was perfect out." Lily said happily back. Lily assumed that Edwin had told Jill about finding Lily outside last night. Only Halo seemed to know what happened after the fact. Sirius had told her no doubt. Andromeda probably knew too.

"Oh, that's unusual." Jill said. "Then again, you seem to be to." She said attempting to be mean.

"I know. It's great, isn't it?" Lily said cheerfully back. Jill hated the smile on her face. The worst part was that Jill couldn't shake it off. She just kept smiling.

"How was last night anyway?" Halo asked with a knowing look.

"The best ever!" Lily said happily.

Jill looked at them confused, but no one answered to her confused stairs.