My Heart Belongs to You
Sirius' first love
"What does he want to talk about?" James asked Sirius, clearly wondering what could be so bad that Sirius wouldn't want to tell him of all people.
"Peter, he says Peter is working against us." James let out a howl of laughter, but stopped at the look on Sirius' face.
"C'mon Padfoot its Regulus, he always makes up stuff like that. Don't sweat it. It's all good!" James said trying to cheer his friend up. Though Sirius' eyes stayed cold and hard, he smiled. James knew he was just trying to humor everyone, but didn't try to stop him.
"C'mon, let's go eat. It's nearly lunch time. I'm going to wake Lily." James said, and without further ado, he left.
"He is so clueless." Sirius said when James was out of ear shot. His 'smile' had faded and he was now frowning with a hurt expression on his face. "I should inform him that Regulus says Aimee is in danger." Sirius said more to himself than Remus.
Remus gave him a questioning look. "Aimee?" Remus repeated. He looked over at Sirius whose eyes widened in horror. Sirius put his hands in his face and shook his head.
"No, Remus you didn't hear anything." He finally said in what was assumed to be a final word. Though he knew Remus wasn't going to let this go. Sirius knew he couldn't tell him. It was forbidden.
"Do I know this Aimee?" Remus asked, deciding to play around the facts.
"Yes." Sirius answered flatly. He watched Remus close his eyes and think back.
"She was in Gryffindor, right?" Remus said quietly. It seemed to all becoming back to him. "Aimee," Remus thought some more. "She was Lily's best friend in like first and second year, right?" Sirius nodded. Remus still looked slightly confused. "What does that have to do with James?" Remus asked.
"Do you know why she left?" Sirius asked. Remus shook his head. He had never thought about it, she was there second year, and gone third, no one had brought her up. Lily just told everyone she had moved.
"Why?" Remus finally asked figuring that Sirius wasn't going to answer.
"She's James' twin." Sirius said.
"I knew they were relatives, but I didn't realize they were that close." Remus said in a daze.
"Yeah, they didn't like to publicize it, but anyway. Aimee and me where secretly dating, and James nearly stopped talking when she left after second year. He hated me for breaking her heart. Not that I meant to, but we were dating behind his back, and I flew to her house when she told me she had to leave, and well, we sat up till dawn talking, and then I told her I had to leave before her over protective brother came and found us.
"Needless to say, he did find out. She left in tears because I couldn't go with her. It hurt me so much. That's really when I stopped caring about girls." Sirius said. Remus looked awed. He wasn't really sure what to say.
"Sirius?" Sirius looked over at the door to see Lily standing there with a look of amusement on her face and sorrow in her eyes. "I thought it was muggle school for her?" Sirius looked slightly dumbstruck before saying.
"No, it was J.S.A.A. training, or rather in simple terms Junior Secret Alias Auror training actually." Said a voice from behind Lily, Lily turned sharp on her heal. She knew that voice! It couldn't be anyone else.
"AIMEE!" Lily screamed hugging the girl. She had shoulder length raven that was down and had a wavy look to it, she had the same chocolate brown eyes as her brother and looked like she could bench as much as him. Her chest wasn't as full as Lily's but she still looked nice. She had a small waist and looked to be about five foot five.
"Oh my god! Aimee! Why didn't you tell me you were going into J.S.A.A. training? You didn't tell me you made it! I remember when we signed up for it. That was so funny; we put in some crazy answers. How was it? Why are you back?" Lily said in one breath.
"Slow down Lily, can we talk later?" Aimee said looking right past Lily at Sirius who didn't know whether to smirk or hide.
"Yeah, but you better tell me all about everything!" Lily said. Aimee laughed and nodded. Lily went to walk out of the room with Remus on her tail before
Sirius called out. "Thank Halo for me Lil, but tell her the game is over now." Lily nodded and walked out with Remus.
"I'm sorry Sirius." Aimee said after closing and sealing the door. She walked over and sat on the bed next to him. Sirius just looked at her. He didn't know what to say. He had been so worried since he got Regulus' letter, and now the girl he was worried about was sitting right next to him. The girl he loved.
They sat in a questioning silence for what seemed like forever. Sirius stared out the window with a blank face. He didn't know what to say, and even if he did, he didn't think he would be able to find his voice anyway.
There was a knock on the door. Sirius just sat there staring out the window, so Aimee answered it.
"James!" She said when she saw her brother. She gave him a tight hug, and then he held her at arms length to get a better look at her.
"How've you been sis?" James asked finally deciding she looked okay.
"Great! But I'm so glad it's over. I can't wait to get to Hogwarts to finish the year." She said happily.
"You're going to go back to Hogwarts? Mum and dad said you didn't have to."
"Well I don't, but I miss all the fun."
"Oh, do mum and dad know you're here?" James asked laughing at his sister who looked very hyper, yet still sad.
"Yeah, I got here late last night. I wanted to surprise you all." Aimee told him. "Anyway, enough about me, want to tell me what my best friend is doing here?" Aimee said as she saw Lily walk back in apparently trying to locate James.
Instead of answering James walked over and wrapped his arms around Lily and stuck his tongue out of his sister. "I told you I would finally get her one of these days." James said cheerfully, Lily just leaned back and smiled.
"How long?"
"Since August." Lily said happily.
"Wow, the irony of it all." Aimee said.
Remus decided now seemed to be a good time to drag everyone in.
"Aimee, you remember Remus, right?" James said. Aimee nodded. "Okay, so this is Halo," James pointed; they shook hands and exchanged hellos. "Andromeda who is Remus' girlfriend and Sirius cousin," Aimee shook slightly at Sirius' name, but shook hands with Andromeda pretending she didn't notice. "And of course you know Edwin and Jill who are somewhere around the house, probably causing trouble, and Sirius is behind you as you seem to already know."
"Yes, nice to meet you all." Aimee finally said to them. "Lily, c'mon, let's go, my parents said you have taken over my 'room' so we're staying together. We need to talk. Now." Aimee said. Lily nodded. "Sorry everyone, we'll see you at dinner." The girls left together.
"You, Lily Marie Anne Evans, are dating my brother." She said as if it were the craziest idea in the world.
"Yes I am, and I love him." Lily said happily.
"Glad to see you guys got together. Besides that, help! How come Sirius is being so stand offish?" Aimee asked. Lily saw this was coming, but it didn't make it any easier to get through.
"You were his first love, and heartbreak. He nearly lost his best friend because he had to break up with you when you left. He got a letter from his brother that you were in danger. He went out with a girl who slept with a Malfoy, and is dating Snape. Oh, this isn't counting the number of girls he's shagged and snogged trying to get over you." Lily said half heartedly, she was glad to see her best friend, but she needed her to know this.
"I still love him. Lily, while I was gone, I thought about him every night. I wanted to owl him; I had to have Dumbledore send me a picture of you guys this summer. I saw Sirius and nearly died. I missed him so much." Aimee said in tears. "Help me get him back Lily, please." Aimee said wiping the tears away.
"Promise not to get mad at me when I tell you how?" Lily asked. Aimee nodded. "Later tonight, go in his room. Try to talk to him, if he doesn't want to talk, make him look you in the eyes. Kiss him. He might try to resist, but take charge. He'll give in, he's not that strong." Lily said smirking at the memory.
"How do you know?" Aimee asked while cracking a smile.
"Don't ask." Lily said.
"No, I want to know."
"Long story, I thought James cheated on me, and I forced Sirius to snog me because that is what your stupid brother told me to do." Aimee laughed. "That came from a game of truth or dare, just for the record." Lily said. Aimee laughed harder.
"Dinner!" The girls heard, and walked down the hallway laughing at nothing in particular.
They had an uneventful dinner which for all practical purposes was normal. After dinner the group went upstairs to James' wing of the house. Sirius went off to his room attempting to be unnoticed.
At first this plan seemed to be working, but after Aimee had waited about twenty minutes for him to show up, she got up to leave.
"Leave him Aimee." James said to his sister. Aimee glared at James, and didn't sit down; she just stood there and stared at him.
"No." She said flatly. She was just as stubborn as her brother and willing to prove it. She turned around to leave, but James called her back. This wasn't the smartest move in the world.
"James stop being the over protective big brother! You love my best friend, and I'm not trying to interfere, despite what you may believe, Sirius is the world to me! I will do what I want, so stop treating me like a child!" Aimee was shaking with anger, and James wasn't giving up.
"No, you don't get it. He's over you. Finally! It took him three years to get over you. Every girl he dated was gone within a month! He doesn't want to get hurt again." James yelled back just as fiercely.
"I won't hurt him again!" She yelled. Then in a quieter tone that James had to lean in to here she said, "I love him." James looked at her dumb struck.
"If you loved him so much then why didn't you tell him where you were?" James questioned, Lily was about to stand up, but Aimee motioned for her to sit down.
"You know I couldn't! I wanted to. Only immediate family could know!" Aimee screamed at him. "You dam well know that. Now leave me alone. I'm going to see him despite what you want." Aimee stormed out of the room. Her face was anger stricken. She walked down the hallway and into Sirius' room where she saw him laying on his bed staring up at the ceiling when she walked in.
"We need to talk." She said quickly in the same angry voice she had been using with her brother minutes before.
"Aimeeā¦" Sirius said looking up at her, she saw hurt in his eyes and immediately softened her tone. "It's not that simple." Sirius said.
"What's not simple Sirius?" She questioned softly. He got off his bed and stood up to take a good look at her. He took in how much she had changed, he took in the differences between this girl, and the girl he fell in love with so long ago.
She seemed so different, but when their eyes locked he knew she was the same girl he fell in love with. She was the same girl who gave him his first kiss, the first girl to like him for more than his looks. He remembered when they would run and hide in the back of the library where no one ever went to snog or even just hang out. James would never think to look there. He hadn't known about their relationship till the day Aimee left.
The look she had in her eyes told him she was hurting just as bad as he was, if not worse. What wasn't simple? Sirius couldn't think of it, so instead just decided to speak.
"I've missed you so much Aim." He said sadly. She stepped up to him, so their bodies where centimeters apart.
"I'm so sorry. You were all I ever thought about while I was there." She said softly into his ear, and then she just looked down at the ground.
Sirius watched her curiously. She looked so sad; he hated to see her like this. So slowly he lifted her chin up so she would look him in the eyes. When he did he saw tears. He gently wiped them away with his thumb and brought his lips down onto hers.
When Aimee realized what Sirius was doing she wrapped her arms around his neck to deepen the kiss. He put his arms around her waist and pulled her close. It seemed like they had been kissing for hours, but in reality it was mere seconds. It was five years of missed time.
When they broke apart Sirius whispered in her ear the three words every girl wants to here from a guy when they really mean it, "I love you."
A/N: Super long chapter! I 3 it! I loved this idea, and it just came really easily. I hope you all like this chapter, and don't worry, Halo will have fun.. with edwincough cough... So Yeah, I needed a character who loved Sirius, and Halo wasn't going to work. Neither was Jill, and another author did something similar, and i love the story, and they said it was fine, so I used the idea. Um... I'm sorry bout last chapter POVness I was going to write it Lily's then changed it half way through, thats what I do when I'm sick... so I'm sorry... Review... tell me what you think of Aimee... Yeah... ive got to go to bed... so REVEIW!
3 Crazy Lily
