Kataomoi

By: Late-Sleeper

Disclaimer: I'm the official Sakuragi's pimp…want some Hana drawings? two policemen approaching What? I didn't say I own him…I said I'm a pimp…fine! Don't own anything. Happy? Arrgghhh why are you still arresting me?

Note: Un-betaread! Sorry full of grammatical errors…

Chapter 2: Snapped (KoHana)

I'm Kogure Kiminobu, already in my senior year. I'm the vice-captain of our basketball team. I'm diligent, smart and very responsible. I'm what people say a person-who-have-a-long-patience, calm and compose but that is history now…now that I've met you.

The first time I saw you I was amused on how your hair look like a blazing flames like it is ready to fire whoever come your way. You were very unpredictable, harsh, wild, vigorous, full of life…everything that I'm not.

Maybe that's what made you very attractive to my eyes.

You were like a fire…fiery, hot, dangerous but I just can't help myself not to be drawn to your warmth…and…I never thought that just like fire you could be important in my life.

You know…I'm not the aggressive type. Just seeing you, being with you, touching you from time to time and being your friend contented me.

Honestly, I was contented with that. I'm not the ambitious type and I know what are things that I couldn't reach and one of them is …YOU.

Day by day I saw you improve and I'm proud that I have been there, step by step.

Everyday you prove to me that you are indeed special…totally special. A real tensai, if that's the word you want to prefer. You had surpassed even us, your seniors.

You are indeed a tensai, I know, even if others won't admit it, that they acknowledge you as one. Yes, they! Mitsui and the others.

Yes Rukawa even…I could see it in his eyes. Like Sendoh, Maki, Fujima, Hanagata and the monkey boy named Kyota are drawn into you like magnets…but who wouldn't?

Although my attraction to you is subtle one…just a mere admiration, just being drawn to your lovely aura…admiring you from afar…like a painting in a museum…just admiring never acquiring…never hoping to own you.

Then you had to fuck it all up!

I was happy with my current situation but…DAMN!!! You just had to spark that fucking hope in me.

DAMN YOU!!!

I shouldn't have told you my dreams; my dilemma…shouldn't have told you that it would be my last play if we lose the game. Damn!

You just have to show your wings to me…to show that you are indeed an angel in disguise. You made my dreams come true…but that is not all…you gave me the opportunity to make that shot.

I wasn't just another player who would be part of the victory but I was one who made us victor! You made me a winner.

You passed the ball to me…trusting me. I made the shot but you never taken the credit for that. It was a good pass. Damn! You could have shot the ball yourself, like you always do, but …you passed it to me…for me, for my dreams.

You gave it all! You made it all come true!

Within your exterior harshness there is a pure, unadulterated kindness…

I saw the gleam of determination in your eyes when I told you my story and the same determination you had when you trained…and it is all because of what I've told you.

You had planned it all…

Then without me knowing …a hope spark within me. Maybe…you like me. Maybe you did it because you care for me…

HA! I was a fool to even think about that. You were just being a saint like you are. I wasn't someone special…I wasn't the only one you had shown compassion…

There was Akagi for example. You were moved by what you saw in the locker room after he got a foot injury. I saw the determination in your eyes when you walked out from there into the court like you were mentally shouting " I'll win this for you Gori! I won't let you down."

Then to the kohai of Rukawa who got a leg injury. You made his dream come true…to be able to play with his sempai Rukawa. Then you had hit his head when you saw him feeling the pain in his leg…I thought that you were just mad at him, then after awhile I realized that you did it to divert his attention from the pain in his leg to his bruised head. You were concern even though you know he's Rukawa's kohai.

Then there is Miyagi…never knew that a cocky boy like him would be one of your friends. I don't know what happen between the two of you but you came one day arms clinging with each other's neck like you two are the best buddies in the world. I could sense that he cherishes you as one true friend even though you keep taunting each other.

Come to think of it…you three, Mitsui, Miyagi and you are always bickering like children. Always teasing you and taunting them in return but I know that your harsh words are their energy…woods that keeps them burning for victory. You always set the mood of the game. I know they treasure you more than you know…they don't want to see you hurt like the incident where you had a one on one with Rukawa…they were concern you know…very concern and I was too.

Now I know why your gundan is so loyal to you…it's not because you are strong as a bull or made the laugh like hell...yeah! Maybe it's a part of it but of course it's mainly because you are something special, an angel.

Fuck! Even though I realized I'm nothing special I still can't kill the hope in me…contrary it's growing…no…I think it's no longer hope that reside in me…

The funny thing is, all I am feeling for you made me vile and you are the only one that could cleanse me.

You! You made me foul and I HATE you for that.

Hate you but need you all the same but all I can do is to watch you.

Yes…I'm watching you…watching your every move…even the heaved of your chest as you breathe…the quiver of your lips and the sweat that trickled down your cheek. I'm watching everything…although the admiration is now a bleak for I had passed that stage now. I'm looking at you with hunger…no not the hunger like in Sendoh's eyes for he don't know you like I do. He's just after your godly body.

Not even the same look as Maki and Fujima is giving you. They are just pure amusement and new challenge for them to possess you…no mine isn't like that.

It's more of like Rukawa's hungry demanding gaze…yes like him…wanting you…all of you…body and soul.

But you are too dense to notice it all…all the hungry, lustful stares that were hinting on you. You're too dense…no, wait, you were just too busy on her that you didn't notice. Too busy giving all you have that you forgot about me.

Her!

You know I hate her! I want to kill her. I want to tie a rope on her neck or shot her with a gun or…

"Me-ga-ne-kun"

You cling your arm around my neck as you sing your pet name for me, jolting me back to reality. As I look at your goofy expression…something in me melt and I'm back to my normal self.

Back to your Megane-kun but I know someday I might snap again…but I'd worry that later for you are demanding my attention…MY attention. I had to smile at that.

o'.'o

LateSleeper: this is the second part so hope you all like it!!! bwahahaha I'll try to make the third one…that is if I could be inspired to do it…well ja ne!