A/N: Hi I'm kind of having writers block so this may take awhile to update that and I have to use my mom's work computer besides my own which my computer is a stupid ass! But I have the ending and all of her past figured out it's just the middle stuff so if you have any suggestions that would be great! So here's chapter 5! Oh and I always seen to forget the disclaimer so here it is: I do not own FMA.

Roy ran after Riza as fast as he could, god she was fast he had a hard time keeping up. So he decided to stop and wait, he would come to her house later that night.

Later that night Roy walked to Riza's house and knocked on her door when nobody answered the door he decided to push on the door lightly when he pushed it he heard this weird clicking sound, so he turned the doorknob the door opened. He went upstairs to her room, her bedroom door was ajar and he pushed it open. She was asleep. Roy grabbed a near by chair and sat on it watching her sleep seeing that she twitched in her sleep every few seconds.

-Flashback-

It has been two years since they went after the chimeras Riza and Machika were now fifteen and Shikamaru was two years older than them. Riza figured that it was better to kill her brother than having him suffer in that form, her, Machika, and Shikamaru were the only ones left out of the orphanage they all lived together in a small two story house.

One morning Riza got up early enough so that Shikamaru and Machika would not wake up, she was going to the place where her brother was kept she was going to kill her brother, because she knew it was for the best. She didn't want Machika or Shikamaru to get involved she didn't want them killed like the others. So she quietly loaded her gun and snuck out the front door and quickly headed towards her destination.

When she arrived she had no idea that the scientist that made her brother a chimera was already waiting for her along with her brother, she entered the big iron doors and stepped inside a bright light shown in from the huge church like windows, the doors slowly closed behind her. She looked in the middle of the room and there was her brother standing there in that ugly form and the scientist who seemed to be standing on a cliff like structure so that he could have the best view.

Riza knew that he had a plan, she also knew she wouldn't get out of this battle without a few cuts or bruises, or she could possibly die, no she couldn't think like that she had to save her brother, even if it meant giving up her life she would gladly do it. She turned to the scientist and glared at him, "You started this! You caused it! You're the one that took everything away fro me besides those damned orphanage people! Do you know how many people died because of you!"

The scientist looked at her and laughed, "It was their choice, they wanted to die. They knew they were going to die the moment they stared into your brothers blood red eyes."

"Stop saying that you bastard!" Riza loaded her gun and shot at him, her brother got in they way and threw the bullet of its course, "S-Sazuke."

"Its no use he's under my control now." The scientist pushed the control button and watched the bloody battle between the siblings.

Back home Machika awoke to find Riza not there. She ran over to her brothers bed and shook him, "Shikamaru wake up! Riza's gone!"

Shikamaru woke up looking at his sister. "What do you mean gone?"

"She's not here!"

Shikamaru jumped out of bed and rushed towards the end-table that Riza usually kept her gun. He didn't see it and one thing came to his mind, he turned to his sister with a look of fear in his eyes, "Machika we have to hurry before it's to late!" Machika knew exactly what he was talking about and rushed outside the door her brother following close behind.

They both got to the tower and opened the doors they saw Riza sitting on the ground bleeding from both arms, Shikamaru saw that her brother was coming around for another attack and rushed in, the next thing Riza saw was Shikamaru's blood pouring out from his chest, he fell on her right.

Machika knew that her brother was dead so she rushed in seeing Riza's brother and how he was going to try to attack her again, Machika screamed out Riza's name when she saw her brother coming around. Riza turned to Machika who was running towards her to stop her brothers attack.

Riza screamed out to her, "No! MAchika you must stay back!" But it was of no use Machika was slashed in the stomach, she fell to the ground, Riza rushed over to her, "Machika! Machika please speak to me you can't die not now!"

MAchika lifted her hand to her friend in pain, "Its alright…this is what I wanted….I wanted to protect you since…I couldn't.." Machika never finished her sentence her hand fell, Riza's brother had stopped for a few minutes so that he could rest, Riza put Machika down and pointed her gun at her brother.

"I'm s-sorry." Riza shot at her brother twice, her brother fell to the ground his last words were sister forgive me.

-Flashback end-

Riza woke up screaming when she noticed that Roy was sitting on a chair watching her, when she looked at him all the tears just started to flow freely. She flung herself at him and hugged him tightly, "Why I don't understand. Why did they die for me?"

Roy looked at her his heart about to break when he embraced her back putting his hand and head on her head saying, "I'm sorry."

A/N: Wow okay this is defiantly the longest chapter I've written of this story so I hoped you liked the chapter but if you have any suggestions please put them in your review it will help me trust me. Well please R&R.