Ok, ppl are actually reading, that's amazing. Um… ok, chapter 2, I actually wrote this first but then I thought Breakaway was a better opening chapter, so here it is. Enjoy.
"Because Of You"I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
She couldn't stand it. The pain was too much. Everything reminded her of him.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
Everyday at school as she passed her old locker, she was reminded of him. How he had pressesd her against the cold metal and kissed her… she could never resist him, even when there were hundreds of people around, watching them.
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Since their break-up three weeks ago, she wasn't even able to look at another guy. She had changed her locker, because she wasn't able to go to that place everyday. She had even stopped speaking to some people that were connected to him.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
She told everyone she was fine. She refused to let herself cry in front of anyone. Only alone, in her room while her mother was sleeping.
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
She had tried putting everything that reminded her of him into a box, just like she'd done the first time. But that would have meant putting the whole world in a box.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Tristan Dugrey had broken Rory Gilmore's heart, and she was still trying to recover. But nothing would work.
Because of you
Because of you
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