Now it's Tristan time. So far it's all been Rory's point of view, now we get to hear how Tristan feels about his big mistake. Enjoy.
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"Where Is Your Heart?"
I don't believe
In the smile that you leave
When you walk away
And say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me
But for God's sake
Could you try?
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine
Tristan knew that Rory loved him at some point. She wouldn't have given him so much of her time and herself if she didn't. but he wasn't sure if she had stopped now.
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?
When they were together, she had shown him how much she loved him. Then he screwed up. Now he couldn't even get her to look at him. She avoided him everyday, and ignored all his calls.
I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me that's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal fallin' to the ground
A dreamer followin' his dream
He tried and tried. He called everyday, waited by her locker. He'd even tried to crash a few Friday night dinners, but her grandfather had ordered him to leave.
He had attempted so many times to reach out. She never accepted his olive branches.
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?
He decided to give it one more go. Sitting in the driver's seat of his car, he dialled her home number on his cell phone. After three rings she picked up.
It seems so much is left unsaid
So much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh, anytime you need
Baby, it's just you and me
Oh yeah
"Hello?" he could hear Lorelai laughing in the background.
"Rory, don't hang up. Please. I just need one chance. Let me explain to you in person-"
"You already explained to me. After half the school spent a week whispering behind my back." She fired back.
"Just… Please, let me see you." He was begging her again.
"Fine. When you get her, you have five minutes."
"I'll be there in ten." She hung up and he sped into Stars Hollow after circling the town for the last twenty minutes.
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine
Tristan knocked on the door, and after receiving no reply he began to fear Rory had changed her mind. He knocked again, then the door opened to reveal an angry Lorelai. She just glared and stepped aside.
"Fve minutes" was all Rory said when he entered the room.
"I love you. So much. She has never meant anything to me." He didn't dare say her name. "I had been drinking that night and I wasn't thinking. I-"
"I know all this."
"I am so incredibly sorry. You have no ide."
"No, I do. Because I'm sorry too. Sorry I ever let myself fall in love with you. I gave you EVERYTHING and you threw it back in my face."
"Rory-"
"I think you should leave." She wouldn't look at him, but he knew she was fighting back tears.
He sighed and left.
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh yeah
He still had two minutes on the clock, but decided to give up for the day.
He drove home and sat in his room trying to think of anything that could help him fix this, make her love him again.
He couldn't think of a thing.
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
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