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"I Hate Myself For Losing You"I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
Tristan was pissed. He was devastated and it was all his fault. He'd done one of the worst things possible, and now Rory hated him. He couldn't think of a way to fix things. His life might as well be over.
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why she's not here?
He'd messed up. Major mess up! He didn't even have the right to blame this on anyone else. Not Rory, not even Summer. Well maybe Summer, but not much. It was mostly him. On some level he had known what he was doing, after she found out, she didn't speak to him for a whole day, then…
You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside,
He'd ruined everything. He had hurt Rory now he was going through hell. Tristan loved Rory more than anything. He hated the fact that he'd hurt her. The old Tristan wouldn't have cared that a girl was unhappy because of him. Just another conquest.
And now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
But, even though she had started out that way, Rory was far from being, 'just another conquest'. Now he loved her, and he had to find a way to tell her.
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why she's not here?
Her grandparents were no use. Even though they had known his grandfather for years, and loved him at first, the second they saw the pain in their granddaughter's eyes, they shut him out. Lorelai had always hated him. Even before she met him, she was convinced he was evil. And so he had to fix things on his own.
I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no
"Why can't I stop loving you?" he asked as he lay in darkness. "Why do I have to care about your feelings?" no answers came from the pitch-black room, so he allowed the whiskey in his hand to drown out the world.
I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why she's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring her back again?
I hate myself for loving you
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