Here we go again. Number six is here. He's still going crazy. I have been reading your reviews. Thank you. But I've already written the entire thing. I'm trying to put in little extra bits, but I don't know how well it's going.

I don't own Gilmore Girls or Breakaway the album.

"Beautiful Disaster"

He drowns in his dreams

An exquisite extreme I know

He's as dumb as he seems

And more heaven than a heart could hold

And if I try to save him

My whole world could cave in

It just ain't right

It just ain't right

Tristan was sitting in the spa with Rory in his arms. They were happy. He leaned in to kiss her, as he moved back, he was about to tell her he loved her. But it wasn't Rory. Summer was smirking at him. She pulled him into another kiss, and then pushed him away. Tristan was horrified to see Rory staring at him. Her face was covered in emotions. Confusion. Anger. Hatred. Disgust. And heartbreak.

Tristan woke covered in a cold sweat. He could see Rory's face all around him. Happy. Sad. Angry. And that day, when she found out.

Oh when I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

When he was with Rory he thought he could do anything, be anyone he wanted. But without her, there was nothing. Nothing to aim for, nothing he wanted to be. His reasons to live, to try, left him the second he allowed his lips to touch Summer.

Before her, he was a waste of space. Now, he was again.

His magical myth

As strong as with I believe

A tragedy with

More damage than a soul should see

And do I try to change him

So hard not to blame him

Hold me tight

Hold me tight

They had a great time together, even with all the stares and the whispers about how long this one would last. They could still make each other happy. Tristan had spent years dating a different girl every week, and he didn't realise until Rory came into his life, but it made him miserable.

Oh and I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

Tistan had problems with his family. One being they were never home. But that was good because he couldn't stand his parents, and they barely ever got along. Lucky for him they were in Hartford for about five night's a month. So he was usually alone. Those suited him fine, because depending on Lorelai's mood, he would spend hours with Rory, and forget his family.

I'm longing for love and the logical

But he's only happy hysterical

I'm waiting for some kind of miracle

Waited so long

So long

He was really good at screwing up. When he first met Rory, he made a lot of mistakes in his attempt to attract her attention. He thought that all girls were the same and you could get them all in the exact same way. But he was wrong. She was different. Then he finally figured out a way to get her to like him. Now he was making all the mistakes again.

He's soft to the touch

But afraid at the end he breaks

He's never enough

And still leaves more than I can take

Oh cuz I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Through the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful?

Or just a beautiful disaster

He was a mess. A disaster. His life was worthless without Rory. Every second he wanted to call and beg her for forgiveness. But he'd already tried that. Now, he had a lot of time to sit alone and think of what he'd ruined. It was good his parents weren't around to interrupt his wallowing. His time for torture. He needed to be alone, to think about what he'd done. Somewhere in his mind he still believed she would forgive him. But the rest of him believed it was all a waste of time.

He's beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

Don't worry I've made my decision. If you want to know how it ends, read on…