The end is near. I'm thinking of doing a Brucas songfic. Either this album or Sarah McLaughlin's "Afterglow."
Nothing belongs to me, except the ramblings in my head.
Addicted
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
Rory said she had no feelings when it came to Tristan. She told people she was fine and she didn't care anymore. But the truth was he was all she ever thought about. He was always there, trying to talk to her, she couldn't et away from him, no matter what she did. He was always there.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
When he was at Jason's that night, Tristan's life was turned upside down in about twenty minutes. From the second that Summer climbed off of him and started to fix her outfit, he couldn't breathe. He kept thinking of Rory, and how he would tell her what he'd just done. From the moment he met her, he knew she was the one. She changed his life, she made it so much better. And he had just blown it.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
She wanted it to stop. She just wanted her feelings for Tristan to stop. She knew that if it didn't happen now, it never would. She would be doomed to love him forever, instead of getting over him and having a life. Rory made the decision then.
"I will stop loving Tristan right now!" she knew the command hadn't worked.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
He hated this. Tristan couldn't think of anything but Rory and it drove him crazy. His thoughts weren't even productivem, it was't like his mind was full of schemes to win her back. Just degrading thoughts, voices telling him he was an idiot, that he deserved everything that was happening.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
Rory got up. Without thinking she started walking to where she knew he would be. The halls of Chilton flew by as she made her way outside to where she had accepted his invitation to PJ Harvey. He liked to sit outside sometimes and think, hwe said the fresh air helped him concentrate.
Tristan had been sitting, staring at where he stood when Rory finally agreed to go out with him, when he realised , 'It's now or never.' He quickly made his way to the libraryhe knew he would find her there. She was always in the library. That was one of the things he loved about her, her mind made her special.
He searched the entire library, but there was no sign of her anywhere.
She canned the courtyard, but he wasn't there.
They both turned around and headed back to where they had been before. Moments later, Rory and Tristan came face to face.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's all finished now. I just have one more chapter to upload. I was reading this to my sister, and if you can I recommend you play the cd in the bits where there are lyrics. Ok. Review and I love you guys.