Who?

Chapter 1: Realization

Disclaimer: I don't anything; accept my ideas, which aren't good by the way

AN: The whole story is about a Dido song called "Who makes you feel" and another one called " Stoned" If anybody has heard them, then you probably know that they are perfect H/Hr songs. I got the idea when I was driving home from school today while I was listening to it, so I sat my ass down and started writing, anyways I'm ranting sorry. I know there are mistakes, but I was so excited I didn't go on to correct them sorry. Here is a little snippet of the song

but listen and think when I say, oh but listen and think when I say

who makes you feel the way that I make you feel
who loves you and knows you the way I do
who touches you and holds you quite like I do
who makes you feel like I make you feel

Pretty good huh, anyway Ciao, on with the story

Fleur Delacour and I are now best friends for life. I mean, who knew? But ever since the whole sixth year fiasco, she and I have gotten along really well. I mean other than Bill, the rest of the Weasly clan didn't like her and since Harry and Ron practically replaced me with Ginny, we felt alone and miserable, so we kind of clung to one another. Strange ain't it. But she is the best. She is like the big sister I never had but always wanted

Speaking of the new "Golden Trio" which consists of Harry, Ron, and Ginny, they are currently out in the backyard of the Burrow talking about….well whatever. We kind of had a fallout during the summer. We as in Ron and I. We had a very bad break up; it involved tears and throwing stuff, the works. And it only lasted about three weeks. And he kind of hates me right now. And Harry as usual doesn't want to get in the middle so to avoid any kind of tension between us I sort of been avoiding them. And of course Ginny, who is still broken up with Harry but is so obvious pining over him jumped at the opportunity to be the new girl in the group. The truth is I never really liked Ron as a boyfriend; my heart went out to another boy.

"Hey can you stop moping around help me with the sitting list" My thoughts were interrupted by none other that my new BF for life. Who was sitting on the floor trying to figure out who was sitting next to whom at her big wedding reception? I sat down next to her

"Sorry, I was sort of distracted"

"You think, I swear it really is getting on my last nerve just watching you mope around while little Miss Redhead is enjoying what rightfully belongs to you."

"Yeah well stuff happens" Seriously could my response been anymore lame. Hopefully she bought it

"Bull shit!" she didn't buy it "I know your breakup from Ron was bad but get over it, there are other boys-

"I'm not moping because of Ron!" I snapped. Oh crap

"What" Fleur said surprised, she immediately stopped working on her list and was full on staring at me." But I thought you were sad because of Ron, you told me it was because of a boy…." He face lit up and her mouth formed a tiny o

Oh shit, she knew

"Wait, is there anther boy, Hermione tell me please?"

I squinted and replied "Yes and three guesses who it is? Fuck that, you don't need three guesses you probably now who it is.

"Harry" Fleur said simply as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. Or maybe it was?

"Yep, you guessed right, its Harry." I said softly

"I knew it" she said in a soft whisper "I absolutely knew it; I mean it was so obvious"

"Was it really!" Oh my god, it was obvious "Do people know does Harry know" I was frantic

"Relax, nobody know because it wasn't obvious, I know because I know you" She said tenderly "So tell me when did this happen"

I sighed "Last year, when Harry kissed Ginny in front of everyone in the Common Room"

" Ewww, I heard about that, disgusting"

"Umm, okay anyway, well Harry and I got really close in our fifth year, I mean we were together everywhere, and it was great, I mean I was so happy, and I though we were going to continue that close friendship in our sixth year, but then…" I choked

"But then what?"

"But then Ginny came out of her shell, and Harry started to see her differently. And I was okay with that really, I even helped them out a bit, but the thing was…. " I looked at the three of them before I continued " she started getting to be really rude towards me" I snapped my head back at her " Do you know what she told me once, I started "lecturing" Harry about Quiddith when she said " Don't try and talk about Quiddith, you'll only embarrass yourself" and you know what he did, nothing, absolute nothing" I said in full rage, I was getting really heated up " Before when somebody talked to me like that he would go berserk, but it was like he was taking her side, like if I didn't matter anymore to him as a friend" I couldn't take it any longer, I burst into tears.

"Oh Hermione sweetie" Fleur tried to put her arms around me but I stood up abruptly. I was crying like a lunatic

"And do you know what else happened, Cormac Mclaggen, even tried to get touchy with me under the mistletoe during a Christmas party and when HE found out he didn't ever care, I mean what sort of friend does that, and then all of a sudden he kisses her and then I knew, that I loved him, it broke my heart, so I pretended that everything was okay and pretended to like Ron, it was stupid I know" I sobbed " But he was so happy, he even thanked me for helping them, I couldn't take that happiness away, I just couldn't and I won't"

"But Hermione, you love him, you can't give up, I'll help you'll see" she said with determination "no offense to my future sister in law but if anybody deserves Harry Potters love its you "Trust me, sweetheart, you the one"

I smiled at her "Thanks Fleur, you're the best."

So love it, hate it please review, my next chapter is gonna have the song by Dido.