Sorry for the long update! I was in Carlisle.
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Lizzieangel90: It's the best coupling in the world! I'm glad you feel bad for Fred, that's the point! Lol yey! My story's a success!
FlairVerona: You review my stories a lot… thank you! Sorry it was short, I'll try and make them longer k? As long as you keep reviewing! lol
Queen-of-monkey-magic: Aww, it is isn't it? That does mean you like it though, right? Thanks for the review!
Blonk: Awww, I'll arrange the wedding lol. You're mate sounds nice lol. Glad you like it!
Cantatedomino: thanks, I'm glad and I will!
Sandiwandi: I don't mind swearing, and you'll have to wait and see…..
Sandiwandi: You sound very excited! Your review is one of the nicest ever! 'this is one heck of a story I wont miss…' awww thanks so much! I'll update lots!
Letters contain few words, but a lot of soul
My heads spinning. What am I supposed to do? I'm supposed to be really happy. It's my wedding day! But instead, I feel sick and I can't decide whether I've made the biggest mistake of my life or not. I mean, I love Ron, but now, I can't tell if I'm in love or I just love him. There's a big difference. The reason I'm so confused, is because of this stupid letter I got. It's from Fred. Half of me didn't want him to send it, because before, I was perfectly happy with Ron. But the other half, is glad he sent it because now, I'm not so sure. He told me that he loved me in the letter. He said so many beautiful things about me. Ron has only ever said 'You look fine! Can we leave now?' But I'm married to him! What was I thinking? Ron doesn't love me. Right now, we're on our way to our honeymoon. Yes, we're on a plane. To Barbados. Then, after a week there, we're moving to America. Forever. I don't even remember why I agreed to that. I love it back in England. I want to cry. But I can't because Ron is right next to me. He hasn't seen the letter and I hope he never will. He was really scary when he got jealous of Krum back in 5th year, and we weren't even going out! If he read the letter, he might kill Fred! I'm in so deep. I wish I could go back in time and say no when Ron asked me if I'd marry him. But then, I'd feel really bad. Ok, I'd go back to when he asked me out, then I'd say no. Wait, I'd feel bad then too! I'm so confused! Is that why I'm married to Ron? Because, I'd feel really bad if I didn't? Oh God, I did. I'm such an idiot. Great, now I am crying. Ron hasn't even noticed. I've ruined my life. How could I do this to myself? I'm 25 and my life is over! How could I be so stupid? How could I just throw my life away, like that? I could be having a perfect life with Fred right now. But instead, I'm sat in a plane, crying my eyes out with Ron, my husband, and he hasn't even noticed, while I try and work out how to end our pitiful marriage without hurting his feelings or him killing Fred. I need to get out of this. What excuse could I use? I don't love him? He'd never speak to me again. I made a mistake? He'd kill me. I'm in love with his brother? He'd kill Fred. It's official. I'm in a lose, lose situation. I wish I could talk to Fred. He'd know what to do. He's great like that. He's completely unpredictable, but he's kind and sensitive at the same time. He has a great sense of humour and once, I even caught him staring at me. So he loves me. He loves me. I love him. I need to see him. I went on a date with him once. He was bored. I was bored, so we went out. We had a great time. Actually, looking back, it was the best date I've ever been on. But we didn't continue because Ron asked me out the next day. And I hadn't considered us as boyfriend and girlfriend. Fred and I, I mean. I wish I had now. I need to go home. And get a divorce, one way or another. Fred, I love you.
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