Disclaimer: I own only the plot

A/N: Just a short Lily/James kind a story

"…I do believe there was a time where you'd think of me…"

I do believe there was a time where you'd think of me. You'd walk down the great hall and sit beside me at the Gryffindors house table. You used to always tell me, "Hey, James!" smile, and show your great green eyes. We'd talk then head to class. We'd sit together there, too. I could ask if I had questions, and you could ask yours.

But that was then…

It seems like forever since I've heard your voice. You barely so much as look at me anymore. But when you do, I look back. I never want to loose your gaze, but you quickly turn away.

"Oi, James, you okay?" Sirius asks me.

"Y…yeah…" I tell him.

But he doesn't know. No one does. How much pain I'm in. How much I miss you. That everything I do, I do knowing that I could have been doing it with you.

But I'm not…

I do believe there was a time when you'd think of me. How we'd spend so much time together. How could you not? I know I'm not the best person, but I knew I cared about you.

I wonder what it would be like if you were still here. Not only that but why you left. Did I do something? Because I would give the world to have you back here with me. To be with you again.

But I can't…

I know you probably hate me and never want anything to do with me, but I can't help it.

"You sure mate?" Sirius said again. "You look out of it."

"…Yeah…I was thinking…never mind…"

"Alright mate, whatever you say."

"Lily…"

I do believe there was a time where you'd think of me. And maybe still do. I can tell when I look at you. Though those times are rare, I know you're glad. As bad as it sound, I think you're happy to know I still think about you.

Because I do still think of you. And everything I do, I do for you. In memory of you. It helps ease the pain.

And maybe…
Maybe you to do everything in my memory. Because maybe, just maybe, both of us are thinking of each other. And maybe, all this thinking might pay off. But until then, I'm still thinking of you. And I do believe that you are thinking of me…

"…I do believe there was a time where you'd think of me…"