About it:This is right after Jess left Starshollow.This is my story of what was going through Rory's mind.It is my first time writing a Fan Fiction this way. Be be honest with your reviews. And it is from Rory's point of View-
I'm Sitting in my room at my grandparents, thinking about what Jess had just told me. "Rory this is'nt you! What happen?". Rolling around in my head. I trust Jess he changed for the better, but me I can't even think about what I have done.I Have'nt even spoken to my mother in over 4 months but i can't go back to Yale.So that means i can't talk to her. Know I must stop thinking about Jess's words.
I walked downstairs to get ready for another DAR meeting. My grandmother was sitting in the living room. I had to walk fast past her.so she could'nt see me. She would ask me what I'm doing, and where I'm going to after the meeting. Just butt into my life. I can't handle that right now. So I went through the back door to get into my car.
Once I got to where the meeting was being held. I walked in still could'nt get Jess off my mind. I found my sit and tried to listen to them talking about randomess things. But all the time. I thought about Jess his words hit me with reality to hard. I'm not not supposed to be here. I looked around the room,spotted every women. I got up and walked out. I didi'nt care what they thought right now.
Outside the sky got darker and kepts reminding me of the night Jess was last here with me. Has i opened up the car door I spotted Jess's book lying on the sit next to mine. So I picked it up and found myself reading it word by word, chapter after chaper. Before long it was an half hour later. I had to drive away before the meeting was over. Before they could come out and hammer me with more questions; questions that I could'nt anwer; questions that I could'nt take. Just like my grandmothers.
I did'nt know where to go Jess's words won't stop talking to me. Tears poured down my cheeks. I took my hand and started wiping them away. But they kept coming and i kept driving; driving to an unknown place. My grandparents house was not my home away from home anymore. I wish Jess was here to help me figure out what I have to do. It started to rain;pour just like my crying. Mybe his words were the truth that's what I had to do. My tears stopped.