Hey guy well here is another chapter this will be the last I do for a while im updating all my fic one last time as I already said this to my other story im getting very busy with my exams, rock challenge and my Hampshire hockey tryouts to be writing but will write again as soon as I can which would probably be near the end of may or June I hope that you can wait for the story, enjoy this chapter!

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In this chapter you will be finding out what Asuka feels and who will help her get past it

Chapter 14

Emotions

Right now Asuka had felt like her life had just came crashing down on her, the memory of them kept coming in her mind playing over and over and she couldn't do any thing about it. Was the only reason of her life was to feel pain?

"Why?...why did this have to happen why did he have to make me feel this way?"

"WHY!" Screamed Asuka her hands clutching to her head, her head felt like it was going to explode. Every one was leaving her to be together. Shinji did it when he and Rei got together and now her best friend was leaving her to be with him.

You will always be alone alone alone ALONE! Said a voice in her mind and she knew it was right she would be alone

"No I will not let these stupid feelings get me down im Asuka ASUKA I don't have feelings its weak"

Right then Asuka's mother flashed in her mind.

"No no go away you left me leave me alone go go go go GOOOOOO!"

Asuka never wanted to remember what her mother, she left her. Her own mother left her so why would any one be with her?

Shinji looked away from the sky when he thought he saw someone run away.

"Rei-Chan did you see some one just a minute ago?"

But Rei was way ahead of him she saw and she knew how it was...Asuka.

"Shinji it was the second child" said her soft voice

Shinji's eyes widened "Asuka...oh no that meant she saw them she's going to go ballistic"

"No Shinji she looked sad...I know that look" said Rei remembering when she felt alone and lost before Shinji had come into her life.

"Hurt? Why would she be hurt?" Asked Shinji confused.

"I do not know at this time but I will go to find out" said Rei as she began to walk away in the direction that Asuka went.

"Rei I'll come with you" said Shinji walking after her no way did he want her walking alone.

All Rei did was nod

Asuka was now in the park. She sat herself down on the bench with her legs pushed up to her chest her eyes shut to try and get ride of the images of her mother when she found her dead.

After that she never let any one into her life she never wanted to get hurt again not like that no one could go though that again.

Asuka stiffened when she felt the presence of some one next to her. Turning to look at that person she had never expected to fine her here, this doll here. Why was she here why?

"Leave me wonder girl" spat Asuka

"No" was all came out of Rei's mouth as she continue to stare at Asuka.

With Rei's intense gaze on her Asuka felt uneasy until she looked into Rei's red eyes never had she seen emotion in these eyes of her's but now there was something there but she didn't know what it was

Shinji just stood back unnoticed by the German girl, watching.

"I understand what you feel" said Rei

"What? How could you ever know what I feel...your just a doll" whispered Asuka

Rei eyes looked in front of her into the distance.

"Yes I do, you are right I once was a doll I never understood what feelings were and was told it was none of my concern and that was all"

Rei took a pause before continuing quickly glancing at Asuka first, When Rei said she was right Asuka's head shot up and looked at her Rei was really trying to let some emotion out but why?...was she trying to help her?

"But when Shinji came into my life things changed I felt more confused with what my body started to feel that was when I felt alone that I could never feel what others do. That I'll never have what they have I was to be alone and that was all I knew"

Alone that word stuck with Asuka; maybe she did now what it was like

"But when Shinji-Kun taught me what it was to feel my life was better and you need to let people in too Asuka-Chan" When Rei said this she placed her hand on her shoulder she had never done anything like this before trying to comfort someone was not really her thing but Asuka was different she needed help like she had needed once before.

Asuka's eyes widened at what she heard Rei Ayanami the girl that never talked to her was trying to comfort her and called her by her name.

"Wond...I mean...Rei I..."

To be continued...

there you go well bi till next time

next Chapter: see how Asuka reacts