Title: Sasha's Secret
Type: Oneshot Poem
Rating: T just to be safe
Pairing: Sasha Nein and Lili Zanotto
Disclaimer: I own nothing, have nothing, claim nothing, and for the moment am drinking nothing (I ran out of coffee).
Warnings: This contains a weird form of self-harm (there's probably a better word for that, but I'm not gonna look it up at this hour of night…). It also has Sasha, who is 30-40 (depending on where you're getting your info from and what you choose to believe) in love with Lili, who is only 11. As I stated in one of my other fics, if that's an issue, please do not flame, and if you do, make sure you use good enough spelling and such that I don't need to sit at my computer for an hour trying to decode the language of chatspeak into English.
I've a got a secret
They'd never ever see.
I started it when Milla got married
It just about killed me.
I'd bar the doors, trying not to cry
And lock everything down
Because as I flamed myself I wanted to die
I felt my eyes close for what I was sure would be the last time…
I knew I shouldn't have,
But pyrokinesis is a powerful gift
And as I burned my own flesh
My mind would drift
To the days before I knew
The days before I fell in love
With beautiful Lili Zanotto,
My angel sent from above.
My eyes opened wearily
Damm, I was sure I'd die that time.
I would've tried again
Had my alarm clock not chimed.
It was time for me to go
I had to pick up Lillianna, the child of my heart's desire.
How glad was I to have a reason
To escape my addiction of fire.
As I drove along I hardened my resolve
I'd admitted it to myself, now it was she I had to tell
Even if she hated me forever
And I burned in hell.