Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi or the song "Hurricane" by Something Corporate.

A/n: Secrets 1 or 2 did not happen. This takes place after Back in Black. This goes back and forth between Jay and Emma's POV's.

Hurricane: An Emma/Jay/Sean fan fiction

By SalaliScoiattolo

Shake down you make me break
For goodness sake
I think I'm on the edge
Of something new with you
Shout out don't drown the sound
I'll drown you out
You'll never scream so loud
As I want to scream with you

We were always doing new things. The first time I went skydiving it was with her. She'd changed a lot since Sean left. Emma was different, better. Not that she wasn't amazing before. She's different but still strong willed. She's so complex though. It's like she's a puzzle and one piece is missing. You can never finish the puzzle.

Standing there with your smile blinding
Your eyes from seeing
My face as I'm dying
To figure out a girl
But she drifts so far away
I'm on her coast
So maybe I should stay
And map around your world

Those nights we'd spend in his car. They were fun. We never really did anything except talk for about 2 months. Then one day out of the blue he kissed me. Jay Hogart kissed me. It was amazing. He helped me through so much with just that kiss. I had so much crap in my life as it was, then Sean left and I wanted to scream. He showed me things I'd never seen before. Things I couldn't even imagine.

So Don't Say
"These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
But the wind went and pulled me
Into the hurricane

This girl, Emma, she took me by storm. She was the kind of person who could make you laugh at the most inappropriate parts of a movie and make you cry with a look. She was like a hurricane. Once you got past the harsh winds she was calm. Her eyes were calm, much like the eye of a hurricane.

Stand up don't make a sound
Your ears might bleed
There are sweet flourescent enemies
That live inside meThe world moves faster than I knew
Not fast enough to not creep up on you
And the space we put between
So pull me under your weather patterns
Your cold fronts and the rain don't matter
Becuase a sun burn's what I needed

Then Sean came back. He said he just needed some time to cool off. He told me he loved me and that he wanted me back. I was faced with a choice. Jay or Sean.

So Don't Say
"These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
But the wind went and pulled me
Into the hurricane

When he came back I thought "Great I'm screwed. She's gonna get back with him and I'm gonna be left in the dust." Now this was a hurricane situation. And I'm not talking about the eye. I hoped to God that she'd choose me over my best friend. When I was with her, I felt good about myself. I loved her. Not like I loved Alex, but actual love.

You don't do it on purpose
But you make me shake
Now I count the hours 'til you wake

I asked Sean about Ellie. Weren't they still together? Obviously not if he just professed love to me. I had to sleep on it or I couldn't do it. So I went home and tried to sleep but I couldn't. Strangely enough, I fell asleep just before my alarm went off. I had no idea what I was going to do. I loved Jay but I didn't want to hurt Sean. He was my first love.

With your baby's breath
Breathe symphonies
Come on sweet catastrophe

There it was. Judgment day, Armageddon, whatever you want to call it. Emma came into school and walked up to me and Sean. She looked like she'd slept in a closet. And then she told us...

Well, maybe this time I can follow through
I can feel complete
Stop paying dues
Stop the rain from falling
Keep my ocean calm
This time I know nothings wrong