Ok then here's the fourth chapter to death tears! Oh yeah i don't know how much you wanted so i'm sending it all!
A/N: Hey everyone here is your fourth chapter now since most people said they didn't mind it being yaoi then I will start adding some stuff of it now just to make things a little more fun!
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Ok now onto the story!
Chapter 4: Let's Start This
Hiei's P.O.V
I really want to help the kitsune and not just for the reasons I said. After all the time I've spent with Kurama, I've come to realize I've grown feelings for him. Something I've heard the fox call...love.
I cannot, nor will I ever, say anything about this. I don't deserve to have him as my mate. Hell, I barley deserve to be Kurama's friend, but I will do this. I would never be able to live with myself if he died when I knew I could have prevented his death.
I look away, unable to meet the kitsune's eyes, afraid he will read my emotions like an open book.
Another thing, which holds me back, is that I don't want to know what Kurama would do if he ever found out how I felt for him.
"Let's start this then." I stand up waiting for him to follow. For once, I feel needed...something I have always wanted to feel.
I feel that Kurama is now depending on me for his very survival. Most people would fear having such a responsibility put onto their shoulders, but I can't wait to start.
"Now then, since lying to your mother will be the easiest thing to do, we'll begin there." I explain, my eyes not looking at him. I try to decide how to do this while still respecting the fox's boundaries.
I know Kurama wants to keep his demon side a secret from his mother, but if this is necessary, today will be the day he has to break the news to her.
"What are you planning?" By the way the kitsune speaks, I know he is onto my plan, and I can tell he isn't too fond of the idea.
"You have to tell her." I look at him, now gazing directly into those deep, green orbs that hold so much mystery.
Kurama's P.O.V
Hiei stares up at me with those emotionless, crimson eyes of his, not letting me see what he is feeling.
I have often wondered why he hides himself so much, and I sometimes wish the little demon would tell me what is on his mind.
I think he might be recollecting his past or maybe something that he considers very private.
I wish Hiei would open up to me and let me see him for who he truly is. The truth of the matter is that I really like him... much more than a friend.
(Just so you know I try and not use the word love very much because to me it is such a strong word that I feel if I use it then it would be miss-using the word if that even make's any sense.)
I guess I would say I love the flying shadow, but I keep that secret because I'm afraid of ruining our delicate friendship. Hiei is already very sensitive to words.
Realizing I haven't answered him, I quickly rack my brain for something reasonable to say.
"I know that, but I don't want to break 'Kaasan's heart by telling her I can never be the son she wants. " Once again, those familiar, ruby fire orbs just stare at me.
"I can't offer you advice because mothers and happy things have never been my specialty." His words are very true, so I don't bother to deny them.
"Then what would you do if you were in my shoes?"
"I'm not in your shoes."
"But what would you do?" Hiei is being stubborn.
The fire youkai pauses a moment to think before he replies.
"I would tell her that if she really loves you, then she should not care whether you're youkai or not." See, when Hiei really thinks about things, he can offer such good advice and still keep his composure.
"I suppose you're right. Well," I take a deep breath realizing what I am about to do. "Let's go to my house then."
A/N: I like chapters that include Shiori and Kurama especially when it has Hiei somewhere in it to! Anyway I already know what will happen in the next chapter so review to it and I will update tomorrow!