Hello everyone um what to say here? I don't know there really is nothing to say for this chapter so this will be a short authors note.

Chapter 6: Dreams

Hiei walked into Kurama's room and found the fox already sitting at his desk. His emerald green eyes met Hiei's crimson ones.

"You know telling her who you truly are won't really solve anything right?" Hiei asked sitting on the wall away from the kitsune

Hiei's P.O.V

"Then why did you make me tell her?" Aggravation was in his words but I knew for some reason he was holding back.

Like he really didn't want to feel upset I would have to ask him about that later.

"Because I didn't think about that then."

Kurama's P.O.V

I looked at him a little confused it wasn't in Hiei's nature to admit his mistakes so why now of all times?

Note to self: ask Hiei about that later.

"So what now?" I asked egger to diminish these thoughts from my head.

Hiei closed his eyes and I could tell he was thinking deeply about it.

Hiei's P.O.V

I thought about what to do next, I knew the slightest mistake could cut the ever thin line that kept Kurama alive.

"Find the source."

"Explain." The fox said.

"Find why you are thinking this way." He nodded.

"So? Why did you attempt it? Why was it that you could do what I so strived to do?" I shut my eyes and lowered my shoulders.

Ever since I had been saved my temper had a way of rising at the simplest of things. I couldn't let my temper get to me now not to the fox I so longed to claim.

He stayed silent and I looked up at him. His long red bangs covered his eyes from view and I started to wonder if my words had some effect on him.

"I guess I didn't like living with my past. I thought I had finally escaped it when I came to Ningenkai but for a few weeks I have been hearing screams of people I killed and sights of their blood, the blood I made fall."

Now I understood why he came to me of all people even though he had told me why he had I was still confused; now it became clear.

"Hn, so why did you come to me?" I knew exactly why I was asking questions out of no where and not giving a response to his answers but he seemed confused,

"Because I thought you would understand it the best."

"Hn." I was in thought and I didn't feel like answering right now.

"What are you getting at with all this?"

I stayed silent for only a moment putting the solved pieces of the puzzle together.

"You came to me over Yusuke or the fool because you knew I had done suicide before and because we're both… ok you're an ex-criminal and I'm still one. We've both seen to much blood fall am I right?"

Normal P.O.V

Kurama had to smirk at how clever the little fire demon could be when he wanted to be. One of the qualities he truly loved about him.

"Right you seem to see past people's outsides and see what lies beyond that."

"Hn well maybe all you need to do is stop thinking about what used to be. You said it yourself you live with your past and you didn't like it so just stop."

"I've tried that Hiei it doesn't work."

Hiei looked at him as if trying to burn a whole threw his mind.

"You once told me before that you have the power to overcome anything. It's your own life and you control everything in it. So take your own advice."

Kurama's P.O.V

He was right and I knew that but it was easier said then done.

"Okay then what do you advise we do?" I asked. He thought again looking away.

He was so beautiful I couldn't deny it to say the truth I really was looking forward to spending this time with him.

Hiei's P.O.V

"Forget everything that has happened the last days, night time will be the hardest part but we will deal with all that later. Until then just go about your daily life."

He seemed confused and I wasn't surprised about this I remembered how it was for me normally I never really latched onto one thing but at that time I had a one-tracked mind.

All I wanted was to die; to see my blood flow. I wanted my own death so I wouldn't have to suffer another day with what I had done in the past.

That first night Kurama had tried to help me I had attempted suicide again and had gotten so close to it.

I remember thinking of what pain I must have caused everybody and got to starting to cut my wrist.

Then in an instant Kurama had been right beside me trying his hardest to take my katana away but I wouldn't allow it.

He stayed at it for a good fifteen minutes keeping the katana from going any further before he was able to use one of his plant's to knock me out for a while.

"You shall see fox the nighttime atmosphere does things to a demons mind." With that I disappeared out of his room.

I knew well I was bound to stay close to him, even when this type of thing wasn't going on I always stayed close to him just so I could watch him.

I stationed myself on a tree branch located not far from his bedroom window. Letting out a silent sigh I looked at both of my wrists letting the memories of that time flow into my mind.

Two cuts on one wrist and one deep gash on the other. Three attempts all failed because of the fox.

I couldn't let him; I wouldn't I would give myself before I let the kitsune… my kitsune die.

A/N: Ok I think that's enough drama for this chapter! Now this turned out well you get a good picture of what happened a few months back. Next chapter you find out what happens to Kurama when the night time rolls around.

Also IMPORTANT: If anyone has any suggestions or knows any ways on how Kurama and Hiei could start to realise they really love eachother please tell me becasuse i am so self-consince that i don't like to put the word love, or write about it so please submit ideas!