Hey everyone, ok this is the new chapter to the story and I'm really hoping it turns out like I envisioned it to! Anyway, I'm trying to make my Author's Notes shorter so let's get on with the chapter!
ss-dragon-lady: Thank you for the ideas! I hope I get more from you!
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Chapter 7: Just do it!
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Hiei's P.O.V:
The night crept upon us fast. I spent the entire day just planning a coarse of action. I could already see the fox putting up a drastic fight to end his life.
I had been the same way and looking back at it, he would most likely be harder to stop.
Finally, when I felt Kurama's ki walk into his bedroom and felt his depression, I knew the time had begun.
I flitted to the window and watched him inconspicuously, to see if anything would happen. He went over to his desk, wrote something down on a piece of paper, and then started to rummage threw one of his drawers.
I couldn't see what the item was, but I knew it was meant for his death.
He sat down against the wall, beside his desk, and cleared his wrist. Now was the time for me to act. I pushed open the window and in a instant I was beside him as the item went towards his wrist.
I grabbed his arm and saw that the item had turned out to be a piece of broken glass. (I was going to make it a broken CD but glass sounded better and made more sense.)
Normal P.O.V:
Hiei tried to pull Kurama's arm away, but the fox put up a valiant fight. He gritted his teeth and pushed the sharp glass back down, towards his wrist.
"Kurama No!" Hiei almost shouted, pulling harder and surprisingly Kurama's grip loosened, but his hand went towards the fire demon.
The kitsune saw this and made no effort to stop his arm, so the sharp edge cut into Hiei's arm.
Hiei's P.O.V:
The glass sliced my arm, causing instant pain to shoot up it and blood to flow freely.
I had almost forgotten what it felt like to see your own blood fall. No! I had to keep focused, I wouldn't let this happen. Not to the one I love, not to my fox!
Normal P.O.V:
"Why won't you just let me die, Hiei?" Kurama asked furiously as the fire demon grabbed his arm again, despite the pain he felt in his and the free flowing blood.
"I won't let you do it, Kurama! You're my only true friend." Hiei stopped suddenly and quickly made a decision. "And because I love you, Kurama."
Everything seemed to stop right after those words were spoken. They just stared at each other.
Hiei didn't care if he was rejected by the only one he loved. If he had to stay away from his fox from then on so be it. At least he would know he was safe and wouldn't die.
Somehow, someway, from somewhere intense anger suddenly filled the fire demon and he stood up with Kurama's gaze still upon him.
"Alright, fine, do it!" Hiei snapped harshly. Nothing happened, Kurama still continued to stare at him.
"Go on slit your wrists, or cut your neck! Stab your heart or drown yourself! It doesn't matter to you does it?" Hiei spat angrily, but he still earned silence.
"Go ahead, end your life, I won't stop you from making the same mistake I attempted three times! But remember there are still people who love you." When nothing came Hiei growled.
"Do it Kurama! Succeed in doing the only thing I could not! Just do it!" All fell silent, Hiei had made himself clear enough and all he had to do was wait for an answer, for a rejection or acceptance.
"I….I …..I can't." Kurama finally whispered, looking down to the floor. Hiei fell to his knees in front of his fox, cupped his chin and made him look up. He looked into Kurama's beautiful emerald green eyes, seeing all the pain and hopelessness running through them, but among that there was also something else.
Suddenly, Kurama leaned forward, taking Hiei in a tight embrace. Hiei on the other hand just looked at the wall, silent and speechless at both Kurama's actions and his own. He quickly realized what all he had said.
He had taken a great risk by giving Kurama the chance to kill himself. He could have done it at any time, but he didn't. Why, was still a mystery, but all that mattered was his fox would not die, at least not tonight.
(It would kind of suck if I left it there so I'm going to continue just because I love you guys!)
Finally, Hiei wrapped his arms around the red head, providing him with comfort, acceptance, and the feeling that he was wanted.
"I love you too, Hiei. I love you so much." The smell of salted water reached Hiei's nose, signaling that the kitsune was crying.
"I'm so glad! I couldn't let my fox die, especially not from something you cured me from." Hiei explained, still looking at the wall, his voice solid again.
He was glad to be accepted by his best friend and glad to be in this warm embrace. Hiei would try and keep it this way as long as possible. He would not let anything happen to his fox, not while he was watching over him, this he vowed.
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A/N: I Liked it! Thanks again for ideas I hope I can get more idea's from everyone! Trust me I can make chapters and storied off anything!
