Hey Everyone! This is my first One Tree Hill Fan Fic and I Hope U Like It!

What Your Feeling : Chapter 1 :

Lucas' Journal:

Wow. A summer journal for class. This is surprising. So you wanna know how I feel? Well, here goes: I honestly don't know what I'm feeling. This year has been totally screwed up.

The first thing is Brooke. I guess I started to like her. We started to go out and that's when I started to really get into her. But then something changed. I saw Peyton for the first time. I mean I really saw her. And I wanted her. And let's just say, Brooke found out and everything got screwed.

The another 'big' story of the year is Nathan. We are doing okay now but before he was, well, he was an ass!

him and the team bothered me and I took it. Until they brought it too far when they played the tape of my mom and Dan. Then to top it all off, he crashes Peyton' s car and I take the blame. But like I said, Now we are doing okay. We're brothers. Just like we always should have been.

At one point this year, I kinda screwed up things with Haley. I guess I got a little threatened when she started tutoring Nathan. But I guess I got over it. But the biggest shock is that they got married. I'm still trying get over that. In high school too! I still gotta process that…….

And some other things were: I got into an accident, Keith proposed to my mom and she said no. Now, me and Keith are in Charleston. I guess I'm ok now.

So you wanted to know how I'm feeling? Well, there you go. You got it.

- Lucas Scott